Hi Brother !
How are you? this is really awkward right? then i'll go to the point.

I am sorry oppa, for being a super duper bad sibling for you all this time.
i didn't mean it,i've always been to busy with my self,i'm not thinking abut you i'm sorry.
i'm sorry for always blaming you and make you a source for all my problem..
i'm sorry for always ask things from you..and make you give it to me with no exception..
i'm sorry for always get sclod with dad and hyung because of me..
i'm sorry for always make things so hard for you..
i'm sorry for becoming a clinging sister..
i'm sorry for not being a supportive sister..
i'm sorry oppa,for everything..

Thank you for always give me what i want..
Thank you for being such a great brother for me..
Thank you for always taking care of me..
Thank you for accept me as your sister and friend..
Thank you for not even once saying that you hate me even when you getting mad at me..
Thank you for being an supertar idol sibling for me..
Thank you for allow me disturbing you as your sister..

About this things,i have a hard time for collecting this,you know there's a lot of foods that you gave me but i can't return it right now.
and there's things that i want you to do.

Please accept that things that i returning to you..
Please accept love,care,support that i'll give it to you..i'm returning it too
Please don't be mad at me..
Please grow up well,find a great girl and share your joy with me..
Please don't work too much..

and please stop thinking that i hate you,that's a lie . a big lie.
i don't hate you,i love you most..

xoxo
your sellfish sister, Ri An