I know most of you won't read this but I'm utterly and completly thankful to everyone who has read this story and has happened to like it (in a way), this is actually my first full-lengh completed story and I admit it's a bit lacking. I started this story as a way to express my anger and slight disappointment at Myungsoo's dating scandal and I realized as time went by that I was in no position to feel that way and that he had the right to date whomever he wanted and as a fan I had to support him no matter what.

The ending of the story was already decided and then I just started rushing through the chapters to get there. I had lost my inspiration for this story but I aimed to continue it, to finish it (no matter what) and I apologize if it left some of you (most of you) disappointed.

The chapters express the roller-coaster of feelings I had during the whole ordeal. Anger at first. Disappointment second. Sadness then realization and acceptance. This story was a jumble of thoughts and emotions thrown together and it didn't turn out the way I had imagined it but thank you to all those who stuck by its side until its finish. 

Having a crush on a idol . Especially when that idol won't ever know of your existence. It took me time to realize that but as I grew up I came to understand that they're just people like us who deserve to be happy and who definetly deserve to fall in love. And as their loyal fans we should give them all of the support and enco