From the Previous Chapter:

~Gikwang's POV~

Once more with a smile,  I pulled her in and said..

“Cara. I will always protect you and will always be by your side. Cara. I’m in love with you. Please be my girlfriend.”

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~Cara’s POV~

When I looked up, I saw Gikwang oppa looking up at me.

Suddenly he stood up and slowly helped me up also.

I just followed him.

When I fully stood up, I brushed off the remainding sand that was stuck onto the back of my pants.

Again, I looked up and smiled at his glowing face.

I looked down at our hands and saw that they were intertwined together.

Holding his hand I stared out into the vast ocean and thought about my loving YG Family back at the dorm.

I had so many things to tell the unnies and oppas now.

Ah, those hard working people that I love so much. I will be like them and be famous.

When my train of thought had been broken I looked up and Gikwang oppa and our faces were just a few centimeters away from each other.

I was able to see his face so clearly.

Woah! He has a really smooth face…

Maybe I should ask him what face wash he uses so that I can buy some for the Big Bang oppas. They seem really stressful and tired for the past few weeks. Their faces are really dry too.

Unexpectedly, Gikwang oppa leaned in and kissed me.

His kiss was filled with a lot of love.

As he kissed me, he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me in closer to his body.

I probably have said this a lot already but I love being close to him. It feels warm and I feel safe when I’m with him.

Just like a blood related oppa.

OH POOP! Does he really actually…. Love me?

But I just like him as an oppa. Nothing more, nothing less.

Oh no! I’m in trouble!

How am I going to tell him?

I will break his heart.

Abruptly, he broke the kiss and stepped back to look at me.

So many things ran through my mind at that moment.

All I could do was stand there and stare at him as his face glowed with triumphant.

Shocking me again, he suddenly pulled me closer to him

With a smile he looked at me and said, “Cara. I will always protect you and will always be by your side. Cara. I’m in love with you. Please be my girlfriend.”

ASIH! What have I done?

I don’t know what to do. I started to panic.

“Cara. Are you okay? What’s wrong” Gikwang oppa asked me worriedly as his facial expression changed.

“Ani. Nothing’s wrong.”

“So, will you be my girlfriend?”

I started to panic even more.

“Cara? Is that you?” yelled a voice that came from the carpark.

Oh. CL unnie is hear already. I think she saw everything. Thankfully it was CL unnie. I really have to talk to her and the 2NE1 unnies later when I go home.

“Cara?” asked Gikwang oppa.

“Mianhae oppa. I only love you as an older brother nothing else. Jinja mianhaeyo. But thank you for the night it was really something that I won’t forget.” I said as a warm tear rolled down my face.

After that I hurriedly ran off towards CL unnie crying.

Why did I have to hurt him?

He is too good of a person to love someone like me?

As I reached the stairs, I turned around and saw Gikwang oppa.

I saw a tears roll down his face.

Seeing him being sad, I ran towards him again and hugged him tightly.

“Cara. Please don’t do this. I really love you. I’ll make it up to you really. Please don’t do this. Cara.”

I could feel his tears drip onto his hoodie that I was still wearing.  

“Oppa. Jinja mianhaeyo. I have to go, CL unnie is waiting for me.” I said as I took off his hoodie and passed it to him.

He reluctantly took it and look at me with a tearful face.

“Annyo oppa. Don’t worry I’ll still call you.”

I ran toward CL unnie without looking back this time.

“What happened to you?!” asked CL unnie shockingly.

“Unnie!” I said as I ran into her arms and started crying.

“Shhhh. Don’t cry already come on the rest of the members are in the car. Let’s go then Dara unnie will drive and we’ll all go home… Shhhh… Stop crying. Unnie is here.”

“Unnie, I am such a bad person.” I told her as she held me tighter.

“Ani! You are not. Now come on let’s go to the car.”

As we walked into the car it seemed like the other members stopped us.

“Cara! What happened? Are you okay? CL what happened?” said Dara unnie as she ran out of the car.

“Unnie, I’m not sure.  But can drive please?” CL unnie answered.

“Neh.”

As Bom and Minzy unnie came to my side to help me and CL unnie into the car.

Just before we drove off, I saw Gikwang oppa as he just reached the stairs.

I hid my face into the unnie’s shoulder just before he saw me. 

~Gikwang’s POV~

“Oppa. Jinja miahnaeyo. I have to go, CL unnie is waiting for me.” Cara said as she took off my hoodie and passed it back to me.

I reluctantly took my hoddies back as a tear rolled down my face.

“Annyo oppa. Don’t worry I’ll still call you.”

As she ran away and towards CL, my heart was ripped out with her.

I haven’t cried over a girl in such a long time.

I slowly gathered my stuff and slowly walked towards the car park where the members said they would pick me up from.

When I reached the top of the stairs, I saw a car that Dara noona was driving.

However I couldn’t find Cara.

Maybe she went with CL.

As Dara noona’s car left, I saw Doojoon hyung come in with a car.

As the car stopped infront of where I was standing, the door opened.

“HI HYUNGGG! Oh gosh! Why are you crying?” asked the maknae.

I usually don’t crying in front of anyone. But these guys are my members we cry in front of each other.

“Uh oh.” Yoseob said as he and HyunSeung got out of the car and helped me get in.

“You got rejected didn’t you.” Asked Doojoon hyung.

I nodded.

“Did you kiss her?” I nodded again.

“Come on big guy. Let’s go back to the dorm and we talk. Don’t worry. We’ll get through this together.”

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Poor Gikwang... I feel bad for him.. 

Poor Cara also.. But Gikwang is so heart broken... 

Sigh.. ):

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