-Loves me, loves me not. Loves me, loves me not. Loves me........ loves me not.

'Who said this stupid things were real anyway!'   throwing the flower away I went back inside my house. Key hasn't gone to school in two days now, and I'm getting worried. I haven't gone to his house because I don't want to seem as a freak. At fist I thought he probably didn't come to just art class, but I asked the teacher and he said he was out. Going to his house has been on my mind all day long, but I cant bring myself to actually do it.  I thought of going to Minho's house just to see if key was there. Since they live across each other. I could also call Minho. But then minho would be all like 'Come see him for yourself'  Thats what he would tell me.  I could call key himself too, but then, I wouldnt know what to say.

"The floor doesn't talk, you know"

"Shut it." I said launching myself on the couch.

"Dont talk to your noona like that!" She said throwing a pillow at my head. I would have thrown it back, but I wasn't in the mood. I needed to think what excuse I'd use to go see key. It had to be something intelligent. Something everyone would believe, something he would believe. I can't go to his house and tell him 'I came to give you the pen you lent me', thats just-

"Oh! How could I've been so stupid! Thats perfect!" I said jumping to my feet.

"Your always stupid" noona called after me.

"Its annoying to have you here! when are you going back!?" I shouted not waiting for an answer. Now where is my bag? Oh thats right I left it at the entrance.   Rushing to the entrance I opened my bag and started searching. Actually he didn't lend me the pen, I took it. I just forgot to give it back. I'm such a genius for my great ideas. I should be given an award. 

"AH HA!" I yelled as I found the black pen. Such a common yet beautiful pen. Twirling around with the pen I ran to my mothers room. Wait! I don't need to ask for permission. I'm not a kid anymore.

"Your still my kid. So you DO need to ask for permission!"

"huh?" 

"You were talking out loud. 빠보." mother said smacking my head. 

"엄마! Can I go to a friends? I need to return something" I said making my best puppy eyes.

"What is it that you need to return?" she asked squinting her eyes.

"A pen" she won't even question anymore I know! Because I'm a genius when it comes to ideas. Fool proof-

"A pen? Can't you give it to them at school?" What no!  This is urgent It can't wait for school!

"No mom I can't. Bye bye, ill come back later!" I said already rushing to the door.

"But I didn't say that you could go!" after I had my shoes on I closed the door behind me, not before taking the car keys that is.  As I started the engine I took the pen out of my pants pocket. Thank you. I thought to myself. Giving the pen a kiss I placed it back in my pants. Although the pen is sparkly and kind of girly Its pretty. If key likes it so do I.

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