“The guys warned me about this.” Jonghyun says smiling at me as he allows me in. “How many more letters?”

“Four including the one that will come here.” I tell him thinking about all eighty reasons we’ve come up with so far, twenty to go.

“I hope everything works out.” He says smiling. “I know you love her.”

Grinning at him I nod my head. “I love her a lot.”

Jonghyun and I spend the rest of the day talking, and the next me helping him out around his apartment, the one I moved out of so I could live with Soon-Kyu. “It’s weird that you’re here.” Jonghyun says laughing. “Last time you actually stayed the night was just before you moved in with Soon-Kyu.

“Neh, it’s been a long time. It’s actually sort of nice to do things like this.” I tell him as the letter box opens and shuts, running to it I yank out my letter smiling at the gold envelope.

Dear Onew,

                We’ve come a long way it seems form the start of this all and now almost to the end. I’m really excited and hoping that you’ve already figure out the place, you have one shot, and a small time window. Although I’m sure you’ve already got the place in mind.

I love your hugs, they’re always comforting, they protect me from the world, keep me warm. All I know is that when I want something to go away all I need to do is get wrapped up in your arms and my problems seem to melt away for a little bit, and then sometimes you’ll life me up and twirl me around holding me tightly against your body. Those are the best hugs, the ones I miss a lot right now, and not being able to be in your arms is starting to make me feel like all the time I spent with you was just a dream.

Reason Eighty One: When you life me off the ground while you hug me

When I couldn’t see you for a long time I’d run into your arms and then the first thing you did each and every time, you’d kiss the top of my head, then my kiss and I swear I’d feel the thrill of us first falling in love. Such a rush from a simple form of affection and it drove me nuts when you’d do it because I’m always wanting a little bit more from you. Maybe I got too greedy, but Onew I miss you here next to me.

Reason Eighty Two: Kissing me on the forehead and cheek

My friends told me to forget you, after I told them, and I’ll admit I tried. I really did but Onew no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t, I didn’t want to. I love the memories we created, the times we shared the laughs, tears, the fighting, the kissing, everything. I wouldn’t trade that for anything. Onew you are the one thing in my life that’s been constant that kept me from screaming my head off.

Reason Eighty Three: I could never forget you, no matter what

I remember sitting at work during my break, and neither of us could make it to see each other, my phone would go off, and I’d pick up and it’d be you talking to me, just going on and on about something until you told me ‘Just breath, it relaxes me.’ At first I thought it was sort of creepy, but I know how feel. Just hearing you breath knowing you’re ok that nothing is really wrong with you puts me at ease.

Reason Eighty Four: When you call me just to hear me breath

Before I thought jerks should just be kicked to the curb, but now I believe in second chances because if they didn’t then I’d have to tell you goodbye and I’m not ready to do that. I don’t want this to be the end of us. Onew I want us to have so many more memories, I don’t want to just remember, I want to create new memories and live with you.

Reason Eighty Five: I believe in second chances now

Your mailbox tomorrow, I got so into writing I wrote my next letter after this one, love you Onew.

Soon-Kyu <3

Folding the letter up and placing it back in the envelope I pull out my pad of paper thinking of all the many things I love about Soon-Kyu trying to think of ones that I love her so much for…

Reason Eighty One: My thoughts are clouded with you

Reason Eighty Two: The tone of your voice transfers to your writing

Reason Eighty Three: How passionate you get about things

Reason Eighty Four: When you talk about things you can tell you care

Reason Eighty Five: We shrugged people off that didn’t believe our love, because we never had to explain it to anyone

“Eighty five already?” Jonghyun asks looking over my shoulder. “Do you think she knows you’re actually writing your reasons?”

“I think so, Soon-Kyu is smart, and I hope she thinks I am at least….”

I finally got all one hundred reasons for Soon-Kyu's letters written out :D It took hours looking at pictures on Photobucket to figure out the reasons I want. [I'm lame I look at pictures for inspiration @w@;;]

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