Amends.
Broken Wings.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZnqJszSTx6U
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After dinner, you went for a walk to help digest the food.
Breathing in the crisp, cold air, you held your arms out while trying to walk in a straight line on the edge of the park.
Your breath made puffs in the air, *Winter is practically here...*
Rubbing your arms to warm yourself up, you went to the swings to just sit and think.
Kicking the floor gently to sway yourself, you hummed a song and muttered to yourself, "It's so freaking cold..I should have brought a coat-"
A jacket fell onto your shoulders, you turned to see who it was but he said, "Don't."
Recognizing the voice, you nodded and sat still on the swings.
"Hold on."
You held onto the sides of the swing and let him push you, closing your eyes and feeling the small breeze.
"I want you to..just listen to what I have to say..okay?"
You nodded slowly.
"I...love you."
Your heart thumped in your chest but you weren't surprised, you had known, and you thought..you had loved him too.
"But I'm not telling you to sway you or to tell you to leave MinWoo."
You stared up into the skies, "I know."
He stopped pushing the swing for a moment, "You..know?"
You nodded, "Mhmm. I always knew..kind of..and I thought I loved you too..but you didn't act on it..so I thought that's why I didn't feel anything either."
L mumbled, "I see."
"Also, I know you told me not because you wanted to sway me. You know me better than anyone-"
L finished for you, "I know that you wouldn't have chosen to be with MinWoo if you were sure of him."
You smiled and nodded again, "Exactly."
L was silent.
"Can I turn around...now?"
You didn't wait for L's reply, you turned and saw that L's eyes were downcast and his bangs covered his eyes.
"L oppa."
He looked up for a split second and you could swear you saw his eyes glisten, "Mmm?"
"I love you."
L chuckled, "I know you do."
The two of you said simultaneously, "Just not in love with..."
"Me."
"You."
You bit your lip, "Mianhae oppa."
L shook his head, "Gwenchana. I'll get over it."
You played with your fingers, "Um-"
"No I won't treat you any differently, you're still my favorite dongsaeng."
Your lips trembled, "L oppa-"
He held his arms out, "Come here crybaby."
*Stupid MinWoo making me emotional.*
L gently pat your back while you covered your face.
When you calmed down, L had a smirk on his face.
You gave him a questioning look, "Wae...?"
He smirked, "Nothing."
"Waee. Tell me!"
He shook his head and smiled cheekily, "Nope."
"L OPPA. Tell me!"
"Nope~"
"Jerkface."
L whistled and walked away from you, grinning evilly.
You whined, "Oppaaa tell meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!"
"You really want to know?"
You nodded.
"Okay...come here."
You stepped forward and he whispered in your ear, "I was thinking of ways to you and MinWoo."
He innocently walked away.
You gaped at him, and stomped ahead of him.
*You have got to be kidding me.*
"___________-AH~ FAVORITE DONGSAENG! YO! LET'S GO TOGETHER! WAIT FOR ME! YAHH!"
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