Author's Note: This is YoSeob's point of view -- This explains whta happened, likw what he said to s & what caused him to run.

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YoSeob's POV:

"Ohkae ~" i said, heading to the door. After a couple of steps, i looked back, she was on her phone. I wanted to run to her & embrace her -- one more time. Just one more time. I miss her. I was a mess with out her . i sighed then started to walk out the door & closed. I made my way to the elevator then saw Derick.

"Hyung ~" He said waving. I through on a fake smile then said, "Hey ~"

"Dont you have a schedule ?"

"I just finished --." i sighed then said, "Well, i'm gonna go home... i'm a bit tired."

"Asseo hyung -- go home safely."

I nodded then walked past him. I then took out my phone & looked through my contacts. i then went in the elevator. I cant call KiKwang & HyunSeung -- their probably busy ~ i thought. I then came across someone i rarely talked to after i debuted. Daniel.

"YoSeob-ah ~" he said, happily.

"Daniel ~" i said, trying to sound happy. "Lets go out ~"

"Call ~ geunde eodi ?"

"Same place...."

"Asseo -- Asseo ~ I'll go there now ~"

"Ohkae ~ Nado ~."

We hung up & i walked out the elevator, into the lobby then out the door. Me & Daniel's hang out spot before i debuted would always be that pork belly restaurant not to far away from the aprtment im living in now. I got out the van & started walking the other direction.

"YoSeobbie ~" my manager yelled. I looked back. "Where are you going ?"

"I'm gonna meet up with an old friend." i put a smile on then said, "Dont worry hyung ~ i wont be long."

"Asseo ~ Call me if anything ~ Arrasseo ?"

"Ne ~" i continued walking to the restaurant. Once i got closer, I then saw Daniel walking towards the restaurant. i waved at him.

He waved back then jugged to where i was. I stopped walking because he got closer. He then hugged me tight.

"YoSeob-ah ~ You've grown so much ~" he said, letting me go.

I laughed. "Lets go in ~" he said.

We went in & sat next to the window. I then started to notice some girls giggling & pointing at me.

"Wow ~ YoSeob ~" Daniel said, nudgging me. "You've become so popular ~"

i chuckled "ahh ~ not really ~"

"What do you mean 'Not Really' ?" he said, joking. I chuckled.

"So what's wrong with you?"

My eye's widdened. "What do you mean?"

Before he could answer a middle aged women came to us then said, "You guys ready to order?"

"Ne ~" Daniel said, "The pork belly set"

"Asseo ~ Drinks ?" she said, pointing the pen to me then at Daniel.

"Wine beer for me ~" i said, giving her a small smile.

"Ohkae ~ & You ?"

"Water ~ I'm trying to cut down on the alcohol."

I then glared at him. The lady left.

"Mo?" he asked

"Cutting down on alcohol? since when ?"

"Since Yesterday ~" he said, leaning back.

She then came back with our drinks then left. A few minutes later, she came back then gave us raw pork belly with sides & 2 bowls of rice.

We then the stove. Daniel began to but in the pork belly while i blank out.

"You didnt answer my question ~" He said, still putting them on the grill.

i looked at him, then raised a brow.

"Dont act dumb YoSeob." he said, putting the tongs down. "Why do you look so down... You cant fool me."

I sighed then looked out the window. "Same thing?" he said.

I nodded then he said, "You've been doing well ~ Why'd you go back?"

"Because she came back." i said

"She's back?"

I nodded then said. "She's a trainee at CUBE now."

"Wasnt that her dream to ? to become a singer?"

I nodded then said, "I didnt know she would go to CUBE." I then started to pour some beer in a shot glass then started drinking. I then made a funny face. "I forgot how strong this thing was." i put down the shot glass then continued to look out the window.

"First time drinking in a long time?"

"Mhhmm ~ Last time i drank was after debut."

"Wow ~" he sighed then said. "She found someone new ?"

"Yeah ~" i said, pouring more into the shot glass then drinking it.

"Do you know who is he ?"

I shaked my head. "Ani ~ i never asked." taking another shot -- getting use to how strong it was.

"Wae?" he asked.

"Because -- i dont know." i said, taking another shot. When the pork bellies were done cooking -- we started eating.

"& You know whats the worse part ~" i said, while chewing.

"Mo?"

"I'm singing a duet with her on June 29th ~ On her birthday."

"How is that bad ~" he then paused then said, "Wait ~ never mind."

"Exactly ~" i said, then talking another shot. I then noticed the bottle was empty. The lady that took order was about to past us but i stopped her.

"Excuse me?"

She looked at me then smiled. "Ne?"

"Can i get another bottle?"

"Of course." she went to the big fridge, opened it then gave it to me. "Gamsahabnida ~" i said.

"Your welcome." she said, then left.

i started pouring more. then in no time i finished it & asked for another one.

"Ya ~" Daniel said. "Your gonna get drunk ~"

"Isnt that the point of drinking?" i said, getting alittle dizzy.

"Your getting drunk -- because of her?"

"Yup ~ I remembered the last time i got drunk -- before debut."

"YoSeob --" i cut him off.

"No -- No ~ Listen --" i said, then i started to laugh. "I got so drunk that KiKwang had to drive me home right -- i then remembered me running -- somewhere..... probably to Narnia."

"YoSeob ~"

"Noo ~ Daniel -- Listen it gets better ~" i said, then chuckled. "It gets better ~"

"Ohkae thats it ~" He stood up. He then took my wrist.

"Why are you standing ? Where are we going ?"

"I'm taking you home."

He then paid the lady then dragged me out.

"Ya ~ Stop ~" i yelled.

"YoSeob ~ Shut up ~" Daniel said.

"Thats not nice ~ I'm telling Jenny on you ~"

We then went into the aprtment. We rode the elevator to the 5th floor.

He then took my phone & called any one of the members.

"YoSeob ?" HyunSeung said. "Where are you?"

"What number is your aprt?"

"*Nuguisseoyo?"

"Daniel -- YoSeob's old friend -- His drunk right now."

"Ohh ~ We like on the 5th floor -- first door on you right."

They hung up then we saw hyunseung come out the door.

"Hyung ~" i said, then hugging him.

"Aissh ~ Hyung ~" he said, while entering. "Help us."

"Ya ~ What happened?" DooJoon said, pacing over to help.

"He got drunk ~" HyunSeung said.

"No ~ i dont need people to carry me ~" i said, trying to stand up straught. "I'm not drunk ~ i'm just -- love sick ~ or something."

"Ani ~ You drank how bottles ~" Daniel said.

"We got it now... Thank you for telling us."

Daniel then went.

"Where's KiKwang?" DooJoon said. "I'm here -- Whats going on?" KiKwang said, walking into the kitchen.

"KiKwanggie ~" i said, then laying on the floor.

"Ya ~ Your drunk?" he asked.

"I'm not drunk ~"

"Your drunk because of her ?" Hyunseung asked.

"*Nugu?" DooJoon asked.

"She loves someone else. Its all my fault." i said, standing up. "Alright -- its my fault. I dont even know why i cheated... Babo me ~"

"Hyung ~" KiKwang said.

"Mo ~ Its true right ~" i said, raising my voice at him. "She's all i think about now ~" i chuckled then said, "See i'm thinking about her again ~"

"Jenny ~" i said, quietly. I widened my eyes. "Jenny." i said, alittle louder. I could feel that they were looking at me.

I then started to run out the door.

"YoSeob ~" DooJoon shouted.

"I have to get her back ~" i said, to myself. "I have to. If its the last thing i do." i used the stairs instead of the elevator. after 5 flights of stairs i ran out the building. Trying to find out which direction to CUBE was the fastest.

"Hyung ~" KiKwang said, in a distance. I then held my head then just ran to whatever direction.

"YoSeob ~" HyunSeung yelled. "Stop"

"*Andwae ~" i yelled back. "Andwae." i said to myself.

I then reached CUBE. I ran up the stairs as fast as i can. Once i reached the 7th floor, i ran to the practice room. I saw Derick then said, "Derick-ah ~ is Jenny still there?"

"Ne? Wae ?" he said. he then sniffed. "Hyung ~ are you drunk?" I ignored his question & started to run to the practice room. I swang the door open.

"How'd you get all sweaty ?" Jenny asked, raising a brow. I started to walk to her but i tripped & fell on my knees.

"YoSeob-ah ~" she said, running to me. She still cares? i thought to myself. "*Gwenchana?"

I nodded then said, "I ran to my apartment back here --" she cuts me off. "Wae?"

My eyes started to get teary. "Did you forget something?" she asked .

"Ani ~"

"Then why'd you ran back here?"

I then saw DooJoon, HyunSeung & KiKwang on the door. "YoSeob-ah ~" DooJoon said, "Dont ever do that again."

I then walked to DooJoon, but fell. Luckly he caught me. I covered my eyes because i already know i was gonna break down. "Hyung ~" i said. "I cant take it anymore."

"YoSeob-Ah ~" DooJoon said, he started to raise his voice. "Stop it ~ Now~"

"Wae?" i said, chuckled quietly. "Wae?" my voiced cracked. Tears then ran down my face. "She's never coming back ~" i said .

"Hyung ~ Stop ~" KiKwang said, in a concerned tone.

"She loves him now ~" i said, with tears still running down my face.

I'm so sorry Jenny ~ i thought. I didnt mean to hurt you. You are still the best thing that ever happened to me. I'll give up everything -- just to get you back. everything. The career of my dreams, i'll give it up ~ just for you. Thats how much i love you -- Thats how much i need you now.

I then started to drift away from my thoughts. Falling asleep on DooJoons arms.

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*Nuguisseoyo = Who's this?

*Nugu = Who?

*Andwae = I cant

*Gwenchana = are you ohkae (informal i think)

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