Natsumi's POV:

Should I ? I thought to myself . I mean, i'm not running from the situation -- i need space . but to come to think about it -- we had 5 months to think & 5 months of space .

*HOOOONK ~

I went back into reality & noticed that the light turned green . I hit the gas pedal then reached the hospital in no time .

I entered Jenny's room . I then noticed the white flowers on the desk next to the steamer . "Jiyong was here, Unnie ?" i said to her unconcious body. "First time he left early ?"

I then sat next to her . "Ya Unnie ~" i began "Hurry up & get better ~ i have loads to tell you ~"

I found out that we had a couple of classes together, since school started last week already . "We have each other for Korea History & Algebra 2 --" i chuckled then said, "I know you hate math unnie geunde your pretty smart in that class -- just saying ."

I then sighed then said, "I think i'm going back to Japan -- i dont know when i'm going -- & i dont know when i'm coming back -- but dont worry, i'll come back . I mean -- should i ?"

i then heard the door open, i turned my back to find WooYoung oppa holding a fruits basket .

"Natsumi dongsaeng ~" he said, putting the basket next to the flowers . "You came only now ?" I nodded .

He notices the flowers . He pointed at them then said, "You gave her flowers ?"

I shook my head . "Ani ~ JiYong oppa gave them to her ."

"Ahh ~~ How is he doing ?"

"Oppa ?" i said, "His still down ~"

"Ahh ~~ i dont blame him ." he said, taking a chair & sitting next to me . "The person he loves is laying in a hospital bed, did they say that she was brain dead or in a coma ~"

"They arent so sure yet ~~ which is stupid ~"

"Speaking of love --" he says, he pauses but continues . "Since i'm living in a dorm now -- how are you & Taeyang doing ?"

I sighed . "I dont know anymore . We stopped fighting -- Thank god -- but its awkward now ~"

I paused for a moment then blurted "Should i go back to Japan ?"

"Is the situation between you & Taeyang that bad for you to go back to Japan ?"

"i think i'm home sick thats all ? Or -- i think i am ?"

"Its your choice -- I could follow you -- you know ."

I looked at him. "Ani ~~ Stay here -- you already debuted & your having promotions -- Your scheduales now full & i'm suprised you made time to come here ~"

He chuckled then said, "Well she is my friend ~ I may not be THAT close to her -- but still."

He stood up then said, "I have to go ~ call me later -- arasseo dongsaeng ?"

I nodded then he took his leave .

I then heard the door close . I began to think . Should i go to Japan ? Will everything get better ? Or will everything get more worse than it was before . GAAHH ~~ I'm overthinking now .

I stayed at the hospital for a couple hours before visiting hours were over . I then drove back home . As i walk through the front door, i put my keys in the rack & walked pass the living room & noticed the TV on & Taeyang, asleep . I walked over to the couched & looked at his face .

"Jeong Mal Mianhae Oppa ~" i said, in a whisper . i then kissed his forehead & walked up to my room, to start packing . I then noticed an envelope on my night stand . I walked over & it said, "Natsumi" in blue ink . I opened the envelope to find a plane ticket & a folded letter .

I opened the letter & it said.

Natsumi - ah ~~

If you made up your and decided to go back home then i'm no one to stop you . & Like i said in the hospital, i would follow you -- but you didnt want me to go & of course my busy scheduale . . . so here . I bought you a plane ticket ~ Be safe there arrasseo ? Since i wont be there with you -- you be safe & i gave you pocket money . DONT STAY THERE TO LONG ~ because oppa will miss you too much ~

Love, WooYoung oppa .

I sighed . "I guess i should start packing ~" i said then grabbed my luggage

& started putting weeks of clothes in luggage . I dont know when i'm coming back i began to think but i promise you oppa ~ i wont be long . & i'm sorry Taeyang oppa ~ for not telling you were i'm going . . .

After a couple of hours of packing, i put them in the closet then layed on my bed -- looking at the ticket .

i let out a sigh. Flight leaves at 9 am tmrw ~ i put the ticket down, grab a pillow then let out a muffed ughh ~

I then heard something from outside my door . I knew only me & Taeyang are in the house because we're the only 2 people living upstairs because his parents stays downstairs so naturally i knew it was him so i ignored it .

My alarm went on . I my eyelids opened then grabbed my phone & turned it off as fast as i can . My head then started feeling light headed for moving to fast, but it went away 3 minutes later when i was showering . After i put on clothes & my beanie hat -- i sat on my desk & took out chococat paper & a fine point blue pen & started writing . After 20 minutes of writing, i folded it nicely & walked to Taeyangs door . I took a deep breathe then opened the door, trying to not make noise .

As i went in his room, i notice that he was shirtless in a freezing cold room . Is this boy tring to get sick when i'm gone ? i thought . I then walked over to the side of his bed & kneeled down . He had earphones on & i could tell -- his been sad . Depressed maybe . For a long time . I sighed then said, "I'll be back soon --" i stood up, kissed his forehead then taped the letter on the door .

I was about to leave but then i looked back at Taeyang who was sleeping . I walked over to him again & picked up iTouched & looked through it . I then saw a song . Which lyrics explains so much about our situation . It was

"0330" by Ukiss . i then left on repeat then left his room . I went back into my room to find a text . From oppa thats says: "Are you leaving ?"

I replied back. "Yes oppa ~ i'm leaving right now . I was about to call a taxi actually ~"

In no time he replied back. "No need to ~ I'm already outside ~"

I ran to my window & i saw him, disguising himself with cop shades, a beret, a brown jacket, blue jeans & a white v-neck . I saw him smiling . I got my luggage & out the door i went . I gave him a hug . "Jeong Mal Gamsahabnida oppa ~"

"No problem ." we then got on his car then drove to the airport .

After a few minutes of driving, we reached the airport & by the time we got there -- WooYoung oppa was always on his phone .

"Oppa ~ Who are you calling ?"

He seemed distracted, "Huh ?? Ohh ~~ My manager ~ Thats all ~"

"Ohh ohkae ~"

WooYoung's POV:

"Oppa ~ Who are you calling ?"

"Huh ?" i said, trying to look for an excuse in my head, i quickly thought of my manager. "Oh ~~ My manager ~ Thats all ~"

"Ohh ~~ Ohkae ~" she said . She then looked away & i sighed slightly . I went back to my phone . & called Taeyang again . Taeyang ~~ PICK UP ~ I thought . I called him probably like a thousand times -- still no answer & it leads straight to voicemail . So i decided to leave him a text message .

Taeyang's POV:

I woke up from the sunlight beating into my room . I then took my phone & phone a dozen missed calls from Wooyoung . Its probably not important i thought . I then got up then noticed "0330" started playing & it was on repeat . I then reached the door & found a note, that was neatly folded & taped to the door .

I took the note then started reading it .

Taeyang Oppa ~

By the time you read this - i'm probably in a plane -- heading back to who knows where or probably on the airport waiting for my plane . Please forgive me for not telling you that i'm leaving . I dont know when i'll be back. i'll probably be gone for days, weeks, months, or years maybe. Geunde Please know this -- I love you & i've never stopped . Actually I wont ever stop . But -- its just -- not talking to you, hugging you, holding you, kissing you everyday after that fight kills me ~ & i just cant take it anymore ~ It hurts to much . Tolerance & patience is what I have right now . As much as I don’t want to, I think I need to leave this place . Not to grow more distant to you -- but to make my world bigger . To see places -- probably to also meet people . I'll miss you so much -- but isnt that what everyone says ? "Distance makes the heart grow fonder ." This isnt a goodbye for sure . Its more of a see you later ~ ohkae ? I will see you later . I want things to go back to the way they were ~ but now ~ all I can hope is that one day -- we can finally sit down & talk without fighting ~ without yelling . -- I love you -- SO DAMN MUCH Dong YoungBae ~ Always remember that .

Your Yeobo, Natsumi .

Tears rolled down my face .

Natsumi ~ i thought then changed my clothes real quick, grabbed my keys & in my car .

I drove to the airport in lightning speed . Not caring if cops are gonna be on my tail . All i care about -- all i could think about -- is Natsumi ~ & Natsumi only .

In no time i was at the airport . I parked right in front of the airport & ran in . I then saw WooYoung hyung with his head down .

"WooYoung ~" i said, which made his head look straight up at me .

I reached to where he stood . "Taeyang ~" he said .

"Where is --"

"She's -- She went in -- already ~" he said, in a sad & shocked voice .

My eyes grow big then ran pass him

"TAEYANG ~" he yelled, but i didnt stop .

Natsumi's POV:

I told WooYoung oppa that i would go in now so i could have time a lone -- to think -- once he left i had a silly tought in my mind . Maybe -- Maybe Taeyang would come & stop me from going to Japan ~ Just -- Maybe . i had hope that he would .

5 minutes passed & he hasnt come . Just 2 more minutes i thought -- 2 more minutes .

"Flight 2368 is now boarding . Flight 2368 is now boarding ." says the woman from the speakers .

"I guess his still asleep ~" i said, then turned my back about to walk but then suddenly -- someone's voice stops me .

I'm so sorry baby
Just give me one more chance. he sang.

I turned around to find him -- standing there . a few feet away from me .

All I hope is that you understand, I
I want you back
Here by my side

"Please -- dont ." he said, lastly before walking towards me . He takes my hands & kissed them . Tears rolled down my face .

"Taeyang ~"

"Please dont go ~" he said, cutting me off . " I know distance can & will make the heart grow fonder -- but i just cant stand the fact that -- your leaving . Thats my biggest fear . That one day -- you'll just walk away without letting me know or leaving & never come back . Sadly -- its happening right now . . ." he paused for a while then continued . " I dont want you to leave -- your the greatest thing that ever happened to me . i know what i did was wrong . Accusing you about him -- but thats nothing compared to you leaving to a place unknown . Please dont leave ."

I looked down . "Why did it take you this long ?"

He rested his hands on my face then kissed my forehead . "Because i didnt have the courage to face you -- i thought you'd hate me ~"

i chuckled a little . "I would never hate you ~ I love you to much to hate you ."

"So please -- dont leave . i'm really really sorry for what i did -- i'm expecally sorry for what i did -- 5 months ago ~"

"Your forgiven ~" i said, with a smile . "I love you so much ~"

"I love you so so ~ much " he then leaned & kissed me gently on the lips .

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Done with chapter 26 ~~ Sorry for all the spelling errors ~ i would change it but i'm lazy ~ --

& i know ~ the title has NOTHING ~ to do with the freaking chapter -- & the story about to end .

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