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"I sorry but I've got some bad news. Your son has cancer."the doctor said.

i remember this clearly. I was only 4 when I had cancer. When I was born my mum died so my dad blames it on me and he is also an alcoholic. Everything bad always happen to me. In my life so far,there were three painfull sufferings...

"You annoying brat! Why do you have to be like this all the time? You can't expect me to pay for your medication. Ugh I'm gonna go." My dad shouted.

"where are you going sir and what about your son?"our caretaker asked.

"He's not my so do what ever you want and you don't have to poke your nose at where I'm going."he snapped in a stren voice.

i stood there crying. I didn't know what to do at all. I didn't get anything mum, dad, cancer. This was the first suffering. Luckily, my caretaker decided to look after me and she also payed for my medication. She even left her family just for me. I loved her. She was my mum my dad my life everything. Only when I woke up in the hospital bed I found out that my donner was her and she died in the process! I was hopeless. It'll felt like my world was shattered into tiny little pieces. I wanted to scream but I couldn't. I wanted to cry but I couldn't. I wanted to move but I couldn't. I just stood there not moving a muscle. This was my second pain. Every 4-5 years my cancer starts acting up again getting worse each time. It's started again. Who knows this time I might trul