The modern ceremony was chaotic and loud. Although everyone seemed to be very happy, I felt fake and sick. I needed to get out of there.

"Do you want to go now?" Junhyung's voice came up behind me.

"Go? Go where?" I asked, confused.

"You said you wanted to go Han river?" He asked with a confused smile.

 "Now? But- the guests?" I trailed off worriedly.

Junhyung chuckles.

"What?"  I ask him, hands on my hips.

"You look cute when you're worried." He says with a smile.

I turn away from him, embarrassed.

"What are you two still doing here? Quickly, go!" Junhyung's mother interrupts us, with a wave of her hand.

Junhyung takes my wrist without a second thought.

I had no choice but follow him.

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We step out of the car, like a photoshoot. In our wedding outfits. 

Me, in the flowy gown, him in the matching gray tux.

I look at him and the wind blow on us, he meets my eyes and give me a small smile.

I face the huge, peaceful river that is facing me. It was just like I imagined. The symbol of peace and pure love.

I close the car's door and take a step closer to the river.

The river's calm ripples stir up a sad feeling in my heart. Byunghyun oppa, I thought sadly.

I could be here right now, with you.

You could've been the one who brought me here, if not in your car, by your bike. I thought regretfully.

Junhyung stands beside me, tucking his hands in his pockets coolly.

He gave a sigh. "You happy now?"

I bite my lip, and face him. "Yes." I lie.

"You're thinking of him, aren't you?" He guesses.

I sigh heavily. "Mian, I just- he left me, like- just like that."

"I wouldnt leave you," He mutters lowly.

"What?" 

"No, nothing."

"What did he say exactly?" Junhyung asks, gripping the rails and leaning forward, towards the river.

I turn away from the river.

"Not much. Just that, he would take me here when he gets my parents approval to marry me." I said quietly, looking down on the floor.

I look up, and the wind blows my hair away. I remembered what he said, exactly.

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Byunggie oppa leans forward, placing his hands on mine.

"What?" I ask shyly at his stare.

Byunggie oppa shakes his head."I want to marry you so badly, hyuna."

I laugh. "Oppa, I'm not even legal yet."

"Well, when you are legal, then." He says with a shrug.

"Where would you want to hold the wedding?" He asks me seriously.

"Oppa, what are you talking about?" I laugh again.

"I'm serious, I'll take you, wherever, you name it. " He grins.

"Well, anywhere, as long as im with you." I say sweetly.

"Aish, be serious. Tell me." He protests, grasping my hands,

"Okay, okay, fine. Han river." I say,

Byunggie oppa smiles widely, his eyes smiling with him.

"Good. Then I'll buy a bike for both of us, then we can go all the way from this ty village to Han river." He declares.

"Oppa! No bad words." I scold him gently.

He covers his mouth exaggeratedly.

I roll my eyes, turning away from him. 

He laughs and wrap his hands around my waist, resting his chin on my shoulder.

"I want to marry you quickly so that I will get to live with you before you die." He says abruptly.

I didn't say anything.

"Promise me, that you will see me when your time comes." He whispers into my ear.

I turn to him, placing my hands on his cheeks.

"You know I can't promise that." I say, my throat burning.

"Hyuna, just say it. Just say you will." He says shakily.

A wave of sadness wash over me.

"Oppa, don't. Don't do this to me." I beg him tiredly.

He gave a frustrated sigh, "Do you know, how torturous it is to fall in love with a dying girl? And I can't do anything about it? I can't- I can't

take this pain away from you or cure you, or wish it was me who is dying instead?"

Tears fall rapidly from my eyes.

"Oppa please, if it was you who is dying, I wouldn't be doing this to you." I clutch his arm.

"But it isn't, is it?" He asks quietly.

"Mian." I whisper and wrap my arms around his waist.

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