Jiyeon frowned as again they had barbeque that night

Why do we always have to eat out? She can’t help herself but think of what had happened between yoona and L. But as far as she can observe L is trying his best to distance himself from yoona. While on the other hand she is also doing the same, she felt bad though cause she have to avoid Kai which she thinks kai can already understand what is he trying to do. Good thing that Kai had his friend with him, he seems to be getting along with Kris.

Jiyeon looked around everyone is having fun. L is sitting beside her. She looked at yoona and she wonders how she can act as if nothing had happened? Still as cheerful as she can be. Not so many minutes’ later kangjun and ray brought out a speaker and put their iPod on that. They played some pop beat songs… Most of them are dancing like crazy fool she just can’t help herself but smile. She envied how they are having fun whereas L and jiyeon is just sitting in the corner watching waiting.. She now really pissed off with her ankle..

While the music bumps into the beat yoona approaches the 2 of them. She is wearing her best smile as always.

Y: yah..why don’t you join us?

L: as you can see..jiyeonnie…..(tilt his head towards jiyeon’s direction)

Y: ommona…why do you have to injure you ankle at this time jiyeonnie?(she pouted)

 it was because of you sunbae..if you have not kissed him my ankle would have still been alright,,, that’s what she wanted to tell her instead she said

 J:bianhe..its not like I wanted it to happen

Y: ofcourse you don’t…(she smiled).. but then again you guys aren’t enjoying the vacation here

L: we are okay..you can go ahead and join them

Y: arraji..but…(smile widely while her eyes blink twice) jiyeon is injured but you are not..come..dance with us..L is not a bad dancer..aren’t you?

L: I cant ..i will stay here with jiyeon(looking at jiyeon)

Yoona grabs his arms

Y: come on., don’t hold yourself from enjoyment..jiyeon will just stay there she won’t go anywhere..she won’t disappear..

L: I can’t…i really ..(smirk) I will stay here that’s what I want to do

Jiyeon is just observing the pulling and pushing that is happening between the two. It annoys her so bad.  Long before she can endure much yoona stared at her with her twinkling eyes.

Y: jiyeoonie..you..Can handle to be alone for just a while right?

Jiyeon’s eyes widen and then she swallows her spits.

J: ofcourse I can..Sunbae.. (it doesn’t sound like a question but a statement for her)

Y: see..jiyeon is already at her right age.. she can handle herself well..(Pulling L’s arms again)

L is looking at jiyeon as if begging to get back what she had said to yoona. But then Jiyeon smiled

J: go ..i can’t stop you from having fun can i?

L: but,.

Y: see.. see.. ahh myungsooyah(pouting her lips)

J(pushed L): go..

L looked really worried but then he stands up then he kneeled down in front of jiyeon

L: ill be really quick..ill be back here with you..arasso?

J(smiled while nodding): neh..

She looks as yoona drags L into dancing. She felt as if something important has been taken away from her.  She is like a child who lost her precious doll, and there she was staring wanted to cry because she lost it. They dance like dancing in a club, Yoona is laughing with him perhaps enjoying the time with him. While on the other hand she was just there watching…again. Watching as it all just play in front of her eyes. She brushes her hair with her hand and sigh she can’t look further so she looked down.

That’s when she notice Kai is already sitting beside her. Drinking and eating,

J: bwoyah>?(she gritted her teeth)

K: bwo ..bwo?(widens his eyes)

J: why are you here..

K: its not like you owe this chair..did you?

J:aissh..arasso..

K: why are you alone here?

J: oppa..is dancing there

K: he should have said no..

J: I insist on him ..he should be having fun

K: and left you alone here?(shaking his head)..

J: that’s not true.he really wanted to stay  but,,,

K: but you keep on pushing him to go?

J: neh..

K: so much,,,he should have insisted staying

J: but I want him to go..

K: you want him to?are you being honest?

She didn’t answer

K: I thought so…you know,, if an instance came and you will push him away even though he really wanted to stay,..he will still go away

J: I don’t understand…

K: what im trying to say..is that you have to be more greedy..

J: greedy?

K: neh…

Then they didn’t notice that L already closed to them

L: that’s my seat..

K: araseubnida…

He stands up, smiled and winked first at jiyeon before turning his back.

L shook his head

L: that’s the reason why I don’t want you to let off my site..its this how you want to do this..

J: bwoyah?

L: you want me to play with them while you stay here with that kid>?ahh chinja..(rolled his eyes)

J: ..what the..i dint know he was gonna approached me..and he didn’t do anything wrong,,

L: arraso..(looking away)

J: you did looked like you had enjoyed yourself though..

L: anni..how can I enjoy when you are here alone..anni …alone with that kid,,

Afterthat the atmosphere has been a bit awkward.. L just keeps on drinking and drinking while jiyeon just looking at their crowd playing and fooling around..

They already packed their things to go back home. They already went inside the van. Jiyeon sat next to the window. L immediately sat next to her. Then jiyeon notice that the only one left was yoona. She was runnig towards the van, panting.

Y: mianhamnida,,

As she sat next to L. Jiyeon stared at them then looked away. L felt uncomfortable..

L: jiyeonnie,,

J: neh?

L: can we switch seat?i like to seat next to the window though

Y: waeyo?why all of a sudden?(yoona burst)

But before jiyeon can answer L moves towards the window side and push her slowly aside,… Jiyeon just smiled at yoona, she doesn’t know why but she felt that she saw a ghost of annoyance on yoona’s reaction or is it her imagination?