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The Innocent Child
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“Hey, good morning, young man.” The old Lu greets his son as soon as he’s seeing the young Lu stepping into the dine hall casually, together with his briefcase. “Morning Papa, Mama.” He’s placing his briefcase onto the empty seat beside him. His mother can smiles in happiness because her family complete now, with her only son has came back to their little family. No – uh, if little Joohan and Seohyun are here, that is the real definition of a complete family.

She’s sighing softly when the matters about Joohan and Seohyun floating across her mind. That young woman is so stubborn in hiding the fact about their child from Luhan. Besides, she does not want them to put Joohan’s name in the Lu’s family registry. “Have you met Seohyun, dear?”

Mrs. Lu asks softly the young Lu who is busy stuffing a toast inside his mouth. He’s closing his mouth and chewing the bread carefully before nods his head. “Yeah. But, she does not want to see me, no, she hates me, Ma.” He’s stating the fact in his mournful voice as Mrs. Lu also looking at him with her sad expression. Nothing she can do in order to help her son reconcile with Seohyun. Then, she turns to look at her husband who is busily reading the newspaper. But little did she know that her husband actually wants to know about it too, but... She’s slowly touching her husband’s arm and squeezing it.

“I don’t know that the thing I had done bring such an impact towards her. I’m at fault, I’m a bad guy, I’m a worse person, Ma! I-I just want to meet her and clear things off between us. But, but why did she’s trying so hard to avoid me? I’m really, really regret with what I had done before...” Now, he’s no longer eating his toast but instead pushing it aside. His appetite once again, gone.

“Am I not deserve a forgiveness... from her, Ma? Pa?” He’s sighing softly once again before leaving the two elders speechless, with a broken heart. All he wants is her forgiveness, as well as, their good friendship term (although they are never in a good term)like in their high school. Besides, he’s really missing her laugh, so much, even he is not the main reason of her happiness. But, Lord... Please, just once, let him happy with her without any disturbance. He’s starting to feel regret and in her shoes long time ago, because of he’s rejected her even the latter are loyally liking him, loving him not matter what he had done towards her. And now, he’s got the chance to reciprocate her feelings that she harboured for him long time ago, even it is too late to do that and even when she’s no longer loving him.

 

 

 

 

“Minseok-ah, how about this?” Jessica asks the chubby cheeks guy about a flower that she is holding right now, a red rose. Xiumin who is wondering around the flowers shop, coming towards her quickly. “Yes, it is beautiful, noona. But, to whom do you wish to give it? Well, besides, it’s still early in the morning though.” He’s stating while looking up to the magnificent cerulean sky as he’s shoving his hands into the back pocket of his jeans.

Jessica only glaring and smirks at the same time at his answer. “Today is my anniversary, silly.” She’s answering him as she’s calling for the florist to come over, to take the fresh red roses. “I want a dozen, thank you...” She’s flashing her sweet smile to the florist before she go to the wrappers section with Xiumin tailing behind her.

“Your anniversary? Wow! Congrats, noona! So you want me to give these flowers to Kris?” The squirrel-like guy asks her again while helping her to check the wrappers. She’s turning her head to her side. “Of course! Why would I give it to you? Of course it is for my husband!” She’s replying his question with a famous stoic face of hers. Then, she’s picking a white wrapper that perfectly matching with the red roses and goes to the cashier. The white wrapper will make the red roses stand out. “This is it... I want it to be wrap beautifully...”     “Ye, please wait for a while, miss.” The florist smiling at her and going to the table and begin to wrap the roses.

 

“And you Minseok-ah, I want you to help me.” She’s shoving her pointy finger on Xiumin’s chest, making the lad startles. He’s only laughing, showing his tooth like squirrel. “Arasseo, arasseo. What do you want me to do? And what do I get from it?"

 

Jessica thinks carefully and deeply, before she’s making a right decision. “Just, please send this flower to Kris. I don’t want you to pass it to his secretary or anyone, I want you, by yourself pass it to him. And I will treat you for dinner tonight, at my house. No offence.” After hear her answer, he’s abruptly agrees with the idea, to help Jessica give the flowers to her husband as well as he will get a treat tonight by the couple. Nothing ever happier more than get free meals!

 

 

 

 

“Take care on your way, Minseok-ah. Hope you arrives there safely...” Jessica handing him a bouquet of red roses to Xiumin, placing it on his palm carefully. “Yes, yes, I will take care of your flowers very well ma’am. Trust me.” Xiumin’s saluting the older woman before go towards the direction oppose from her. “Thank you, Minseok-ah.” She’s secretly whispers to herself when sending Xiumin’s off with her eyes.

“You’re welcome!” Xiumin raising his arm up, without turning to look behind, making her giggles. He is really the best guy friend ever! Then, she goes back to the way that directing her back to their cafe, which Seohyun is left alone, managing the cafe by herself.

 

 

 

 

Luhan is diligently working on a project that his father assigned him to do, with the help of his assistant. Thankfully that his assistant has a wide experience so they can work together, cooperatively. Even he is the superior, he never look down on the worker under him because he believes that they all have their own specialities. Actually, his father assigned Jongdae to Luhan because the old Lu expecting him to help his only son personally, but Luhan didn’t expect that Jongdae can help him more than that. His assistant has many brilliant ideas, more than he can thinks. Perhaps, he is happy right now, that is why Jongdae can imagine anything, creatively. Meanwhile for Luhan, his mind keeps clouding with the problems that always occupying inside after that dinner last few days ago.

 

“Are you okay, sir? You look gloomy these several days. Anything happen?” Jongdae, as the assistant, trying to be concerns over his superior who is lately became unhappy. Not like he wants to be a busybody, but maybe he can help by lifting some of his burden.

“I... I don’t know Chen... My mind right now, I’m mixing up, I don’t know...” Luhan stops from focusing on his work, then leaning against the leather couch. He closes his eyes for a while and opening it once again. “Something kept bugging me. And if I’m still didn’t know about that thing, I don’t think I can live happily, Chen. I just, I don’t know...”

 

Jongdae eyeing Luhan with pair of furrowed eyebrows of him. “Don’t know about that thing? Did you mean about your position? Sir, I think you know enough about you being the next president.” Jongdae once again reminding him, making him shakes his head for several times. “No, no, no,” he’s slowly denying what is Chen trying to convey the information. Then, he standing up and manages his way to the glass wall that shown the view of how busy Seoul City from his place, where he is standing right now. “I’m talking about my personal life here, Chen...” Luhan giggles at Chen’s embarrassing red face. Jongdae laughing at his own silliness before apologize for his excitement earlier.

 

“Aah, ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.. I thought that you are talking about the position, sir. I’m so sorry for not knowledge it.”

 

“It’s okay... Chen, it’s okay.” Luhan stops his laughter with a sweet smile. Then, he grabs a document that laid on the table, regarding to their clients demand and want to pass it to Kris. Jongdae following his superior to Kris’ room. His cousin’s room located in the different level from since they are in different department, even they are the CEO. Luhan’s office is on the same floor with his father, it makes the old man easier to monitor or access to him. Well, his room already exist a long time ago, even during his father’s time, just before he’s been appointed as the president. In the future, maybe Luhan or Kris’ children that will continue their footsteps. Who know?

Luhan shoving his right hand into his pocket , leading Jongdae who is holding a file to Kris’ office. The e

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Ayza_exol
#1
Chapter 24: Please update soon ^ 0 ^ because l really like your story ♡♡♡♡
Ironcatnguyen #2
Chapter 22: Please complete this story. Please! Please!
hanhan05 #3
Chapter 24: chapter 23: I hope u will update this story soon authornim. I keep re-read this story a few times now, so touching.
julie-61 #4
Chapter 24: Update soon please
rhon671
#5
Chapter 24: Wow I had to re-read this chapter. It's been a while. I hope all is well and you continue with this story because I'm ready to be surprised, shocked & shaken ;)
marquez #6
pdate pls.
AliceHwang1 #7
Chapter 24: My comments exceeded the limits lol. Continue... I find it very unfair what they are doing with Luhan. The readers themselves are being unfair to him. We all know he's trying, he was not guilty, but they insist on putting all the blame on him. Sehun is not a hero because he is confusing Seohyun's head. If he wants to win her heart, he must play fair. He can't use the family to blame Luhan, because he doesn't even know half of the things that happened. No one is thinking about Joohan's feelings, probably just me here. It's annoying me that Seohyun is only thinking about her feelings, avoiding hear Luhan because cowardice and pride. That story is messing with my psychological lol. It's the first story that I'm hating Seo's character. Lately my health is not very good, partly because of my poor diet and partly because of stress. So I'm avoiding read angst fanfics that are incomplete. I guess I'll have to do the same thing with your story. I don't know if you'll understand, but I really feel in the story and because of that, I can feel characters' feelings and that makes me nervous, I think that may has already happened to you. And as I'm not able to have many mood swings lately, I realized it's better to continue to read your story when is complete. I had to use this tactic with other stories as well. I promise that when the last chapter is out, I'll read everything and will leave a big comment. I really love your story, but don't know if I can handle to hoping tirelessly for Seohan, for a happy ending to Joohan and in the end I get very sad and disappointed as happened with Broken Dreams, I hoped for Seohan but in the end Seohyun stay alone, without Lay and Luhan, it broke my heart horribly. Well ... Unnie, don't be mad at me, I'm waiting many stories finish for read. Lately I'm stressing me and getting very apprehensive trivially, it isn't doing well for my health. I hope you understand. See you soon.
AliceHwang1 #8
Chapter 24: Unnie, sorry for the delay to comment, I was traveling. I was happy that Sehun was not showing up for a while, but suddenly he reappeared and frankly I didn't like. The situation between Seohyun and Luhan is already complicated, with Sehun will complicate things even more, and the poor Joohan will become increasingly hurt. I know Sehun always support Seohyun, but Seohan has a very strong bond that can't be broken. So, honestly speaking, I think it will not make any sense Seohun be together in the end, as this will only be worse for Joohan. Sehun is leaving the head Seohyun even more confusing. Luhan don't want to take Joohan away from Seohyun, but he wants stay on his side with her, but Sehun are putting things on Seohyun's head which will probably make her hate Luhan even more. Aish ~ I'm really getting annoyed with the characters. It's so hard to hear someone? Luhan is trying to explain everything and nobody let him open his mouth to speak, it's annoying the hell out of me. I don't like Sehun, maybe because I'm hoping for Seohan so much and don't want to see Seohun together. Joohan deserves a happy and united family, not a broken and dysfunctional family. What do you mean Seohyun? He isn't trying to fix things? He tried to explain the situation several times and Seohyun just pushed him away, she has no right to talk that he's not trying, because the more he is doing is trying to fix things. But at least she finally realized that she should not treat Luhan as piece of trash. Now, just hope she open her eyes and realize that listening is the best solution for problems.
julie-61 #9
Chapter 24: Let's luhan parent settle the problems between luhan and seohyun is their fault from beginning after all.
I feel sorry for suhan he always there for her from beginning he really love seohyun.
Hope you can update soon I'm curious and excited about the next chapter.
Thanks for the update looking forward for next update.
rrrkkk22
#10
Chapter 24: Why luhan personality is weak he have to man up
He loves seohyun so he has to fight for her and his son but he seems so fragile in this story he would cry all the time instead of doing something about it sometimes i wondee how did he even her
I know seohyun won t listen to him but he must make her listen to him even if hes had to kidnap her so she can listen to him