I sighed as I look at the tatoo.I get up from my bed and take a warm shower. This kind of shower helps me to reduce my tense. I put on my favourite orange long sleeve shirt and a pair of black jeans. I put on my grey hooded jacket and put on my headphones before covering me head with the hood. I tune on my SHINee's The Reason in my MP3 player and walk out from my house.

Geu eoduun georireul honja geoddeon naege
Heureuneun nunmuljochado mollatdeon naege
Neoneun nunbushin eoreom dagawa nareul bichwosseo
Neoui soni gajyeogan geon nae nunmurieosseumeul
Nan ijeya kaedarasseo

Neowa hamke haetdeon manheun shigandeuri
Moreugo jinaen haengbokhaetdeon sungandeuri
Ijekeot naega georeowatdeon gireul
Ulmyeo oeropge honjaseo geoddeon gireul
Neon modu dallajige mandeun geoya
Ijeseoya alge dwaesseo
Nae ape i giri itorok areumdaun iyureul

Oraetdongan marhaji anhado neoneun
Eotteohge nae mameul da algo itneun geoni
Geureon neoege gidaegiman haetdeon naega mianhae
Naui soneul ppeoteo ijen neoreul anajulge
Ireon naui mam algetni

Neowa hamke haetdeon manheun shigandeuri
Moreugo jinaen haengbokhaetdeon sungandeuri
Ijekeot naega georeowatdeon gireul
Ulmyeo oeropge honjaseo geoddeon gireul
Neon modu dallajige mandeun geoya
Ijeseoya alge dwaesseo
Nae ape i giri itorok areumdaun iyureul

Ajikdo nae ane namaitneun eoduun gieoki
Jogeumsshik neol dalma bicheuro muldeureoga
Geu bichi keojyeogaji anhge dowajwo
EOnjerado neol bichul su itge

Whoa~

Neowa hamke haneun modeun shigandeuri
Ijekeot naega georeowatdeon gireul
I promise you
Ije gateun shigan sokeul saraga (Yeah~)
ige jeonbu da neoyeosseo
Nae ape i giri itorok areumdaun iyure

          I don't know why this so manage to capture my heart. It makes me feel appreciated.I smile like an idiot while I was walking to the cafe.As usual, I would be the first person to arrive at the cafe. My boss gave me a spare key as he trusted me,that's what he says.I waste no time and started to grind some coffee beans.

     During noon,my boss called me.I put on my jacket and walked quickly into his office.You know, to avoid weird stares from the customers.I sat on a chair across his table."Violet-sshi, I'm sorry that I have to do this.Recently, some customers accidently saw you in the kitchen and yeah, they kind of freak out when you stare back at them. So...they complained and.." he said hesistantly and rubbed the back of his neck.

   "Violet,I have to fire you.I'm sorry." I look towards my lap,playing with my fingers and bite my lips.I know this day would come and this is the day."I'm sor-" "no,it's ok. It's not your fault,ahjussi. I shouldn't stare at them," my boss sighed and hand out an envelope." Here is your salary for the next three months including this year bonus.You can finish your work for the last time," I stand up and bow at him.

   "Thank you for accepting me to work here and treat me kindly for all this years. I really appreciate it. Kamsahamnida, ahjussi," I end it up and and walk out of the office,continue my work.

   I finish my work at twelve. I walk home alone in the dark street.Suddenly, I felt myself useless. My life is empty.I kept on depending on others. I have no work,no friends even a house, because my house is not really mine. My foster parents gave me for free so officially and technically, it's not mine.There's no use crying, no one would hear me, no one would really care about me.

A/N: heheh..SHINee would come out in the next chapter. Sorry for the looong introduction. ^.^