Hey, this drabble not related to the story before. Just wanna share! sorry for bad english!

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It happens, when Jonghyun saw Jinki daydreaming in the  living room at midnight. It Makes the younger worried, and decided to walking over the older and sat beside him.

“Jinki…? what are you thinking?” Jonghyun asked ,

But Jinki just smiled at him and sighed, knowing Jonghyun’s face got concern everytime he sees the leader  started daydreaming.

“I-is something bothering you?” the younger asked again,

Jinki nodded. “I want to ask you something…” he said softly “W-what if…SHINee divided like TVXQ-sunbaenim, and Soo-man Sonsaengnim want me to stay in SM like he do to Changmin-Hyung? “

“…And?”

“what if I was Changmin Hyung, and Soo man want me to stay in SM with Taemin. and you,…you have to choose between stay in SM with me and Taemin or, you left us with Key and Minho like JYJ do??” Jinki asked, with his serious tone. Jonghyun’s got confused at first.

“I think, I will let Minho stayed in SM with you because you know, He is very close to you! You wont be lonely if Minho and Taemin stay beside you, right?”

Jinki smiled sadly. “Y-yeah, I wont. ..Might be. I-it means, you choose Key over m-us right?”

“Hyung listen, I Don’t know what happen to you now In fact, I never wanted it to happen in my life even just once!  SHINee is my life hyung! BUT, if it actually happens, do you want Key out alone from here while the rest of us stayed in SM? Taemin and Minho will never be able to walk without the two of us, just like Key. Then… one of us should-“

“I know.”

“…”

“I know Jong… you choose him over me, lets just make it simple, Okay. we are not even close all this time, so there’s no reason you will choose to stayed with me…” Jinki said, disappointed on it. “you.. and key are bestfriend, right?”

Jonghyun nodded slowly.

Jinki sighed. “..I think I should go to sleep, goodnight Jong!”

As Jinki walking towards his bedroom, Jonghyun got teary in his eyes.  He doesn’t know why Jinki’s words earlier, could make him sad and crying-hard like this.

he never wanted to lose Jinki. eventhough, they are not close enough but Jonghyun knows that he loved Jinki more than he Loved Key. But still, Key is his bestfriend and He cant leave him alone, when SHINee really separated.

But Jonghyun is not the only one who crying-hard like that. Without he knows it, Jinki was crying-hard too in his bedroom. The leader hoped Jonghyun will choose him even its impossible.

‘I wont be lonely…yeah I wont. But what if,… I wished you were the one who stayed beside me Jonghyun? no one else’