"So what song do you want to sing?" YoSeob asked, looking out the window, avoiding eye contact.

"I dont know --" i said, looking at my shoes. "Which song do you wanna sing?"

I put the paper inbetween us. After i pulled my hand away, he took the paper then said, "Hey ~" he said smiling pointing at the paper. "Lets sing yet?"

I looked at him, "Wae should we ?"

He looked away then said, "It was just a suggestion."

I sighed then murmured, "You still dont answer questions whenever i ask."

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It was 2:30 am. I opened my door. I went to the laundry room, to drop my sweaty clothes i wore earlier. I went to the kitchen to find Taemin cooking. Well trying at the least.

"Noona ~" Taemin said, happily while cutting Kimchi.

"What time did you come home?" i asked.

He looked at his watch, "i came like -- 5 or 8 minutes before you did..... Hungry?"

I nodded. "What are you making?" i stand behind him.

"I'm trying to make Kimchi fried rice." he then looked at me seriously, "If it taste bad, can you pretend you'll like it?"

"It'll taste good ~" i said with confidence but bitting my tounge, hoping that it would taste good. I sat on the table, looking at my phone. Wondering if i should tell JiYong what happened about what happened today. His probably really busy i thought i shouldnt bother him .....

After he finished making it, he put it on 2 bowls, place one bowl in front of me then place the other one next to me. He then went to the dish rack & got spoons. He handed one spoon, when i reached out to grab it, he made it go far away from me. I know he notices that i'm pissed at something or someone. I'm that easy to read.

"Noona ~ Why do you look pissed ?" he asked.

"Because, your not giving me the spoon so that i can eat ~" i said, sarcasticly. "Now give the spoon Taemin.... Please?"

He gave me the spoon. I took it then started eating. He sat next to me & started eating as well.

"No seriously Noona ~" he said, before taking another bite. "Why you mad?"

I swallowed then said, "YoSeob" in a really hushed tone.

"Hmm?" he said, leaning his ear closer to me.

"YoSeob" i murmured.

"Mo?" he said, leaning closer.

"YoSeob ~" i said in an irritated voice.

"Ohh ~" he said then continued to eat. "Why didnt you just say that in the first place?"

"i did ~"

"But you said it so quietly that i could barely hear you."

"Sorry ~" i said, sarcasticly.

He sighed then said, "Dont take all your anger out on me ~"

I sighed, "I know ~" i then looked at him, "I'm really sorry Taemin-ah ~ i didnt mean it ~" i rubbed my head. "I'm just -- ughh ~" i then set the rice aside then put my head down.

He patted my back then said, "Tell me what happened ?"

I nodded then sat straight then start to tell him everything.

"....... & the worse thing is ~ that i'm partnered with him for this showcase thing -- ughh i dont even know what's it called ~ i couldnt really pay attention ~"

"Woow ~" he stood up then up the bowls & spoons on the dish washer then sat next to me. "What are you gonna do now noona ?"

I put my head down, "I dont know ~~" i lifted my head then said, "I guess i have to go through it ~"

"I know you can go through it ~" Taemin said, smiling. "I know you'll put your hatred aside just to make your dreams come true." I nodded in agreement. he was right.

"No matter how much i hate him ~ I'll work with him."

"Thats good ~" he said, patting my shoulders. "What are you & YoSeob hyung gonna sing?"

"Either 'Here I Am' by 4men or 'Yet' by B2ST -- i dont know why they included a song they composed themselves ~"

"You stress to much, when are you guys gonna perform?"

i stared blankly at the chair in front of me. "I'm not sure ~" i looked at him then said, "I wasnt paying attention -- i'll ask later today."

"What time are you going to CUBE tmrw ?" Taemin asked, raising a brow.

"Uhhh probably like, 3 pm then im coming home around 12 or 2 am. Wae?"

"Just wondering ~" he looked at the wall clock then said, "You should go sleep Noona ~ Its already 3:30 ~"

"Ne -- Goodnight Taemin-ah"

"Goodnight Noona ~" He said, while making his way to the living room.

I went upstairs to my room. I brushed my teeth then combed my hair. i then changed into a baggy shirt then shorts. I then fell asleep instantly because i was super tired.

My phone then suprised me. I took my phone, then answered it.

"Mo??" i said, annoyed.

"Jenny-ah ~ its Derick." i asked, irritated.

"What do you want?"

"Did i wake you up?"

"Ani ~ I was closing my eyes then something woke me up."

"Ohh Chincha?" he paused then said, "Mian ~"

"Why'd you call?"

"Ohh ~ B2ST called me -- They want all of us to be there now ~"

I fell off my bed, ignoring the pain i rushed to get my bag, going to my closet & putting clothes & my shoes in "Now?!"

"Ne ~ Now -- But dont worry ~ if your late ~ i got your back."

"How?" i asked, still putting things in my bag then chosing the clothes i'll wear.

"Since i'll make something up -- I'll call SunHi ohkae?"

"Asseo." i said, then hung up.

I went on the shower - not caring that the water was freezing cold. I put on my clothes, dried my hair then putting on my accessories. I looked at my watch to find that it was 7:54.

"Ahhh ~ I'm so tired ~" i said, while putting on my converse.

I then took my phone then walked out the door. I paced to the subway station. When i entered the station, it was pretty empty, i could only see a few people walking, getting in & out of the train. I then got my ticket, got into the train then sat. i took out my hankie then wiped my head dry. I then took out my phone off my pocket then called JiYong.

"Mhhmm?" he said, tiredly.

"I woke you up ?" i yawned then said, "Mian ~"

He chuckled then said, "Dont be sorry ~"

i sighed, "I miss you ~"

"I miss you too, & dont worry ~ we'll see each other later this morning."

I bite my lip, "Ani ~ i had to go early at such late notice ~" i said, annoyed.

"Mo? Wae?"

"I dont know ~" i said, lying. I didnt want to let him know like this. i want to let him know, face to face.

"Really? ughh ~ i knew this was gonna happen...."

i sighed then said, "Mhmm ~ What time do you think you'll be done?"

"Like 2 or 3, lets see eachother after practice." he said.

I smiled then said, "Ohkae -- i was supposed to suggest that." i said. The train stopped. I walked out of the train.

"Where are you know?" he asked concerned.

"I'm about to exit the train station." i said, while walking up the stairs.

"What time did you get home last night ?"

"i got home like at 2:30 ~ Neon?"

"3:00."

We then started talking about random things, i love how we would talk about absolutely nothing but it would mean something. (i dont know if that made sense)

I then entered CUBE, while still talking to JiYong.

"Well im here ~" i said to JiYong, while riding the elevator.

"I guess you are--" he said, sadly.

"Dont be to sad, we'll see eachother later on."

"I know ~" he said, sadly "You know i'm jealous of the people who gets to see you everyday."

"Nado ~"

The elevator dinged, i got of the elevator. then started to walk alittle slow. "I dont want to get off the phone ~" i said pouting.

"Your there already?"

"Almost."

"Go ~ I might get you into trouble."

I sighed then said, "Ohkae ~ I love you JiYong -- so much."

"I love you Jenny ~ so much." i hearded him sigh then said, "I miss you so much it hurts."

"Nado." i said, sadly. "I'm going now. I love & miss you jiyong -- so much ~"

"I love & miss you too Jenny ~ Annyeong."

"Annyeong."

We hung up. i then turned the corner. I looked up to see Derick sitting on the couch. "Ohh ~ You came here -- fast." he said, looking at his watch.

I sat across him. "Where's everyone else?"

"Late apparrently."

He then looked up, "Ohh president." he stood up. I looked behind me then stood up. "Ohh ~ Annyeonghaseyo President." he smiled then said, "Hello -- can i talk to both of you?"

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Sorry it took me so long to update ~ & sorry for this to be boring ~

i got lazy xD But its spring break tmrw, so i'll update alot xD & i promise the next chapter will be interesting ~ xD

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