But........
I'm not kissing his lips, I just kissed his cheek.

 I looked at him, confused. He looked at me, guilty.

"Why?" I whispered to myself.

Quickly, I let go of his hand and stand up properly. "You should go home now, you must be tired today. Bye," after saying those word, I fasten my pace and enter my home without waiting for his reply or even glancing at him.

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I quickly packed my things after the bell rang indicated that the school already end.
I should go home immediately, so that I won't be late for it.

"Lately, you always seem in hurry. Waeyo? Are you hiding something from me?" Eunhae sat in front of me, looking at me who busied packing things to put inside the backpack.

"Eunhae!!!! You surprised me!!" I hold my breath when I heard her voice. Frankly, I did not notice Eunhae just now because I'm to absorbed with the thought to go home early. "There's nothing special actually. I just started to work as a part-timer now," I zipped my backpack, getting ready to go home any minutes now.

"Work? Since 2 weeks ago? What kind of work?" like a bullet, she asked me many questions. Hahaha she must be very annoyed now. Just look at her face, its fuming red.

"Yup Eunhae, I'm working as a dish washer at a restaurant since 2 weeks ago,"

"Why you never tell me, your best friend about this? Huhu you should tell me earlier, not when I asked you like this," she gave me such a long face. 

"Mian. I forgot to tell you," I hold her hands when I say those words. "Plus, it's nothing special actually. Since Myungsoo is busy with his work, so I guess I should make myself busy too and at the same time I can get some pocket money!," I replied cheerfully at her.

"Emmm yup, talking about Myungsoo...both of you okay with each other?"

"Hello!!! Of course we are okay! We can never be separated, remember that. Hihihihi," I slapped Eunhae's arm. How could she said like that. Of course we are okay eventhough he is very busy right now. I should not disturb him as a good girlfriend.

"Huhu, I'm asking you because I worried about you. He seems too busy that sometimes it feels like he faked it. Don't you think so?" 

"He is not faking it Eunhae. He is a first timer in this kind of thing, of course there are many things that he should learn especially regarding how he should conduct a program, what he needs to prepare, and bla bla bla," I backed him up. Yup, Myungsoo could be very perfectionist sometimes. Especially if it is about his responsibilities as a student or leader. So I know, he just wanna do the best in everything.

"If you said so, I will stop asking about both of you. Its better for L to care for you more after this silly School Open Day because you are being such a good and understanding girlfriend to him," I chuckled when I heard Eunhae said like that. I'm so blessed when Eunhae exist in my life. She really loves me and I know no one can replace her in my heart.

"Komawo Eunhae~ah for worrying about me. Anyway, I should go now, if not my pay will be deducted. Annyeonggggggg~~" I stood up and waved at her.

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As I walked home alone, I cannot stop thinking about what Eunhae said to me just now...

"If you said so, I will stop asking about both of you. Its better for L to care for you more after this silly School Open Day because you are being such a good and understanding girlfriend to him,"

Am I a good girlfriend to him? Am I being understanding girlfriend to him? 
I could never answer this question, unless I ask Myungsoo this questions. Because for all this time, Myungsoo is the one that always give me everything. And when I say everything, I mean it.

During our date, he never allowed me to pay for anything even for taxi fees or even for cheap ice cream. Eventhough it is rare for him to buy me gifts, but for special occasion like our anniversary or my birthday, he will give me something like chocolate or special date for one day. 
He always make me smile. Always. I never feel left out when I'm with him. And he accepts Eunhae as my friend and we always hang out together. When I wanna give him something, he will receive it but then he will give me something else too although it could be just a dinner treat.

Other than that, he is also my tutor. In any subjects, even art. I could say that, because of him I can be this clever *eventhough not that clever*. He taught me everything, step by step, and always be patient with me. He never calls me stupid or lazy because he always sees my efforts. 

He is also my diary replacement. Since he said that I should tell him everything instead of writing it inside the diary, it is a habit for me to complain or whine at him. I will tell my problems, then he will tell his problems too. Because he said, thats the use of being my boyfriend, to be my eternal best friend and good listener.

Huhu how can I leave Myungsoo? I'm too attached with him. He is too good for me, maybe that is why INFINITE do not like me. Because I cannot offer anything to Myungsoo. Not my money, my brain, or my appearance. That is why I decided to work part time and collect money. I want to treat Myungsoo like how he always treat me before.
I want him to know that I love him and I will treat him better in the future.

About the kiss....well, we never talked about it after that incident. We just let it go like nothing ever happen on that night. I should not be so bold that night, I should think about Myungsoo's feeling...that is why I will never ask him about the kiss. Both of us still texted each other like usual but not as often as before....because he is really busy with his works, so I won't disturb him.

Lets just wait for my pay-day, then I can treat him on D-DAY!!!! 
I can't wait for it!!!!

*Short update from me, before I need to busy myself with a lot of reports and assignments later kekekeke
There's nothing special in this chapter right? But this is one of inportant chapters in this story hahahaa 
*Well, every chapters are important actually =P *
Enjoy it and do give me any comments okay...annyeong~~~*