Myungsoo and I walk hand in hand afer we ate our lunch. But, some people around us are staring weirdly toward us. Is it that weird to be in relationship with this perfect guy. While some are staring weirdly, some will greet us weirdly. Mostly people that greet us were the students from our middle school. Its a good thing theres still people that know about us.....and not only judging us base on our appearance.

"Isnt that L, the popular and genius guy from Class 1? Why he holds that fat girl hand? Are they siblings?" eventhough I know, they are just whispering among them, but unfortunately i also heard about it. Siblings??? Huhu we looks like a siblings??

"She is not his sister, she is his grilfriend" her friend answered.
"What??? Girlfriend?? Seriously?" 
"Yeah. They already together since 3 years ago"
"3 years ago? Yeah i heard about it that the genius L got a girlfriend, but I didnt know...her girlfriend......kind of.....mmmmm well u got what i mean right,"

Yeah, i know what u meant! He is such an angel, while I am just...just a fattie, ugly girl. I know that people will be that shocked when they see us, but.....huhu am I that bad.
Out of the blue, I pull my hand from Myungsoo. Both of us not deaf yet....I know Myungsoo also heard all of their conversation. Its only first day of school but I already feel soooooo insecure. Middle school and high school are indeed too different. 

Myungsoo holds back my hand and look at me sternly. Or should I say he is glaring at me. "What?" I asked him, acting like I dunno what he meant.

"Why you pulled your hand just now?" he asked me coolly. But I know actually he is a bit annoyed.

"Well, we are already in front of my class! Cant you see it? I dunno that you are that blind Myungie," yeah, i found the reason to avoid the real conversation.

"Ohhhh...yeah we are already in front of your class. Then, I should go now ok," I nodded my head and wave a bit. Then, I looked down on the ground while walking to my class....because i'm still sad with what they said. I cant deny it. Its all true. We are not compatible with each other. ==

Suddenly, someone grabs my hand and turns me around. "Just forget about what they said just now. They are immature....unlike us," Myungsoo smirked at me. Huhu dont smirk at me! I'm sad right now my little Myungsoo. But yeah, they are immature maybe. So, I give him an assure smile so that he wont worry about me.

I hope tomorrow will be a better day FOR US~

*A short update from me.....i'm sorry*