16 > Rejection or Acception?
Before The Dawn, Goodbye Baby-Jia’s POV-
It’s school time. It’s the day I met him, Myungsoo. Was he serious the other day? Why is my heart thumping so madly? Falling for him, already? No way! He’s a playboy, Jia. A playboy!!
I just went to school like usual. I managed to make the usual face I had. Talk about acting! It’s so hard to hide your emotions inside, restraining it from coming outside. Class after class, period after period passed by. I didn’t even hear the teachers speaking infront. I was too focused on the person beside me,Myungsoo. Eventhough my eyes were on the blackboard, at the corner of my eyes, I noticed he stole a few glances at me. it was a sad one? Or a stone face, one? I can’t see it clearly.
School’s session ended and I packed my things.He was still there, sitting on his seat, not moving. Is he dead? He looked like a mummy because of his expressionless face. Is he mad? I need to give him an answer, right? he’s still alive, right? Arrgghhhh! Why do I care? Why is my heart hurting? My heart is aching! Is his too? Argh! I can’t take this anymore!
-Myungsoo’s POV-
The day went on and on. I took a few glances to Jia. I guessed she didn’t know. I sighed a lot of time, too. I’m getting older and older,huh? I need to talk to Hoya-hyung again. I guess she really will reject me. she doesn’t even talk to me all day, why can’t I act as usual? Why can’t I talk to her? Why can’t I start a conversation? Will she just push me away?
Why am I thinking like this? As if she was the only one for me. Myungsoo, you have a lot of fangirls that can be your girlfriend. You just have to pick one and ‘poof’ , problem solved. Why is my heart hurting? Is hers too? I sighed again. It’s no use. I have to keep up. Why does the teacher talks so much? It’s getting annoying!!
Finally, the school ended. The students vanished one by one. Woaaa.. I’m getting more space. Suddenly, Jia stood up, hanging her bag on one shoulder. “Myungsoo-ah.” I startled a bit. She called me? “Myungsoo-ah.” She cooed, pushing my arm slightly with her index finger. I looked at her expressionless. “About the other day, on the ferriswheel. Sorry…” my heart stopped. No, I don’t’ want to hear any further. I slammed my hands on the table.
TO BE CONTINUED…………
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