“You can.”

“I can’t.”

“Yes, you can!”

“No, I can’t!”

“YOU CAN!”

“I CAN’T, I SAID!”

“You can always come and visit me, Bumie. It’s a whole different story that you don’t want to.” Hyun spat angrily, still trying to keep calm and talk his stubborn friend down in a peaceful way. “Come oon, you already know that I’m living in Seoul and the hospital’s name. I’ll be staying there for a freaking month, dude! And you tell me that you can’t come see me even once?”

“Yeah… I’m really sorry, but I can’t…” Key sighed desperately. They were discussing this for days and he kept saying ‘no’ to his request. He knew that it was stupid and cruel, but Hyun already knew too much, he couldn’t let him find out about his true identity, too. “I just.. can’t.”

“Why?” j.hyun cried out in frustration. He didn’t even care that he was in the airport, waiting to get in the plain after few minutes. All people around him, including the nurse who was pushing his wheelchair, looked at him with disapproving eyes as his features formed a frown, but he simply didn't give a damn about that.

“Why do you want to see me so much, anyway?” Key asked, doing the thing he did the best when he was under pressure- blab or nag without an obvious reason. “Why is this so important to you? I’m just someone who you’ve never seen, someone you met through internet, someone insignificant in your life! You don’t even know who I am!”

“Insignificant? Do you really think that you’re insignificant to me?" Hyun's knuckles turned white as he clenched his phone tighter. "Let me tell you dude, people usually don’t just spend hours listening to the problems of others they don’t care about, they don’t anticipate to steal a minute to call someone who doesn't matter to them, they don’t get exited and all when they hear their voice and certanly don’t feel happy when those ‘insignificant people’ laugh at their jokes and stuff. They don’t feel like exploding at all if they don’t talk to those insignificant people of yours about their day at the end of it… so don’t you dare saying anything like this again.”

      Hyun’s words caught Kibum off guard and they hit him right in the heart. He tried to say something, anything, but his vocal cords didn’t make any sound as his mouth opened.

This…

What is this feeling, for God’s sake?

Why can’t I say a word to respond? Is it something with