Chapter 4: Scared? (Your Point of View) [Falling for You – Colbie Caillat]

I don’t know but I think I maybe Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I Know you better

It seems that our group and SHINee transformed into a “Teasing Machine”. Ever since Onew-oppa and I went out on that bonding day, they started teasing us. For example, whenever our groups cross-paths and we would say hi to each other, one would side comment “I smell love in the air” or “You two are great together” or simply a loud squeal like us fangirls do (Yes! I’m a fangirl too).

One word: AWKWARD

But crazy as it may sound, I actually (and secretly) like it. Come on! Who wouldn’t like being teased to Onew-oppa? Anyone?

Even though the teasing goes on and on and on and on (I think it’s better to use infinity or to the “nth” time here), we still continued to bond with each other and It’s been a few months since we’ve been doing that; eating together, playing together, goofing around with each other, chatting with each other and other random stuffs alike.

I just can’t take it

My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out
I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about you
I don’t know what to do

Yes! It is just BONDING TIME with oppa not a date. I wouldn’t call it as a DATE. I mean… Come on? Someone like Onew-oppa would go out on a date with me? Oh please. You’re making me laugh. Onew-oppa wouldn’t do that and he would never (ever) think of that… right?

He wouldn’t like someone like me. So it’s just logical to conclude that he (never ever not even in a million light years) would SHINee Leader, Onew would have the same feeling that I have. Moreover he wouldn’t date me.

I know. I’m such a pessimist.

I am trying not to tell you But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling

But I’m tired of holding this inside my head

To set things straight, I tried to ask him if what we are doing was a date or just a mere bonding time.

Now, take note. I “TRIED” and yet again I failed.

Just like before, words came out differently. It’s like my brain is unconsciously altering my instruction into a different code that only I could understand (sounds like I have my own language).

Why am I like this?

Am I scared to know that it wasn’t a date all this time?

I never thought love would be this complicated. Ottokae?

Author's Note: Why is it this new version of asianfanfics makes posting difficult? =))

Here am I again! XD Such a short chapter right? O.o Don't worry the next chapter would be longer.

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