“Where are you going?” Dara asked upon seeing Jiyong getting dressed up.    “Sajangnim wants us to appear at the opening of his new club. I need to be there cause I’m the leader of Big Bang.” Jiyong said fixing his outfit.    Dara went to her closet and looked for a dress to wear.  She then went to the restroom and changed.    “Where are you going?” Jiyong asked when he saw Dara in a dress.    “I’m coming with you.” Dara said looking at the mirror.      Jiyong shook his head in disagreement. “Babe you can’t come with me. Just rest  here.”    Dara got irritated with what Jiyong said. “Why don’t you want me to come with you? Are you hiding something from me?”    “What do you mean hiding something from you? I told you I’d be with Sajangnim right?” Jiyong asked confused at what Dara was talking about.    “Then why can’t I come?” Dara questioned him.    “Have you seen yourself in the mirror lately babe? You’re pregnant and not just a month pregnant you’re due next month already! And you expect me to bring you to a club?!?!” Jiyong explained angrily to Dara.    “Then don’t go then.” Dara said folding her arms in front of her chest.    “WHAT?!!?” Jiyong shouted    “I said, don’t go then.” Dara repeated.    “I’m sorry Dara but you’re going overboard with this. I can’t NOT GO because in case you’ve forgotten I’m the leader if my members are there and I’m not, people might speculate that something’s wrong.” Jiyong answered as he walked out of the bedroom door leaving a furious Dara.    Ugh! I’m so mad at Jiyong right now. I can’t believe he went to that stupid opening even if I said no. AISH!!!! I wanted to throw the lamp on our bedside table but then I bought that in one of my trips in Europe and I like it so I just grabbed my phone and called my sister.    “Yoboseo?” Bommie answered but then Dara could barely hear her from the noise on the background.    “Where are you?” Dara shouted on the phone.    “Unnie? Hello? I’m sorry… I can’t hear you!” Bommie said hanging up.    Dara then sent her a text message instead:    Emergency Bommie I need you. Where are you?    Bom: I’m at the opening of YG’s new club. Top tagged me along.    Dara: What? Jiyong’s on his way there. And we fought.  Bom: Again?    Dara: I didn’t want him to go.    Bom: Chill. CL is here too we’ll keep an eye on him.    Dara: Thanks sis.    Dara then dialed another number.    “Yoboseo?” Sohee answered.    “Yeah, Sohee? Are you busy? Can I come over?” Dara asked.    “Uhm, Sorry Dara but Yongbae and I are going to the opening of the new club of YG. Why what’s wrong?” Sohee apologized.    “Nothing. Call you later.” Dara sighed and dialed another number.    “You have reached the mailbox…” a recorded voice message answered so Dara hang up.    I felt so alone that night. I kept thinking how Jiyong left me just to go to that stupid party. Even Byul Unnie was there at that party. Why didn’t Jiyong bring me there? Aish. I’m so pissed right now. After an hour I decided to call up Jiyong but he wasn’t answering his phone. I tried calling the other girls and they didn’t answer too. I was starting to worry. Why weren’t he answering? Did something happen?    “Oh! Noona! What’s up?” Seungri answered my phone.    “Where’s your Hyung?” Dara asked right away.    “He’s with the Sajangnim they’re talking with some guests and producers.” Seungri told her.    “I want to talk to him.” Dara insisted.    “Noona, I’ll get scolded if I pull him out. I’ll tell him to call you right away ok?” Seungri said and then hang up.    Dara’s mind is in chaos right now. She kept wondering what’s so important with those producers that Jiyong couldn’t even answer the phone. She tried calling him again and this time it’s Sohee who answered the phone.   “Unnie!” Sohee shouted as there were a lot of noise in the background.    “WHY ARE YOU THE ONE ANSWERING? WHAT’S GOING ON THERE?” Dara burst into anger surprising Sohee.    “What? Jiyong Oppa and YG Sajangnim are talking to some producers and guests so he handed his phone to me in case you’ll call to let you know.” Sohee explained wondering why Dara was getting angry.    “WILL YOU TELL HIM TO COME HOME THIS INSTANT!” Dara screamed and then hang up the phone.    Why was Sohee answering his call? Am I just being paranoid or are they ganging up on me just because I gave Kiko no choice but to leave the country otherwise she won’t find anymore decent jobs here or in Japan? UGH! I hate this feeling.    “DARA!” A worried Jiyong shouted as he opened the door of their bedroom.    Dara who was watching TV glanced at her husband with an angry look. Jiyong rushed towards her and checked if she was ok. Dara ignored him and continued watching TV.    “Do you know how worried I was when Sohee told me to come right away? I thought something happened to you!” Jiyong angrily said. “I kept calling your phone but you weren’t answering!”    Dara looked at her husband. “So now you know how it feels.”    Jiyong stopped for a moment and glanced at his wife. ”What?”    Dara closed the TV and stood in front of her husband. “I said you now know the feeling. I kept calling and calling and you didn’t answer. The last time it was Sohee who answered. What could be more important than answering your wife’s call huh?”    Jiyong hung his head low. He didn’t want to say anything anymore. Dara might put it out of context again so he’d rather just keep quiet. “UNBELIEVABLE.” Jiyong said raising both his hands and walking out of their bedroom.    Jiyong slept at Taehyun’s room that night. I couldn’t sleep well. Fighting was now part of our daily routines. He had to fly to Osaka the next day so we didn’t really get to talk that much. He said sorry I said sorry but it was beginning to feel like a normal thing now. Like, we just say sorry just so the fight would end but we never really talk about the fight itself. Am I making sense? Of course not because my mind is full of chaos today.    I was getting tired of everything