Japanese Garden
True Feelings
After that bad and painful scene, I checked myself in the mirror. It looked like I was on drugs. My dry lips, my puffy cheeks and red eyes were the perfect combinations for a broken heart.
I need some fresh air.
I took Zelo to my room after I gave him breakfast. It was a sunny day again, but for me, it was a rainy and windy day. I opened the doors of my closet and chose my outfit, a pair of light blue skinny jeans and a white sweatshirt with a panda on it. I made my hair into a french braid. Finally, I put my headphones, my phone and my keys on my bag and took Zelo downstairs to the kitchen, where I put on a tupperware some pieces of carrots for Zelo, just in case he gets hungry. I wore a brown coat and put on a pair of brown vans.
Dahee and Jungkook were still in the living room so I went outside without saying anything to them.
I really hope had a better chance to express your feelings, Dahee.
I arrived at the Japanese Garden. Well, it wasn't a japanese garden, to be honest. It just had a path with cherry blossom trees and in the middle of the path, there was a greenhouse with bonsais. I tended to go there whenever I was feeling down, it was my perfect peace spot. It was always quiet and there weren't many people around.
I sat next to one cherry blossom tree. Zelo was on my coat, nested to my chest. My feelings were in a washing machine. I wanted to cry, to scream and to laugh at the same time. I wanted to do crazy things and to run, run until I was breathless. In such confusion, I even started to feel a headache arriving. I needed to talk everything, let everything out.
"Oh, Zelo!" I grabbed the bunny. "What should I do? I don't know what I'm thinking either." I sighed. "Thanks to you, I could spend more time with Jimin. You maybe don't know, but he's the first boy I ever liked. And I only met him a couple of weeks ago!" I felt frustrated. "I'm going too fast, for sure. We had this date too early, even though it was my first and the perfect date. This can't be love, right Zelo?" As the animal stood there emotionless, I let out a quiet laugh. "I know, you're a bunny, you can't talk. Regardless, if you could, you could tell me that I really like him." I placed a hand on my chest. "Even now, I feel this warmness inside of me."
My phone rang at that time. I saw Dahee's number on the screen and got surprised for a second. I'd forgotten about her and Jungkook.
"Eunsoo, where are you?" She asked with a worried voice.
"I'm in the garden next to the convenience shop," I replied her. "I didn't want to bother you, so I went outside without tell anything with Zelo."
"And Jimin?" She questioned.
"Jimin... left before I went outside," I told her.
"Why?" She seemed confused.
"I don't know." I lied.
"Seriously, that Jimin is gonna suffer when he arrives next to me."
"So, how was it?" I tried to change the subject.
"Come back home and I'll tell you!" She giggled.
"Give me ten minutes." I hung up the call and stood up.
That time was refreshing, not only for me but also for Zelo. The convenience shop was still open so I went inside and bought one more bottle of soda and bubble tea. When I arrived few meters from my house, I saw a motorbike in front of it. A red and yellow motorbike with a chicken as the logo. Chicken's Paradise was the name of the shop. I ordered some fried chicken from that shop sometimes, the fried chicken was really yummy. Then, I looked at my gate where Jungkook was talking with the delivery boy. He was tall and looked familiar. Jungkook saw me approached and smiled.
"Guess who's back," He chuckled. "Where were you?"
"Oh, I was just catching some fresh hair with Zelo." I smiled.
The tall guy turned around to face me and I was right, he was the pizza guy from yesterday. The tall one with cute eyes and handsome face. His hair had the color of chocolate mixed with caramel and it was... shining?
"I ordered some fried chicken for lunch," Jungkook said.
"Ah, good!" I laughed. "I really wanted to eat something fried."
The pizza guy eyes' color really looked... alike Jimin's.
I stopped smiling.
Jimin... what are you doing now?
"Thanks for the chicken," I smiled at the tall boy.
"It's my job," He smiled at me. "And thanks for the tip again."
"Oh, it was nothing." I giggled.
"Do you guys know each other?" Jungkook asked.
"I was the one who delivered pizzas yesterday," The boy explained. "She gave me a big tip." His smile was really cute and charming, just like Jimin's. "So, that little buddy over there it's Zelo?" He pointed his finger to the white bunny.
"Yes," I looked at him confused. "Why?"
"My brother is always talking about him," He said. "It's kind of annoying."
"Your brother?" I was even more confused now.
"Oh, you don't know him yet," Jungkook chuckled. "This is Seokjin, he's Jimin's older brother."
"Ah~ I laughed. "The one with cooking skills! Nice to meet you." I bowed.
"And you must be Eunsoo," Seokjin smiled at me. "Nice to meet yo
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