JiYong's POV:

I layed on my bed -- with eyes wide open . I looked over at the clock, that read 7:31 am .

Rain falls at 9 in Busan . i thought to myself . I got off bed then walked over to my closet . i changed my clothes & went downstairs to get my keys . Once i got my keys, i opened the front door to find Taemin standing there, about to knock on my door .

"Ohh Taemin" i greeted him . "I havent been seeing you -- How are you ?"

He smiled slightly . "could be better ."

There was a silent moment then Taemin broke it. "Noona's condition -- she's -- getting worse ."

I nodded slightly . Not for long i thought . "Is she --?"

"She's brain dead -- they confirmed it yesterday ." he said, trying to hold back the tears .

I smiled a little then messed up his hair . "Dont worry ~" i said, " She'll be alive -- after 9." i then walked passed him .

I walked down my door steep -- half way out my gate .

"Hyung ~" Taemin yelled . I turned to him.

"What --" he said, having a hard time taking in what i just said .

"What do you mean by 'She'll be alive after 9' ?"

I looked away then sighed . After i looked at him again then said, "If i start acting weird -- around you or anyone -- if i start yelling or crying . Thats not the real me ." i ended it at that note & left Taemin standing there, confused.

Taemin's POV:

" ..... Thats not the real me." he finished his sentence .

Huh ? i thought to myself What does he mean ? but before i could ask him what he meant -- he was gone -- like the wind .

JiYong's POV:

A few minutes later, i arrived at the hospital . I entered Jenny's room . i looked at her still unconscious body . Without even thinking, i removed the IV tube on her hand & carried her out the room & soon out the hospital . To my surprise -- no one saw me .

I then put Jenny on the passenger's seat . I then got in the car & drove off to Busan . Lucky busan wasnt that far from Seoul .

I parked the car half a mile away from Busan . I looked at my watch which read 8:40 . I then looked at Jenny, who's head was resting on my shoulder . I kissed her forehead then said, "I'm about to do the most selfish thing ever . I hope you dont hate me ."

I then rested my head on hers & continued

, "After this is done -- promise me to live a better life without me, arrasseo ? Even though your in my body -- i'm not there with you physically & mentally -- but i'll be there -- by spirit . i love you Jenny -- so much that i'm willing to risk my own life for you ."

I then noticed the time . It was 8:49 . I started the engine . & started driving to Busan .

We will meet again soon . I promise you .

Taemin's POV:

I walked in the hospital -- still dumbfounded with what JiYong Hyung said to me. 'She'll be alive after 9' 'If i start acting weird -- around you or anyone -- if i start yelling or crying . Thats not the real me ' hyung ~~ what are you up to ? i thought to my self.

"Excuse me sir ~!" a nurse yelled out, worried . I looked back . She jogged to me . "Your sister is Jenny Lee ? right ?"

I nodded, "Ne -- Wae ?"

"She's gone ? Her body isnt here in the hospital since this morning ."

"Mwo ? What do you mean by --"

The ambulance siren cuts me of . Another nurse came running to the nurse that was with me .

"Min-ah ~ We found her ~" he said .

"Excuse -- find who ?" i asked him confused .

"Jenny Lee ."

"Chincha ? eodi ?"

Then, i saw noona's body being carried by a gurney . Then not to far behind, i saw hyungs body .

"Hyung ?" i said, shocked, "What happened ?"

"We had a call from Busan -- The car they were in hit a post . Lucky they didnt get any cuts . They are just unconscious . Well the guy ." said, the guy from the ambulance .

After he said that i looked at the doors they entered . I then ran & opened i then ran to hyungs body . "Hyung -- what did you do ~" i said to his unconscious body .

"Sir -- you cant come in here." the doctor said, he then blocked my way . But i refused to leave, i tried walking past him, but it failed because suddenly a couple of nurses came to be & held & pulled me back . "Wait -- but my friend --"

"Your friends will be fine Sir, now please leave" the doctor said, patiently, puts on a mask then turned his back on me .

"Geunde -- Let me go !!" i yelled . the nurses who was holding me back dragged me out of the room

"We're extremely sorry -- but you have to leave ." A female nurse then said & closed & lock the door behind her .

Whats happening? i thought to myself .

YoSeob's POV:

I was in the practice room, with the others to practice our new song . Then suddenly -- my head started pounding .

"Hyung whats wrong ?" KiKwang asked. Then everybody stopped what they we're doing & looked at me .

"Nothing" i finally said, "i just -- have a head ache thats all." i said to them .

"Seob -- go & sit down for a while & drink some water" DooJoon said . I nodded my head slightly then started walking -- baby steps . As i as walking i started feeling really dizzy & before i knew it i collapsed at the floor .

"YOSEOB ~" they all yelled . but their voices all started to get distant . 

Then suddenly i out..............

Jenny's POV:

Where am i ? Am i ---- dead ?

Once i said that -- i found myself, surrounded by the color white . I also found myself wearing a white dress

"Is this how heaven looks like ?" i asked myself -- followed by my echo .

"Jenny"

i turned & saw no one behind me . "Nuguseyo ?" i asked aloud -- waiting for a response . But i got nothing .

"Jenny" it says again .

I turned around again then out of no where appeared a door with a gold door knob .

i slowly started walking towards the door . Once i reached the door, i turned the knob slowly .

i then found myself in a backyard . With a pond near by .

"Thank you for everything Mrs. Yang"

My eyes widened . What am i doing here ? i thought to myself .

"Aissh i should be thanking you Jenny-ah ~ You've been a great inspiration to YoSeob -- Eversince he didnt pass the audition JYP he hasent been himself -- but eversince you came, his been having hope again. He recently got into M Boat."

"Oh ~ Chinchayo ? --" Why am i here again ? i thought.

YoSeob's mom then left & i saw myself -- taking out a book & started reading .

I stared . Thats all i could do . Stare . Trying to absorb everything . My head was racing with millions of questions, but only one question sticked out the most . Why did i come back to this specific time ??

Then suddenly i saw YoSeob walking over like a ninja to me & covered my eyes .

"Guess who ?" 

"Hmm ? YoSeob Oppa ?" 

"Suprise -- sorry for not being here right away -- i had to get something"

"What'd you get?"

Then suddenly his phone rang. "A posterboard then i had to go to MBoat because they called me to come over -- apparently i'm in CUBE now --"

I nodded then continued reading.

"Aish ~ Stupid ~~ Ahhh ~" he grunted 

"What's wrong ?"

YoSeob started rubbing his temple . "Just getting stressed over school thats all -- no worries ."

I then saw myself walking over then messaged his shoulders . "Aww ~~ My yeobo's so stressed ~~~" I saw myself kissed his cheek .

"Dont get to stressed -- asseo oppa ?" he then nodded then kissed my cheek then said "i love you"

"Mwo ?" i said . looking over at "myself" & yoseob . "I dont remember this happening ~"

"This could've happened -- if i hadn't cheated."

I turn around to find YoSeob wearing a white tux, looking at me sadly .

"So you did cheated on me?" i said, calmly.

"I'm so sorry ~ I know you probably hate me & all but --" i cut him off .

"I dont hate you." he looked at me surprised . "Mwo ?" was all he could say .

I smiled alittle then continued . "I did hate you . I stopped hating you a long time ago ." i chuckled a little then continued . "I guess after awhile of ignoring, i got tired of been angry & instead i feel sad. I get reminded once in a while why we’re not talking in the first place but there comes a point where there is no more anger, Just disappointment  -- so i guess you can say -- i'm disappointed in you -- for what you did ."

"I dreaded that day, Jen . I didnt mean to cheat on you . I started to say i was busy that day because -- i didnt want you to know --"

"But you knew i was gonna find out someway -- somehow ~" i said, cutting him off . 

He put his head down in shame . "I'm sorry -- like i said, i regret doing that to you ."

I walked closer to him & held his hand then said, "Never regret anything because in one time --- it was exactly what you wanted ."

He looked at me with tears in his eyes. i smiled alittle then kissed him on his cheek . He looked at me again then said, "So i have no chance of getting you back ?"

"I cant grantee ~ But i dont want to get your hopes up to much . We'll see in the future ."

he let go of my hands, took a few steps back then said, "There wont be a future -- will there ?"

I didnt say anything, but he continued. "I know your in love with him, i may not no him -- but i know ~~ you love him so much . He made you forget the pain i gave you . I had you at your best -- but he had you at your worse . & i cause that . No one did but me ."

there was a long silence during that long silence -- he looked at me. WE looked at eachother . No saying anything . I do feel bad . For constantly ignoring him, getting mad at him, over everything after that what had happened the day i found out he cheated . To be frankly honest -- he doesnt look like the type to cheat -- but like how that saying goes -- "Looks can deceive you"

The scenery then changed . We we're in a park now . It was snowing .

"This is where we must part ." he said, then looked at me with all seriousness. He then continued. "Since he makes you happy, i'm no one compared to him --"

"Geunde ~~ you did make me happy -- for a while." i said, trying to make him feel better .

He gave me a small smile then continued . "I miss you -- & i still love you, I may find it really hard to move on now -- but in time -- i will . I promise ."

I nodded slightly then he started to walk away slowly . "YoSeob ~" i yelled . He turned around then i continued, "Can we be friends ? in all honesty -- i miss your goofiness ."

His body turned my direction . "Not at this time -- geunde ~~ i also promise you -- we will become friends in the future ~ i'll make sure of it ."

He then turned his back & walked away . Then, before i knew it -- he disappeared .

I stood there in the snow -- not feeling one bit of coldness from the weather . I smiled alittle then before i knew it -- i started to turn in to ice crystals -- little by little ~~ then -- i was gone.

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Wansnt this a long chapter ?? I was suppose to rite more -- but i got lazy >.<"

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