Chapter 31
The Exiled Ice Princess
A good five seconds have passed, a loud BOOOM was heard. All the lights went out.
And gradually, all forms of noises died down. After a second of total darkness and silence,
a single straight bright light from the ceiling coursed its way down to the center of the stage.
And there she was, standing soulfully and elegantly in front of everyone, Taeyeon.
Her silky smooth navy blue dress and a braided blond hair made her even look like a goddess.
A queen, indeed. And her melodious and highly craved powerful voice started to wrap everyone’s beating heart.
Wiping her fallen tears away, she started to sing what her heart wanted to say out loud.
This is for the people who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man or your lady
Yeah, Jessica was once my everything, Taeyeon sadly thought to herself.
Put your hand way up high, we will never say bye
A flicker of light coming from the left corner of the stage was caught in Taeyeon’s periphery.
The flash of light revealed someone, a lady.
(No no no no)
However, the illuminating light then disappeared after the lady soulfully sang her ad lib,
along with the frantic squeals and cheers of the shocked and overwhelmed audience.
The instantaneous disappearance of the light did not give Taeyeon enough time to see the
identity of the girl. However, deep inside her, the uniquely sweet voice emitted by the gir
l sounds really familiar. But she still have doubts, as long as she cannot see the face of the lady.
She continued the song like nothing happened, still with the same level of emotions.
In accordance to her partner’s really short ad libs, she was also given a very short flash of light to illuminate her.
Teasing Taeyeon all throughout the second stanza.
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins *flash*(Eey..)*off*
This is for my people’s who lost their grandmothers*flash*(Eey..)*off*
Lift your head to the sky ‘cause we will
Never say bye, bye *flash*(Bye..)*off*
However, for the second stanza, no soulful ad libs were thrown by her partner,
making Taeyeon decide to only focus her line of sight to the audience in front of her.
And to also just sing the following lines like talking to Jessica,
since clearly she misses her the most.
As a child there were them times
I didn’t get it but you kept me alive
I didn’t know why you didn’t show up sometimes
on Sunday mornings
And I miss you, but I’m glad we talked through
All them grown full things separation brings
You never let me know it, you never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There’s so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face
However, after the third stanza, the bright light suddenly came back, and this time not hinting to disappear again.
Taeyeon focused her sight on the now illuminated lady.Then boom!
There’s Jessica Jung, standing elegantly in a purple one piece dress, looking ethereal, just like a goddess.
The fogs which encircled the heels of Jessica added to her exquisite appearance.
Once her eyes met and locked with Jessica’s, the raging emotions deep within Jessica radiated into her.
She can feel the anger, the sadness, the pain that Jessica’s eyes revealed.
This emotional revelation from Jessica made Taeyeon wanted to hug her. Tightly.
After successfully taking one step towards Jessica, the lady in purple then started to sing the chorus,
eyes still locked to Taeyeon, as if she was directly talking to her.
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on
I wish I could talk to you for awhile
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
Taeyeon then continued to sing for she knows that the following lines were totally
meant for her to say to Jessica. She and her longing heart really want to say something like this to Jessica.
And it’s true that you reached a better place
Still I’d give the whole world to see your place
And I’m right here next to you
But it’s like you’re gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
A twitch in Jessica’s heart suddenly appeared after Taeyeon sang the last line.
But you were the one who decided to throw me away. Jessica bitterly thought.
Then in response to the last line, she wanted to say goodbye to Taeyeon,
making Jessica sing the next lines.
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Taeyeon got Jessica’s message. Her eyes were now again glassy.
Jessica’s bye straight through her heart, making her even more desperate to get Jessica back.
And you never got the chance to see how good I’ve done
And you never got to see me back at number one
Taeyeon’s desperate counter made Jessica’s heart twitch a bit more.
God knows how badly she wanted to share every bit of success that she
have achieved in her life with Taeyeon, with her group members.
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
The next lines made her smile painfully. The lines made her reminisce her joyful memories with Taeyeon.
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave that I held so tight
And just like the two short lines of good memories, Jessica’s painful smile started to fall apart
almost immediately after it was molded. Taeyeon then saw two tears started tracing Jessica’s
smooth skin. Taeyeon’s heart ached even more at the sight of the crying Jessica.
Then her eyes mirrored Jessica’s.
She felt even more guilty and helpless for the decision she made before which
caused the two of them being locked up in deep solitude.
I thought you were so strong you’d make through whatever
It’s so hard to accept the fact you’re gone forever
But because of Taeyeon’s selfishness, her right to be happy with her kid leader and with
the other members was removed selfishly from her.
Another set of tears were running down Jessica’s face.
While Jessica sings the chorus, Taeyeon delivered ad libs to, hopefully, caress Jessica’s pained heart.
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on
I wish I could talk to you for awhile
Miss you but I try not to cry (Cry...)
As time goes by (As time goes by)
Taeyeon beautifully delivered the same lines that she delivered before with an occasional
ad libs from Jessica’s heart. The same lines, but now with a whole new level of emotions.
With their tear-stained faces, the queens still professionally delivered the lines breathtakingly,
capturing millions of hearts from the viewers on the process.
And I know that you’ve reached a better place
Still I’d give the whole world to see your place
And I’m right here next to you
It feels like you’ve gone too soon
The hardest thing (Ooooh..) to do is say bye bye (ooh)
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
(The hardest thing to say, bye bye)
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
(Bye bye)
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
(Bye bye)
This is for my people’s who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high, we will never say bye
(No no no no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins (Eey)
This is for my people’s who lost their grandmothers (Eey)
Lift your head to the sky ‘cause we will
Never say bye, bye (Bye..)
And with the insurmountable amount of pain and longing, brought by the sincere emotions
of Taeyeon that she thought Taeyeon never had, now coursing through Jessica’s veins,
she delivered ad libs in the highest possible caliber in accordance to every line that Taeyeon delivers.
Jessica made sure that her ad libs will express the emotions that are currently flooding her system.
I never knew I could hurt like this (I NEVER KNEW IT)
And everyday life goes on (EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE)
I wish I could talk to you for awhile (I WISH, I WISH)
Miss you but I try not to cry (I WISH..)
As time goes by (I WISH AS TIME GOES BY)
Jessica’s unexpected ad libs brought chills down to every single spine present in the stadium, including Taeyeon’s.
Her ad libs matched perfectly to her lines. They have established the perfect synchrony that Taeyeon had hoped for.
But above all else, while looking straight through the tough and powerful exterior of Jessica Jung,
Taeyeon saw the fragile Jung Sooyeon.
She wanted to caress her face and comfort her Sooyeon. With this raging longing that has filled in
and coated her heart, Taeyeon burst out and hit her own set of high notes,
along with the perfect harmony offered by Jessica.
And it’s true that you reached a better place (AS SOON AS YOU REACHED THE BETTER PLACE)
Still I’d give the whole world to see your place (STILL I’D GIVE THE WORLD TO SEE YOUR FACE)
And I’m right here next to you (I’M ALWAYS HERE NEXT TO YOU..)
But it’s like you’re gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye (NOW THE HARDEST THING TO DO IS SAY BYE BYE...)
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye (IT’S HARD TO SAY BYE BYE, BYE BYE, BY BYE)
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye (SO COME ON SOMEBODY, SING IT WITH ME, WAVE YOUR HANDS UP HIGH)
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye (HEY, ‘CAUSE THIS IS FOR MY PEOPLE’S WHO JUST LOST SOMEBODY
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye (SO THIS IS FOR EVERY THEY..)
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye (JUST LIFT YOUR HEAD TO THE SKY ‘CAUSE WE WILL NEVER SAY)
BYE BYE....
Their performance ended with Taengsic’s signature high note.
They hit the last note together, in perfect synchrony and harmony, making every person in the
stadium stand up, clap their hands, and cheer proudly to the two ladies in front of them.
A standing ovation for the queens.
Their tearful faces were reflected through the big screens scattered all over the stadium.
And because of such, the emotional duet of Jessica and Taeyeon sculpted itself to the now grieving
eyes and proud hearts of their audience, especially to the fans who know the tragic story behind the queens’ tears.
Although the two delivered the same lines and with the same intensity of emotions,
but the two held different meanings in their hearts.
Taeyeon doesn’t want, and just realized that she will never want, to say her goodbye to Jessica.
But sad to say, Jessica is still rooted in her initial decision to finally bid her farewell to Taeyeon.
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