I suggest you to listen Rihanna-Diamond while reading and I'm so thankful with Momo-chan who helped me with this story T^T

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From their first meeting, he’s already captivated by the beauty. Drifted in a peaceful sleep, the boy who sat in front of him in this train station made his monochromatic and boring life turned colorful in a blink. He was in love and he never experienced something like this before he’s afraid other boys or girls won’t give him the same feeling with he had now.

The closed eyes, must be so bright and shining when it opened. The pouty lips must be so cute when they twisted into smile. Sadly all he got was a sleeping statue of this Goddess, if only he could have a longer time in this city, even for a second, so he could be here when this beauty was awakened from the sweet dream. However, he had to face the reality that his time in Seoul was over, just like he had to face, someone so precious like this boy was already taken.

‘What are you looking at?’

That’s the low grumble from the bigger and older blond who sat next to the boy. It made his eyes falling down to the white floor and a bitter smile appeared along with a whisper of ‘nothing.’ He got up and grabbed all his belongings, nodding in apology to the man for rudely staring but not for falling in love.

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He felt the warmness shifting next to his body. Kai looked down to see the black haired boy who was sleeping soundly in his arms. For a while, he just stunned at the sight, did nothing as if this moment was the part of his dream and if he tried to move even an inch, the boy would disappear. But then, his finger slowly touched the puffy pale cheek, brushing the warmth just to feel if this doll like being was truly here.

It always tickled his inner side, every time he remembered about his first meeting with Luhan. He couldn’t decide the reason behind the pain of his clenched heart, if it was because he experienced a first love with a stranger, or because at that time, Luhan was already with another man.

Relax, he took a deep breath while closing his eyes, let his hands s from the shoulder and went all the way to rest on the slim hips. He tucked his head into the pale neck, inhaling the sweet yet musky scent so he could remember there’s none would ever have Luhan in this life time, none but him.

Cause Luhan was his wife.

Kai bit his bottom lips, felt his own face heated at such silent and silly declaration he made to himself.

Luhan was his.

With his own body taken under by his possessiveness through the boy, Kai braced himself to steal a peck on the pink lips, enjoyed their warm and soft flesh met and melted. But when the boy mumbling incoherently into the peck, suddenly Kai had an urge to deepen the kiss, to nibble the scar on the lips, to catch the pink flesh and smash it into another kiss. Still not enough, he said to himself, as he moved on the top of the boy and let his bigger and longer hands s around the boy’s back, gathering him into a tight hug.

“Uhh…”

Kai smiled looking at the hazy eyes fluttered open ,staring back at him with innocence and purity, while the wet lips groaned into a low, breathless whisper, “what’s wrong?” the boy asked before Kai smooched his lips again.

“Good morning, lovely.”

If only anyone can see how precious the face which slowly colorized in red blush, or how cute of the boy chewing his bottom lips in embarrassment, they would do the same with Kai who was in the middle of fighting his tears from falling. This boy was an amazing being, created to have thousands of expression and never hide his emotion.

Just like now, it’s easy to know there’s nothing but happiness in those brownish orbs, as the boy cupped his face with a pair of smaller yet slender pale fingers and whispered softly, “good morning.”

People around his age probably thought marriage as a joke. There were reasons, people always find something more important than being tied under the law and possibly had to spend a life time with only a person. They thought of it as the last option, prisoning the wild and free self and restricted the wants and needs just to be unleashed to a person. However, Kai saw it in a different perspective. True he might be risking his life for randomly took a stranger as his bride. Or risking the bride’s life for being taken without permission. It was a gamble of life where he had to choose to wait and regret or just take the action while hoping and praying only for the good to happen. He’s in love. He only had love with him, along with this small apartment and a starter job. It’s enough for him and apparently, because Luhan decided to agree marrying to him, it’s enough for both of them.

“I need to pee.”

Luhan startled Kai from his thoughts, “but it’s so warm when you’re near,” the boy caressed Kai’s face, pouting in such an adorable way, “what should I do, then?”

Kai smirked, “Want me to you there?”

Luhan squealed at hearing his offer, “that’ll be naughty.”

Kai decided he loved the way Luhan laughed too, it was so airy and unforgettable. It made Kai smirked even wide, almost grinned as the man let his own lips touching the tip of small pointy nose of his wife, “what do you know about being naughty?” he teased Luhan with his husky voice.

“You are the meaning of naughty.” Luhan fakely glared at Kai with his still hazy eyes, letting Kai took in once again the beauty and carved it into his mind as the boy chuckled and shifted while gathering the sheet around them. Kai smiled coyly. He didn’t answer, only watched Luhan sat up and then walked limply towards the bathroom. It only made the brunette snickered at the view, before he got up too and followed Luhan to the bathroom,

“Need help, lovely?”

“Need privacy here!” Kai chuckled darkly at hearing small hissing sound from the white bathroom door which now slammed shut right in front of him. He stared at the door for a while, before he laid his temple to the surface and smile, “oh, come on.” The man whined like a little boy, tried hard to keep being alive from this too much feels hitting his heart like he was getting pounded and smashed by a big hammer,

“I love you.” Kai whispered to the door, “I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you…”

“Please stop it!”

“I won’t.” Kai felt his face almost tearing apart from a too wide smile, “I’ll keep saying it until you open the door for me.” and so he chanted the simple yet sacred words over and again, until the door opened and with that he walked in.

“You’re so embarrassing.” Luhan scoffed.

“But I do love you.” Kai chuckled as he slammed the door shut behind them.

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