Jessica just finished her schedule for the day with Kelly at Sina.

Now here she is chugging down this bottle of whiskey by herself.

It was a fun day, she got to do a live stream and to meet fans.

However she panicked when her trauma and anxiety seeps through.

Just like the old times, she would be accompanied by bodyguards. She could not remember when the last time she went back without one was.

She was always reminded and made sure that she would be escorted.

Yoona made sure of that.

She had the trauma going back to airport with less space to walk by and is really packed up.

Who can take that fear away? The last time, she was mistaken as a fan and got pushed by the bodyguard and hurt herself in the process.

But being the protective Yoonyoon, she made sure to calm Jessica in her embrace.

It took a lot of negotiations and persuasion before they could have Jessica to agree - about going to crowded airport as soon as she recovered from the incident.

What draw the last straw for her, when it was her little rascal's assurance to accompany her.

She did not know that she still manage to pull many fans who would follow her as she goes; it has been 5 years since her last activity - when she released her album My Decade.

Her heart starts to race when there were a lot of people at the Sina head office. Since it's an office, there's a station that made the pathway harder for them to walk by.

Fear seeps through. She misses Yoona more than ever.

Who would protect her now?

Who would hug her to accompany her until she no longer find it scary?

Who would whisper sweet nothings to her for her not to overthink about the situation and panic?

Who would assure her that it would be alright?

Having no choice, she reached for Kelly's hand. Just like how she reaches for Yoona. Needy and des