Key sighed heavily, trying to calm down once more, to hold those damn tears, leaning to his door. But still, closing his eyes instinctively let them slip trough his eyelashes a moment later. Why was this so hard? Was something wrong with him?- How could a gay fall in love with a straight? Was that even common or it was just him, being not only a gay, but an unnatural gay? Like being one wasn’t enough trouble already…

      And God, that fear he felt just few seconds ago!- The fear of being exposed in front of Jonghyun. When he said that breathtaking “I know exactly why you did that.” Kibum almost got a heart attack! And that serious look in his eyes… Gosh, that made Key’s whole body shiver. What if that smurf really did know?- No, no, no! How could he, he was so blind when it came to Kibum's feelings! This was something that he never thought would happen. And he definitely didn’t want to think about it again. Not in the near future, while he was still attached to him in the way he was… Maybe when he gets over him, maybe when he is not in love with him anymore- maybe then he would confess his already passed feelings, just to free himself from this heavy secret. If he ever gets over him, of course…

      Kibum sighed again, heading to his desk and taking his laptop with him to bed. Distraction- that was what he needed right now. He wanted to forget all those bothersome things and laugh a little bit, maybe? It was a rough day for him, why not let some stress out by some computer game, maybe? Or an anime? Or j.hyun?...

      No. That wouldn’t be good. His chat friend would ask him how he was, how his day went and stuff, which would only refresh his memories and emotions AND that’s was what he wanted to escape from. No, rather not.

      Or rather yes? Right now he really didn’t have the nerves to play a stupid game, nor to watch some teary anime romance from his collection… What he actually wanted was just speak out his problems, sharing his own opinion and get the support or advice of someone who he knew. He couldn’t call Gyu anymore, he already played that card. Plus, he honestly didn’t want to listen to her apologies after hearing that her plan was a full disappointment…

“I’ll just go online.” he whispered to himself, clicking on the icon that always connected him with j.hyun. He saw his friend online and gave out a reserved smile. Finally, a smile instead of tears! “It would be a sign if he writes me first.” he decided, opening j.hyun’s profile window to see if there’s something changed.

      Impatience. That’s what he received after fifteen minutes of doing absolutely nothing but clearing up his desktop (and secretly waiting for j.hyun to write him, of course. But he was too proud to admit it.). He looked at the profile once again, this time hoping that he’ll contact him.

     And as if he made some kind of spell while re-reading the information there, he surprisingly got what he wanted.

j.hyun: hey dude
j.hyun: have you watched the news today?

almighty: huh?

almighty:  no.

almighty: why?

j.hyun: I was going to ask if there was news about a kidnapped girl or something,

j.hyun: my sister is not answering my calls!

      Key was taken aback by j.hyun's bizzare protectiveness over her. He rolled his eyes and smiled while typing an answer.

almighty: gosh, dude!

almighty: let the girl be!

almighty: she’s not underage, right?

j.hyun: she turned 21 this year…

j.hyun: still! That doesn’t make me worry about her less!

j.hyun: having a beautiful sister that lives alone is not just rainbows and unicorns!

j.hyun: There are so much erted people in this world…

j.hyun: OH MY GOD!

j.hyun: WHAT IF SHE