Sitting in the little café, the exact same table we’d shared, before I was even a trainee, years and years ago…

Sitting there she looked gorgeous, ignoring the rest of the world as she read through a book, highlighting occasionally or jotting something down on the side of the page she’d just read. The way her dark brown hair contrasted with her pale skin, how her small frame seemed to fight the world intoxicated me, I need  to know her, looking around the overly crowded coffee shop I walked up to her table.

“Excuse Miss, would you mind sharing a table with me?” I asked stumbling over my words and my feet.

Looking up at me, and I down at her, her beautiful eyes captured me the second I glanced into them “Sure,” She says moving her things around to give me space. “Sorry, school is killer.” She says smiling before quickly going back to her book.

Glancing at her I couldn’t help but be captured by her beauty, staring over at her I observed her, not in a stalker kind of way but in a friendly causal kind of way. “I’m Lee Jinki.” I tell her smiling.

Looking at me she gave me a confused look. “Pardon?”

“I said I’m Lee Jinki.” I told her blushing slightly from her intense gaze.

Pursing her lips slightly she answered “Kim Soon-Kyu, it’s nice to meet you.” Her voice was steady as she put her book in her bag away smiling at me.

I didn’t expect for her to actually to talk to me; I was expecting her name and then her going back to her studies. “What are you studying?” I ask nonchalantly as I sip my coffee.

Grinning at me she begins to tell me “Foreign languages, English, French, Japanese, and Chinese.” She continues to explain their cultures and how fascinating it all is. “I’m sorry.” She says suddenly as I nod my head happy to hear her talk. “I get carried away; I shouldn’t have talked so much.”

“Its fine I don’t mind, it sounds like you enjoy it.”

Nodding her head she smiles. “So Jinki, what do you do?”

Chuckling I explain my dreams to her, and unlike so many others she listened, and wished me luck, and truthfully wanted me to do well in life, and believed in me a way no one has ever believed in me before.

Coming out of it I open the letter left on the napkin dispenser, letting the memories come and go…

Dear Onew,

                I remember being totally flustered when you asked to sit down, you looked so handsome effortlessly. While we were taking your leg had hit mine, and I just about fainted from how happy I was. After we started coming back regularly, and your hand brushing against mine, I’d feel my heart pounding…

Reason Thirty Six: Every time your skin touches mine

When we first started dating, you’d never kiss me on the lips, always on my cheek. I’d turn so red every time I felt your soft lips against my face… I love that you did it, the butterflies I’d get each time without fail, I still do...

Reason Thirty Seven: You lips brushing against my cheek

Or the times you’d be super close to me smiling and your hot breath would fan out across my skin, leaving my skin tingling as each breath panned out along my skin, the goose bumps I got alone from this small action left me fighting to keep my words, leaving me completely and totally at your mercy.

Reason Thirty Eight: Your hot breath on my skin

I really do miss all the times we’d be sitting somewhere, anywhere and you’d wrap your arms around me protecting me from the world, keeping me safe in your arms. You’d never let someone hurt me, and as soon as I’d begin to even sniffle your arms would be around me tugging me closer, reminding me I’m not alone.

Reason Thirty Nine: Your arms wrapped around me

That first time we met, I could feel you watching me, and my heart speeding, my blood pumping through my veins so fast I thought I’d faint, I was totally nervous, I was dying to speak to you, but as soon as I’d glanced at you staring at me I felt my insides melt, I was so ecstatic that you’d noticed me, asked to sit with me, and then even converse with me.

Reason Forty: The way you look at me

Onew, I’m glad you came into my life, and I don’t want you to leave it. I love you, Jinki. The next letter will be at the water fountain you took me too when you told me for the first time you loved me.

Soon-Kyu <3

Looking around I pull a napkin out and pull a pen out as I write my next five reasons.

Reason Thirty Six: You remember all the good times; just like I do

Reason Thirty Seven: Our special places are still special

Reason Thirty Eight: You write to me as though I was there talking with you

Reason Thirty Nine: You aren’t giving up on us

Reason Forty: Each time you sign your name, my heart skips a few beats because of how much I miss & Love you

Sorry it took awhile to come up with this idea, that and I got distracted writing for my other stories, and school work, and well sleeping ha-ha... Oh, any errors PLEASE tell me (:

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