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Kris

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It shouldn’t be like this.

I know he had something other man didn’t. I know even the Pretty Luhan get jealous with him, or I never heard the end of it, when Suho said being smart isn’t enough, as his eyes trailed to Kyungsoo. He’s not beautiful, he’s not smart, he’s just an ordinary boy who happened to have too big ‘anime’ eyes and too plump lips which easily contorted in a sheepish smile.

“What are you laughing at, Kyungsoo?”

“Nothing, hyung.” He giggled happily, “nothing, really.”

True, right now, there’s nothing in between us.

But he made me fell in love, just because he was standing here, looking at me and smiling widely for something not related to me, but it succeed making my heart melted and re-created into a better piece now I have his name beating on it.

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Chanyeol

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I want to touch his heart.

Hence anything is fine, as long as I can lay my hand on him, giving a slight brush, pat, even hugging him close to myself cause I love him. I love the way he looked at me, I love how content he was around me, I love the way he let me around him, whatever, I just love him. As my friend, my family, even as boyfriend if he wanted me too.

‘What is it, now?’ his eyes widened and his lips thinned in an anticipated smile as he asked me from a gaze. What a cute being.

“You’re in my way. Step aside.” It’s a pity to say that, while my eyes can’t stop sending the signal of love, that I do this not because I had to but I need to feel him, to recharge myself from exhaustion I’ve had since I signed into EXO.

“What?” his smile widened and with that I tucked him into an embrace, cause he deserved it like he deserved to get all my love just because of being alive and coming into my life.

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Kyungsoo

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Sehunnie, can I love you?

No one should know this, and I bet no one will care cause you and your heart belongs to someone else. It’s just me, an ordinary guy from EXO who happen to stand in front of you, who happen to be your best friend and who was willingly to give everything I had for you. it’s like a vulnerable disease, this love, because when you’re near I’m happy, in the same time, your presence and your kindness towards me slowly killing me from inside, cause you’re not mine and will not ever be one.

So can I still love you, or should I move on and find someone else who maybe not as beautiful as you but was willing to love me like how I fell for you.

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Sehun

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It’s ironic how I keep talking about the other guy while the one I want was here.

It’s not the right height, eyes, lips, or personality, but the pureness and the warmness of his presence allure me to come close and stay near. Because of his humble nature I was fascinated and suddenly he became an important piece in my life. He’s someone better than a friend, family, or lover. This cutie pie was my anchor when I’m lost, someone who laughed along when I’m happy and someone who listen to me when I cried. He’s always there, as long as I’m still near.

“Hey, Dio…”

“Yes?”

“No, I’m just making excuse to kiss you.”

He’s my bond, my mate, and only mine.

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