Regretfully Sorry

Everytime we talk, I'll fall a little harder.

"Babydolls.."

Tiffany had her arms crossed as she turned her back against Taeyeon.

"Im sorry for what i've done"
"I've let my foolishness took over me"
"Can you please forgive me and let us start anew?"

"..."

"Babydolls..?"

"Stop calling my babydolls"
"Its giving me goosebumps to think that i actually believed what you mean in the past"
"To believe that you actually loved me deep enough"
"I was too stupid!"

"Babydolls.."
"Im sorry, i was just.."

"Just what?"
"And i said, stop calling me babydolls!"
"One more babydolls and im out of here!"

Taeyeon looked hurt.

"Tiffany, i know what i've done is wrong"
"I know to even have asked you for forgiveness is too selfish of me"
"I know-"

"What do you even know?!"
"Do you even know why i was mad, broken and sad?!"
"YOU DONT!" exploded Tiffany in tears.
"I woke up to a letter KIM TAEYEON!"
"A DAMN LETTER WITHOUT ANYONE BY MY SIDE"
"I SLEPT WITH SOMEONE WHO CLAIMED TO STILL LOVE ME YET ON THE NEXT MORNING ITS GONE"
"EVERYTHING WAS A DREAM"
"A NIGHTMARE!"

Taeyeon went over and hugged Tiffany tightly but got pushed away.

"Dont touch me with your dirty arms"
"Dont" warned Tiffany warily with her tired expression.

"Im really tired, Taeyeon"
"Im really tired"
"I dont want to try.."
"I dont want to get hurt anymore.."
"It hurts just far too much for me.."

"Tiffany.."
"Please, let me make it up to you.."
"Please, dont cry"
"Its hurting me to see you cry like this.."

"Its hurting you..?"
"Then why didnt you say it hurt you to see me in a far much worser state when i woke up to your damn letter?!"
"WHY?!"
"TRUST, i've lost all of yours!"
"How do you expect me to find it back?!"
"How do you expect me to be back with you when i feel totally insecure with you?!"
"I love you so much, i love you so much to the extend that im afraid"
"Afraid of you leaving me again if i were to get back!"
"I dont have the confidence you'll stay with me if something similar happens again!"

"Tiffany.."
"I promise nothing of these will happen again"
"I only have an ex-girlfriend and she is Hwangyoung"
"You're my second, Tiffany" said Taeyeon as she attempted to get near to Tiffany again.

This time, Tiffany didnt budge.

"It doesnt mean anything!"
"It doesnt!"
"What if Hwangyoung were to come back one day?!"
"What if?!"
"You'll definitely leave me for her!"
"You will!" cried Tiffany in sorrow as she swung Taeyeon away from her.

"I wont Tiffany, i wont!" insisted Taeyeon as she wrapped her arms around Tiffany,
who had now placed her head onto Taeyeon's shoulder.
"I wont, I promise you i wont"
"I'll stay by your side no matter what"
"We'll be together for long"

"You wont.."
"You wont.."
"Did you know..?"
"You said you love me, i said i do"
"But theres a difference"
"The difference is.. im not lying.."
"And.."
"If Hwangyoung comes back and has turned over a new leaf.."
"You'll go.." sobbed Tiffany sadly.

"I wont Tiffany!"
"I wont leave you!"
"I promised!"
"I dont break promises!"

Tiffany heard the sentence and angrily pushed Taeyeon away.

"You broke one!"
"You broke one!"
"Now you're lying again!!"
"I hate you, Kim Taeyeon!" exclaimed Tiffany in tears as she ran back into the mansion,
and shut herself up in the room Jessica had given her.

Curling up in a corner of the room,
Tiffany was sobbing sadly as her tears couldnt stop flowing.
Her heart was hurting too much.
It was too much for her to take.

Taeyeon's POV

Im sorry babydolls..
I love you.
Really.

Dont worry,
I'll let you trust me again as time to come.
I will.
I'll start everything again and make you mine.
I will.

End of Taeyeon's POV

Standing outside the room worriedly,
Taeyeon overheard Tiffany sobbings.

"Tae.."
"I want to.. be with you.."
"But did you know.."
"I've ever read this quotes.."
"Never trust someone who lies to you and never lie to someone who trusts you.."
"I dont hate you Tae.."
"Its just you.. breaking all your promises to me.."
"Its what is hurting.." sobbed Tiffany as she buried her head into her knees,
wrapping her hands around her legs.


"Honeystar.."
"How are you feeling now..?" asked Sooyoung warmly as she sat beside the pale latter,
with wires and tiny tubes attached to her.

Sooyoung's heart broke so much everytime she sees Jessica in the hospital at a state thats way worse than the previous time.
Jessica's facial expression were a pained one, hurt and sad.

"What did the doctors said?"

"..."

"The doctors had just made her gone through a few tests just now" said Mr Jung suddenly as he entered the room.
"And they are now evaluating her results to prepare her treatment"

"But why is this happening?"
"I thought she was freed from leukemia?"

"I thought so and hoped so"
"However, thanks to the two bloodsuckers"
"Every backfired"

Sooyoung looked confused.

"What do you mean, Mr Jung?"

"Well, that night"
"It seems like Hwangyoung had inserted and released a solution into Sooyeon and blocked out her special healing DNA"
"Being blocked out, it naturally destroys the bridge between the bone marrow itself which explains the malfunction in her bone marrow again"

"Meaning..-"

"Meaning her leukemia is back" replied Mr Jung bluntly.

Sooyoung couldnt believe her ears as she turned to Jessica in disbelief.

"Tell me this isnt real, honeystars"
"Please"

Jessica smiled apologetically as a few tear escaped her eyes.

"Im sorry.."
"I didnt.. want it.. either.."

Sooyoung immediately brought Jessica into a tight hug.

"Honeystars.." sobbed Sooyoung sadly.
"Please recover.."
"I need you.."

Jessica brought her hands up to caresses Sooyoung's back lovingly.

"Thanks mutt.."
"For being.. here for me.."
"I will.. try.."

"Dont try!"
"You have to!"
"You hear me?!"
"Dont give up honeystar"
"I know you're hurt, but the feeling will pass as time passes"
"The tears will also stop falling"
"Your heart will eventually heal on its own"
"Dont let all these give your life away honeystar"

"Mutt..-"

"Even if there's no Yuri, there is still me"
"Im still here loving you honeystar"

Jessica smiled and turned to Mr Jung.

"Appa.."
"Where is omma..?"

"..."

"Appa.."
"Is omma angry at me..?"
"For crying just now..?"
"For not wanting to do the test..?"
"Im sorry appa.."

Mr Jung looked sad as he sat beside Jessica,
holding onto her hands.

"Sooyeon, its not the case"
"Appa and omma understands what you were going through just now"
"Give omma sometime alright?"

"Appa.."
"Neomu mianeh.."
"I didnt.. mean to.." cried Jessica in tears.
"It just hurt.. so much just.. now.."

Mr Jung smiled as he caressed Jessica's head.

"Appa understand okay?"
"Dont cry already"
"The doctors are coming in soon"

Jessica gasped silently at the word - doctors.

"Appa.."
"What will happen to me..?"
"Will i die..?"

"Of course not!"
"How could you die!"
"You're an angel Sooyeon!"
"Angels dont die!"

"Appa.."
"Dont lie-"

Fast footsteps were heard nearing the VIP ward Jessica's staying in.
Slowly sitting up,
Jessica was welcomed by a group of doctors infront of her as well as a few nurses.

"Jessica-sshi"
"After processing your lab report, we've came up with your treatment plan"
"We'll start your treatment immediately"
"This time round we've voided the jab into your spine since we thought it would be of no use anymore"
"But as for chemotheraphy we'll still continue but this time round we'll have 3 bags of it per day"
"And in addition to that, you'll receive 2 jabs after every meal to make things work"

Jessica's POV

Whats the difference..?
You all are still getting stuff into my body, isnt it..?

End of Jessica's POV

"What?"
"Thats a lot!" exclaimed Sooyoung in shock.

"Because Jessica-sshi's condition is not in the best of all but the worst"
"We had to try all we can" explained the doctors with a shrug.

The doctors then turned to the nurses and gave them a nod.
The nurses then came towards Jessica while Sooyoung and Mr Jung gave way.
ing Jessica's top, Jessica closed her eyes.
She knew what was going to happen.

The nurses slowly got the long catheter back into her chest like it used to be.
And next, three grey bags of solution was hung up connected to the catheter.

"We'll be back later, Jessica-sshi"
"Have more rest" said the doctors before they headed out of the room.

Following behind, was Mr Jung.
Supposed that he was going after the doctors to ask about Jessica's condition.

"Did it hurt just now?" asked Sooyoung worriedly.

"It dont, dont worry" replied Jessica with a smile.
"Where is YoonSun and TaeNy..?"
"Is TaeNy back together..?"

Sooyoung frowned.

"Cant you at least spare a thought for yourself?"
"Why is it that the others are on your mind more than yourself?"

"Sorry.."

Sooyoung sighed.

"YoonSun is back to the castle to help Taeyeon and Yuri settle some matters"
"TaeNy has yet to get back because Tiffany is still struggling with the trust she's been insisting on Taeyeon"

Jessica looked at her expecting something more.

"You're expecting Yuri's news, isnt it?" said Sooyoung flatly as she rolled her eyes.
"Yuri got scolded badly by Taeyeon earlier on"
"And i left TaeNy to settle their private matters and came here"

"Oh.."

Jessica paused for a moment before continuing.

"How is.. Hwangyoung and Yeonjung then..?"

Sooyoung shrugged.

"Not exactly sure"
"But i heard from Donghae they are being brought back to the angels realm"
"The ruler of the two realms will be discussing on the whole matter"
"You dont have to worry"

Jessica let out a sigh of relief.

"Thank goodness.."
"Mutt.. do you think Yuri will.."
"You know.."

"Visit you?"

Jessica nodded sadly.

"I want to see her.."
"Really badly.."

"Even after she hurt you like that?"
"What is on your mind, honeystar?"
"How can someone be so foolish and silly?"

Jessica threw Sooyoung a really cute yet warm smile as she held onto Sooyoung's hands.

"Because im the one and only.."
"You cant find me.. anywhere.."

Sooyoung smiled as she gave Jessica a forehead peck.

"Honeystars, rest now okay?"
"I dont want you to be tiring yourself out"
"I'll be back later, i've just thought of something i need to do"

Jesisca nodded as she closed her eyes.
Sooyoung then pulled Jessica's covers over her nicely,
taking one last look before leaving that weak latter alone in the ward.


Yuri's POV

Sweetheart..?
What have i done..?

Is it really..
Are all these true..?
Yeonjung.. and you..?

End of Yuri's POV

Yuri's mind was in a mess.
She was still on the ground,
the yard of the Jungs mansion.
Yuri's mind couldnt erase the pained expression in the images,
the images she've seen from the Donghae's orb.

"Why?"
"Still thinking of your damn lovable Yeonjung?" spat Sooyoung rudely as she stood infront of Yuri,
hands chucked to her sides.

Yuri looked up,
this time with apologetic eyes.

"Sooyoung, can you tell me"
"Tell me what have i done..?"
"What should i do now..?"

"You're so screwed up now"
"I suggest you get a knife and stab yourself for a few times" said Sooyoung casually as she sat down on the garden chair,
rolling her eyes annoyingly at Yuri.

Yuri stood up suddenly with made Sooyoung had a shock of herself.

"Hey i was just kidding alright?"
"Although it doesnt kill you.." muttered Sooyoung softly.
"You have to make it up for Jessica of course"
"Im talking to you now nicely, you must be glad"

Sooyoung's POV

Because i've promised you.
I've promised to you, honeystars.
That i'll return you whats rightfully yours.
I'll get it back for you.

Thats the only thing i can do for you.
Im willing to take a step back,
and show your lover her way back to you.

End of Sooyoung's POV

"How..?"
"Sooyoung.. Can you please..?"

"Tell me whats on your mind right now"

"Its in a mess.." mumbled Yuri sadly as tears filled her eyes.
"My heart, its so hollow inside now"

"Its hollow because Yeonjung's gone or Jessica?"

"I dont know.."

Sooyoung sighed.

"Look Yuri"
"If you're not even sure of what you're feeling"
"What you want, how do you expect me to help you?"
"Im not an invincible to be able to see through your heart"
"And know what you want"

Yuri's expression dropped.

"Sweetheart..?"

"Why are you here?"

"What do you mean why am i here sweetheart?"
"You're ill"
"I should be here for you"
•••
"Why?"
"Why did you do that sweetheart..?"
"We love each other, we do"
"Dont pull us apart like this sweetheart"
"Dont" pleaded Yuri in tears.

"Look, whats left for you when i leave this world Yul?"
"I dont want you to go through the second round of pain you felt decades ago"
"Just leave before you fall any deeper into this"
•••
"I cant live without you, really sweetheart"
"I'll tell you everything without hiding a single truth from you"
"All i ask for is me to stay by your side and love you"
•••
"You sure you wanna continue sinking yourself in deeper?"
"You sure?"

Yuri smiled.

"101% sure" said Yuri confidently.
•••
"But im selfish sweetheart"
"I need you to understand me"
"Understand that i need you and cant live without you"
•••


"Can you bring me to Jessica..?" asked Yuri as she looked up to Sooyoung with a firm look.

"Why?"
"What have you decided over your thought period of silence?"
"If you're to hurt her again, i wont"
"And will never bring you to her" said Sooyoung coldly.

"I've decided"
"Im going to apologise to her"

"And?"

Yuri hesistated.

"Its for Jessica to know then" replied Yuri immediately as she picked herself up.

"But-"

"I wont hurt her"
"I promise"

Sooyoung looked at her doubtingly.

"Trust me"
"Please?"


There was a knock on the door.
It was the same voice Tiffany's been hearing after her quarrel broke off with Taeyeon.

"Tiffany, please come out"
"At least, come out and have something"

"..."
"..."

"Tiffany, please"
"Its okay for you to not talk to me"
"But please, dont torture yourself in the room like that" pleaded Taeyeon worriedly.

Taeyeon could easily break the door to get Tiffany out.
However, she didnt want to do that.
She knew if she were to do know,
Tiffany would hate her even more.
Thats the last thing she wanted it to happen.

"Tiffany.."

"Go away Taeyeon!"
"Go away!"
"I dont want to hear your voice!" said Tiffany hoarsely with a cough.

Taeyeon frowned.

Taeyeon's POV

Did i just hear a cough?
How can it be..?

Babydolls cant fall sick..
With my DNA in it..

End of Taeyeon's POV

"Tiffany, can you let me come in and take a look at you?"
"As long as you're fine, i'll get myself out of your sight"

"..."

"Tiffany..?"

"..."

"Tiffany?!"

"Im fine!"
"Get lost!"

"Im coming in now!" shouted Taeyeon as she broke the door knob and walked into Tiffany's room.

That poor sad latter was lying on bed,
feeling all so weak and lethargic.

"Tiffany!"
"Whats wrong?!" asked Taeyeon worriedly as she rushed over to Tiffany's side.

"Why are you even here..?" croaked Tiffany rudely.
"I didnt even let you in.."
"Get out"

"Tiffany, tell me whats wrong please"
"Why are you like this?"
"Im worried"

Tiffany laughed.

"Worried?"
"Well, why arent you worried when you first left me?"
"Why?!"
"Your plans of turning me into a full immortal backfired"
"You happy now?!"
"Were you even bothered about me in the first place?!" exploded Tiffany once again.

Taeyeon stood there shocked as she watched the pale latter scream at her in tears.

"Tiffany.."

"Stop..-"

Tiffany out.

"Babydolls!" called Taeyeon worriedly as she swiftly scooped Tiffany up in her arms and was about to leave but hesistated.

Within minutes,
Taeyeon decided to lay Tiffany on bed and called for a doctor.

"How is she doctor?"

"I think she had just went through too much emotionally"
"So she is too stressed up which explains the sudden cold symptoms that comes with it"
"Just help her relax and she'll feel better in no time" explained the doctor as he hung up a pack of solution connected to Tiffany's infus.

"What should i do now?"

"Maybe you should play her some classical music in her room"
"This will probably help relax her tired worn out mind while shes unconscious" suggested the doctor with a smile.
"Call me if she doesnt feel better"

"Thanks doctor" said Taeyeon with a worried smile as she led the doctor out.

Minutes after sending the doctor off,
Taeyeon came back and pondered for a few moments.
Heading out of the room and coming back in a few minutes,
Taeyeon brought a keyboard up to Tiffany's room.

Settling down infront of the keyboard,
Taeyeon's fingers moved and danced around the white and black keys of the keyboard smoothly.

Taeyeon's POV

Im going to show you my sincerity in everything babydolls..
For you to accept me once again.

I will show you my love.
I will play these classical pieces,
till you're up.
Till you've calmed down.

Its all my fault that you're stressed up.
Everything's my fault.
I know babydolls.

But give me a chance to make it up for you.
To show you my utmost sincere apology babydolls.

End of Taeyeon's POV

Hours later,
Tiffany started stirring from her sleep.
She let out a groan as she put her hands over her forehead.
Calm and soothing music soon filled her ears.
Fluttering her eyes opened,
Tiffany saw a figure sitting infront of her bed,
playing the keyboard with passion but her song sounded sad and apologetic.

"What are you doing..?" asked Tiffany coldly as she slowly sat up from her bed.

Taeyeon noticed her lover's up and quickly abandoned her keyboard and rushed to her side.

"How are you feeling now?"

"Who told you to stop playing?" snapped Tiffany coldly at Taeyeon.

Taeyeon turned to the keyboard and back to her with a confused expression.

"What do you mean..?"
"You mean..?"

Taeyeon's eyes lit up.

"You're accepting me?!"

Tiffany shook her head.

"Im awoken by a huge lot of noises"
"And i just happen to like it because i dont feel well now''
"It doesnt mean anything" replied Tiffany.

Deep inside Tiffany,
she thought about it for a moment already.
She've decided to give Taeyeon a chance.
At the same time,
she wont be putting in much into the relationship incase history repeats itself again.
If Taeyeon was worth being loved by Tiffany like that much as in the past,
Tiffany will give her it.
For now,
Tiffany decides to just keep her love for Taeyeon aside and observe.

"Arasso!"
"I'll go and start playing for you now babydolls!"

Tiffany mentally smiled at the dork as she watched the excited figure jumped back to the keyboard and melodies,
smooth yet calming ones filled her ears once again.


"Here is she" said Sooyoung bluntly as she pointed to the VIP ward infront of Yuri and her.
"She's inside"

Yuri wanted to enter when she was pushed back by Sooyoung.

"Why?"

"Im still worried" admitted Sooyoung with a frown.

"Worried-"

The two immortals' conversation were brought to a stop when they heard Jessica's voice.
They turned to face each other as worries filled their face.
Peeping through the small window frame of the door,
Jessica was there with a group of doctors surrounding her.


"Jessica-sshi"
"You have to eat a little before we can give you the injection.." said the doctors helplessly.

"I dont have any appetite"
"You can just give the injection to me, cant you?"

"It is not going to do your stomach any good"
"The medicine in it is too strong if your stomach doesnt have anything"
"Im afraid its going to hurt your stomach instead" explained the doctors with a frown.

"But i really cant take any food down"
"Cant you, cant you just.."

The doctors sighed.

"Okay, we'll let it go this time round"
"But next meal, please"
"Please eat a little at least Jessica-sshi"

Jesisca havent been eating anything ever since she was admitted into the hospital.
Her mind and heart was preoccupied with other stuff which made her lost her appetite.
Not forgetting the treatments she's getting.

Getting poked by the sharp long needle twice,
Jessica let out a painful wince as a tear escaped her eyes while the doctors released the liquid into her skinny fragile arms.

"We're done Jessica-sshi"
"If your stomach hurts, it will be normal"
"And your arms might probably feel sore after this"
"All these symptoms are normal"
"So dont worry about it when you felt about it"

Jessica nodded sadly as the doctors exited the room.


Jessica's POV

Where's omma..?
Is she really upset with me..?
Yuri..
Where are you now..?
Are you really upset with me that you dont even want to visit me..?
Maybe i dont deserve your visit for bringing your lover away from you.
Do i?

Even if its me,
on the verge of dying,
you wouldnt turn up.
Would you?

End of Jessica's POV



A/N: Okay, look.
I've updated yet another chapter.
TaeNy's sort of back together and the next upcoming chapter will be about YulSic.
How is Yuri going to cheer Jessica back again?
Will Jessica recover?

What about the ascending of the throne back at Kims Castle?

This is depressing when someone unsubscribed to my story/me.
This few days, there are always a few who does it.
Is it because my stories arent that appetising anymore?
Or it aint interesting anymore?


 

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maemae08 #1
Chapter 38: Aww. I thought it's taeny but it's yulsic mainly. Nevertheless, I still finished it and it's so amazing. I just kinda hate the author for making Jessica suffer.
maemae08 #2
Chapter 32: You know what author? I hate you at the same time I love your story. So excited to read the ending.
__piyu_sahu__
#3
Chapter 38: Amazing story author... But why you make Jessica suffer so much😭 i cried a lot, in the mid of chapters i really hate yuri and taeyeon😏😡 but it's ok that their is a happy ending😍
Eriika
#4
Chapter 38: Finalmente
Eriika
#5
Chapter 22: Voy a llorar
Eriika
#6
Chapter 3: Primera vez que veo un YoonSun
silentkiller414
#7
Chapter 38: This story broke my heart so hard but it was one of my favorites!!
Cheesytaeny #8
Chapter 38: This story has literally made me cry! I love your story! This will certainly be in my top 3.
LeeKkura_SinRin143 #9
Chapter 38: Rereading this again.... And every chapter jessica's crying i also cry (╥_╥). But this story i love it!!.... (^.^)(^.^)(≧∇≦)/
ranielia7 #10
Chapter 22: really hurt :'(