"Mom..?" After school today I had to head straight home, because my mom commanded that she wanted to talk to me right after school. But all she did was make me do the dishes.   "Hmm" she said flipping to the next page or her magazine.   "Umm have you seen that show... were umm this boy falls in love with someone..." looking at her uncertainly from the dishes I asked.   "Yes son. Bunch of them" she answered not looking at me.   "But, with a... boy..." her eyes shot up from her magazine to me.   "What!" She said standing up, throwing the magazine on the floor in the process. "What show is this!" walking with heavy steps she came to me. Turning me around she placed her hands on my cheeks "Where have you seen this?!" She pierced at my eyes.   "M-mom I was just asking... because I was curious-" harshly letting go on my face she rose her hands and said "Curious!? curious of what?" her face steaming of madness and confusion. Smiling nervously I shook my head and went back to washing the dishes.   "Have you watched that show?!" harshly turning me around she said "Why would you watch that!" she placed her palm on her forehead and her other hand on her hips.   "Mom I didn't... I just... just saw a commercial that's all." piercing her eyes at me she let her hands fall, smiling she sighed.   "Don't watch anything like that ok. Not even commercials. That's just disgusting, those people are freaks of this world" I couldn't even smile. Abruptly turning around I just went back to washing dishes. That was my answer. I would never be accepted to my family like this. And I bet dad is worst than mom. He's probably going to have a heart attack if I ask him.     "Those people are freaks"     Maybe that's what I was for liking men.   "Kibum after your done with the dishes I need you to run some errands" nodding my head I finished drying the last dish, placing it where it goes and dried my hands.   "What do I need to get?" I asked.   "We need spices, also some veggies. Oh and also meat. Not much." She gave me a small list of spices and vegetables that she needed. Putting my shoes on I walked out. Since the grocery store wasn't far from our house I walked there. Whenever I come to the store I always stop at this small park for little kids. It has this heart warming aura. And all the kids smiling and laughing makes it more joyous. I always stay for at least 5 minutes at the swings. Watching the little kids with their moms. Enjoying the air in my hair. The breeze that goes through my body. Hoping of the swings I smiled. Slowly walking to the small gate.   "Kibum?" while opening the small gate I looked behind.   "You! what are you doing here?" He just smiled and skipped next to me.   "I could ask the same" pushing the gate we exited closing it behind us.   "I was going to the grocery store" I said.   "Ah"   "You?" He smiled placing his hands on his pockets.   "Same" I had a feeling he was lying. Chuckling I started to walk again.   "You like that park?"   "Mmm" nodding I smiled.   "Jonghyun"   "Yeah?"   "Nothing" I mumbled. Smiling to myself I kept walking. Him right next to me. The walk to the grocery store was mostly quiet after that. The quiet surrounding us wasn't exactly awkward, it was just simple.   At this time of year it was mostly windy. It felt nice. I preferred this times when it's windy. It makes the heat go away. It also rains.   "It was nice seeing you today again. But I have to look for my stuff" I said. He scratched the back of his neck smiling sheepishly.   "Well umm you see, I didn't exactly need to come to the store" He said pouting. Tilting my head I rose an eyebrow.   "Ha ha I just wanted to walk with you" He said looking down. chuckling I grabbed his hand and started to look for my mothers necessary things. Grabbing a carrying bin I let go of his hand and searched for the spices first. There is a aisle specially for spices only so I went t