Jenny's POV:

That night . . . . . I couldnt sleep at all . . . .

I sat up & the lamp on the night stand . I looked around the room . I let out a sigh . This gonna be tough .

I got off the bed & went to the desk next to the bookself . I sat on the chair and looked at the things that are neatly stacked & organized . I'll miss his neatly organized things . . . .

Just then, something caught my eye . I saw a journal, with a red bookmarker & a pen on it . With curiosity i opened to it. On the first page, it was filled with drawings & scribbles . Is this what his been doing when i'm gone ? i thought . I let out a sigh & the next page . It had less drawings & scribbles . The drawings & scirbbles went on for several pages, each page -- the drawings & scribbles would fade . A page after the bookmark, It had a drawing of a small heart, & had some words, "Words for her." I turned the page to find a letter. . . . . written in Blue ink:

"To my one & only love,

I know you dont want me to say that, but i'm saying it now because this is possibly the last time you'll ever read something from . You probably dont know this -- but i have like -- no loved you since we we're young . I'm sorry i didnt tell you sooner . Luckily i didnt . . . Because if i did & if we're together till this day -- i think it would hurt more .

I probably know what your thinking, "Why did you go to freaking Busan & switched our bodies?" & The answer is -- because i wanted to save you . . . . Its probably also the most selfish thing i've ever done . I'm willing to give up my life for a girl thats been my bestfriend for a decade . Yes a decade -- because in a decade there's 10 years . . . I've known you for 1 decade & 8 years . & it took me that long to confess . . . Stupid huh ? Aiishh ~ hehehe

Take care of yourself . Dont go near rain -- because if you do -- we probably might swich bodies -- & i dont want that to happen . Unless -- you found away to break the spell then by all means . The reason why i chose this selfish reason -- is because . . . . I want you to live & be happy . I want you to marry someone -- & have kids . Grow old & die on a bed . A warm bed . Not a hospital bed . People already died there before you . Thats nothing special . Turn the next page ." i turned the page to find wonderful -- yet sad words. "Saranghae Jenny Lee . Always -- & forever . Never forget that . . . ."

I found tears rollong done my face . i quickly wiped them away, but they seem to be coming back, more by the second . I closed the journal & walked away from the desk & layed on his bed face down . I sobbed more .In no time, the pillow was soaked nothing but taers . & pretty soon -- i drifted of too sleep .

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Short -- i know ~ But the next chapter will be up soon ~