Author's note:

This is the story after Seunghyun left Bom to go to Japan.
I hope it can answer your questions about him.

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Seunghyun threw his body to the bed, massaged his temple, he closed his eyes and took a deep breath. His mind was spinning, thinking back about earlier this morning. How could she changed so much. How could she turned into someone he felt like he never knew. He took a deep breath then flew his fist to the coffee table. He then sat right up, took his cigarette and lit it up.

[Flashback]

"Man, you're too evil. At least don't leave her in this weather." Said Jaejoong after a while but Seunghyun never talk back about that. He decided to not let any words affected his decision.

2014, Japan, 11:30 pm.

Right after he step his foot back in Japan he directly went to the hospital. He opened the door of her room slowly, tried to not made a noise. No one was there, only Keiko laid on the hospital bed with an IV on her right wrist. He came closer and closer until his own eyes saw a bandage around her left wrist. Keiko tried to cut herself. He sighed, drag a chair beside the bed and positioned himself right there, held on her hand.

"Please, don't leave us.."

Seunghyun smiled when she finally took a spoon of the porridge. She had rejected food for two days, only laid on the bed with empty gaze. By the third spoon she started to feel like she wanted to throw up and he gave her a warm water. She had a stomach disorder since she hadn't ate for days. He then put away the porridge.

He looked at her in displease. The reason why she decided to tried to end her life was because Ryo didn't want to be responsible of her. After Kengo told him that he immediately ran to Ryo and beat him up until his own hand bleed. Ryo just laughed even after blood covered almost his face and that made Seunghyun even more mad.

"Don't ever show your face in front of her again!" He sadi before flying his last fist.

"How are you feeling?" The doctor checked on her. He looked at her cut and nodded, "Don't forget to eat and I already prescribe for your gastritis. If you feel better you may be able to discharge in two days." He then signaled Seunghyun to came out and talked in private.

"Do you want her to be treated by a psychiatrist?"

"Is that necessary?"

"As a doctor I will say yes. But I think she needs her friends more than a psychiatrist for now. And we'll see her condition again later."

"Yes, doctor. Thank you for your concern."

When he walked in Keiko was standing by the window staring outside.

"Are you okay? Do you feel dizzy?"

"I'm fine, Seung-chan." He smiled to him with many meanings behind it. She felt great because he came all the way here to take care of ner. She regretted everything she had done especially to the baby inside her tummy who knew nothing. She smiled because she didn't want him to be worried again, because whatever it takes she will protect the baby even if she had to raise the baby all by herself.

"Seung-chan, have you eat? You look horrible," she was right, he himself not really took care of himself. He didn't even shave and he just realized it when she lightly touched his chin.

"Go home and rest. I'll be fine by myself."

"But.."

"I won't do anything stupid again and I'll eat. I promise. I'm not strong yet right now, but I can still kick you out of my room. You know that, right? How strong I am!" She made a fist and pointed it to him. He laughed and gave up, "okay, I'll come back first thing in the morning. Text me if you need anything. Food or anything else."

"Okay, okay. Now, go!"

"Yes, ma'am!"

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Keiko was really healthy now, her behaviour thankfully didn't effec