omma, why don't i have a dad like others?;
The Innocent Child
There’s a man who standing near to a window, gazing up to the night sky where the stars are twinkling beautifully. It is a phenomenal scenery, no words could describe how magnificent it is. He’s graduated from a top university and work there for few years and now, he wants to go back to where he’s come from. He wants to meet with his parents, asks for their forgiveness about the mistakes that he had done several years ago. He wants to find her and asks for her forgiveness about what he had done towards her.
He’s still remember how cruel his mother could be when she thrown him away. She was too mad, she was enraged and furious when found out about it. It’s all because of him. Even his father is the calm type person, but he couldn’t do anything at that time, his mother was right. He should be punish and now, his punishment is done and he have to go home. He sat on a comfy sofa and brushing a Polaroid photo; a picture of his parents. He’s really miss both of them so much and for the last several years he came here, his parents never visit him even once and he even didn’t dare going home.
He’s only met with his cousin only twice or thrice before he flying back to Korea, got married and staying there for their goods. His cousin once showed him a picture of his wife and she’s indeedly a very beautiful woman. She’s half Korean and half American, no wonder why she is so pretty. But, it just same to his cousin because he is half Chinese and half Canadian. His mother is a Canadian woman.
Sometime, his cousin would reporting to him about his parents, his friends, especially his best friend, Kim Minseok and her. His cousin and Minseok even be a very good friend to her because they running a bookstore together. He felt a slight jealous towards Minseok who gets so close with their hoobae but when his cousin stated that Minseok also know about them, his heart felt at ease. He knew that his heart chose a right person to in love with, but now, he is in confuse state. He’s scared that once he go back there, everything wouldn’t be the same and calm as before.
He’s leaning against the white sofa while shutting his eyelids, to rest himself for a very long journey that he have to go through on the next day. Suddenly, his cell phone begin to ring loudly on the middle of the night. He’s peeking at the ID and it shows a female name. His lips began to wrinkle and forming a smile.
He’s picking up the phone and hears a female voice that he’s really familiarize for a long time.
“Chorong-ah. I’m doing fine here.”
“When are your flight will be on? Do you want me to pick you up Han?”
“No-no, it’s okay. I will get a cab to go home. Don’t trouble yourself. How are you? It’s been few days you didn’t call me.”
“I’m doing fine. I’m waiting for you to call me but it’s none. You know, I’m look like a desp.”
He can senses that the female over there sulking but he’s only manages to laugh at her cuteness. Well, he’s also busy with his work and other stuff that he needs to settle down before going home.
“I’m just shy, you know me well Cho. So how about we meet the day after tomorrow? It’s been a long time we didn’t get to meet.”
“It’s a good idea Han! I will be waiting for you. I miss you all this time ya’ know!”
“Okay, okay I’m acknowledge that Park Cho-ssi. So I guess you have to hang up now. Take care Cho!”
“Hm, you didn’t miss me? Hmph, okay. Bye Han, take care. Love you.”
Luhan smiles bitterly at her last two words. Love you. Did she really loves him? Even if she’s really loves him, but he thinks that he couldn’t harbour the same feelings towards her anymore because. Because only one reason, it is her.
He has to find her first and settles everything between them before he can live his life in freedom. His guilty feelings always haunting him after that day, the day where he crushed all of her dreams and even her world. He needs to find her quickly!
Luhan shuffling to his bed and crushing himself on the bed while placing his arm over his face, recalling her happy face during their school times. She always let her long jet black hair loose down and wore a white headband and sometime, she would wear a hair clip. That’s made she’s become more adorable like a baby. Well, she has a baby face and everyone who see it, they must want to squish her face because of those chubby cheeks.
But he, he didn’t realize all of that, he didn’t see all of that because his eyes fixed on her step sister, Park Chorong, another bea
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