A/N: omg, I am so, so, so sorry for not updating this for so many months now!

It's just that I've been busy with school and only had time to concentrate on my other story, "A Chance to Change the Past".

But I'm on a long summer vacation now, so hopefully, I can also work this again. Actually, I swear I started writing this chapter months ago, but I never got around to finishing it until just now.

Here's a look on into Yunho's mind!

YH PoV

When Yunho woke up the next morning, Changmin was already gone from the bed. As he stretched his arms sideways, they reached up to Changmin’s side of the bed and Yunho couldn’t help but frown at how cold it was, indicating that Changmin had already been out of bed for a long time already.

As he glanced at the alarm clock on the bedside table, Yunho’s frown deepened even more. It was barely 6am. So why was Changmin out of bed so early? Normally, the younger man wouldn’t wake up from bed until Yunho forced him awake so that they won’t be late for the next activity on their schedules… or when Yunho sometimes feels like in the mood early in the morning, and thus, Changmin is awakened, quite happily on his part, from Yunho being “all over him”.

But since Yunho hadn’t done either of those this morning, he couldn’t help but wonder what had Changmin out of bed so early on his own?

He sat up and pondered about it for a minute or two, before simply shrugging his shoulders and just padding over to the bathroom to shower and get ready for the day.

As he stared at his reflection on the bathroom mirror, Yunho couldn’t help but noticed how… tired… he looked? Well, there was really no other way of saying it, he looked like right now.

And to think he had just woken up, so you’d think he’d be refreshed and all that, right?

Though it’s still always the question if his sleep the night before was restful.

Because even if he can’t exactly remember it, he knew that his sleep last night was anything but restful.

In fact, Yunho hadn’t had a goodnight’s sleep for almost two years now. Not since-

No!

He is not going into that train of thought right now!

However, the thought of the past and of a particular person have already force themselves into his consciousness.

No, he tried to tell himself firmly. That’s all in the past now. I have to move on