The change begins
In Love With the Wrong One
After the small talk they had in the morning, Key couldn’t help but think about his anonymous friend all day long. What did the whole “my only family is my sister” thing mean? Why didn’t he tell him about it before? What the heck was the story behind this?
That day Kibum realized how little did he know about that person, which to him was simply unacceptable and utterly annoying; J.hyun already knew everything about him! Kibum wasn’t sure if it was for good or bad, but except his true identity, the person he talked on internet few times a week knew all about his preferences, his good and bad habits and even his biggest secret; and what did Key know about him, actually ?- A big, fat nothing.
The thought of j.hyun didn't really leave Kibum's mind even at the end of their working day, in which they managed to finnish a recording and even a short fanmeeting. On the way home Key was sitting on his usual place in the car, looking through the window, watching how people walked past them, too busy with their own problems. Kibum had always considered j.hyun as a happy and carefree guy (or girl), who obviously liked to listen more than to talk, and he never gave too much thought of it. In the end he (or she) was only a nickname with no face, no real identity and no story behind, right? Right?- Well, apparently not.
J.hyun was someone real, a person with his own thoughts and feelings. J.hyun wasn't a program, neither a robot that listened to Kibum whenever he wanted to. Yes, their only contact was through Internet and yes, it truly seemed like an ilusion to have someone who understands you perfectly like j.hyun did, but still, Kibum understood, j.hyun was also human. A human who deserved to be listened, too. Kibum let that thought sink in, and in the end he swore to himself that he'd be a better listener for his buddy from now on, starting from tonight.
Aside from all, there was one more thing about j.hyun that Key wasn’t able to realize yet- thanks to him (or her) today was a day in which Kibum’s thoughts never went back to Jonghyun. His mind was occupied by his chat-friend and he just forgot to think about that smurf. Even though Jonghyun kept on talking about his wet dream all day long, Key simply didn’t care!
Usually when something like that happened, the younger one would always nag Jonghyun about being too stupid to believe his own imaginations, about being a ert which was a bad example for kids (Taemin, specifically) and every other possible thing he could think of. It wasn’t because Jonghyun was really bad of course- he was simply annoying Key to death. But today, for the first day in quite some time, Kibum unknowingly took a break from worrying himself over his one-sided love, letting other, more important things have his attention.
Still, that day
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