After celebrating the wedding, Junhyung takes a shower. I stood out at our balcony. I look down at the dim lights and let the wind calm me. I don't know how to tell him. I don't know how he'll respond. It's almost time. I am sure. I dreadfully say in my head. Junhyung joins me in the balcony, hair wet and ruffled from the shower. His cold arm brushes my arm.

" What are you doing out ? It's cold. " He comments, brushing my arms down so I would feel warm.

" Just - admiring the scenery. " I smile.  He stares at me. Waiting for the truth.

I breath in, calming my unsettled heart. Should I tell him?

" I don't think you'll like it." I say seriously. His expression turns grave and dark.

" What is it. " He grabs my arm. I gulp. He deserves to know right. 

" I - I think it's almost time. For me. To- you know. " I ducked my head.

He stares at me fearfully. " What. What makes you say that?"

I peer sadly into his eyes. " I just know. There is that presence. Heavy presence in my heart. " I whisper.

" But. We haven't yet celebrate your birthday. " He says with a frown. 

I managed a smile. " I'll stay for my birthday, promise. "

He held out his pinky. I laugh. " I am being serious! Promise me. "

I compose myself and enterwine my pinky with his." I won't leave you yet. " I promised.

He grins up at me. " Good. Because I'm not satisfied. "

I roll my eyes, giggling. " With what?"

He grabs my waist and stare into my eyes intensely my stomach curls. " With giving you my love. "

My heart expands warmly. And I shyly place my hands on either side of his face. I bring my lips to his softly.

" This is sufficient for now. " I tell him.

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I was curled up in my covers, Junhyung's arm around my waist. He kisses my hair lovingly to wake me up. I grumbled sleepily.

" Wake up, sleeping beauty. Today is your birthday. "  He says gruffly. 

I shook my head. " Andwae. " He pulls me up. 

" Tonight you will meet me to celebrate. " He instructs.

I bit my lip. " Cant we just stay at home? "

He pauses and worriedly glances at my face. 

" Why ? Are you not feeling unwell ? " He asks worry marking his face.

I laugh. " No, thats not it. I'm just feeling lazy. " 

He sighs in relief. " No. You must come. I' ll meet you there after work. "

" Meet me where? " I groaned.

He smiles slyly. " You'll see. "

I shook a finger. " No funny jokes okay? "

He rolls his eyes and grudgingly muttered a yes.

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