Uuuuurrrrrrhhhhhhhh!!!! It’s been two hours since Yunho went away! God! What took him so long? It’s getting dark and he’s STILL not here. But I know he’ll come. I believe in him. He said he promise to come back for me than he will come back for me. I know he will. How do I know? I just know ok. I believe in Yunho so I need to wait for him patiently here no matter how long it takes!

“GGGGGRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!” Ok! I’m hungry and thirsty! I should probably buy something to fulfill my needs to survive. I looked around to see if there’s any groceries shop. There! I spotted a little groceries store not too far away from the bus stop. Without wasting time, I quickly make my way over there. I bought myself some chocolate, a bottle of mineral water, one tin of coca cola, some bread and an ice-cream! While eating the ice-cream, I headed back to the bus stop.

I looked at my watch as I sat down. It’s almost 7 pm. Where is Yunho? Aish! I HATE waiting you know but I’m really good at it. I’ll wait forever if I have to! This is what I hate about myself. Waiting is something I usually does. No matter how I hate it, I always HAVE to wait! And now I’m like a pro doing it. It does teach me something. Patience. If you be a little bit more patience, what you waiting for will eventually come. No matter how long it takes. Just wait a little more. Be patient a little more. It will all be worth a while. But it doesn’t always work that way.

I’ll wait some more for Yunho. He’ll come. Just a little longer ~~~~~~~. He will come. He promise! He has to keep his promise. He will come. Will come!

30 minutes….

No sign of anyone here.

1 hour….

I’m so bored.

1 hour and 30 minutes….

It started to rain heavily.

2 hours….

I’m freezing to death here.

Little by little, my faith in Yunho got weaker and weaker. Is he really going to come? What if he doesn’t? But he promised me! People can’t just forget about some promise like this. At least not Yunho. He can’t forget his promise. OMG! I’m so cold, tired and weak. I hold up my phone. Oh great! Low battery. ! Useless phone! Urrrgggghhhh!! Umma! Help me!

Tears started to fall down my cheeks continuously. This is not how I wanted this day to turn out. Yunho! Where are you?! Why are you leaving me here all alone? Don’t you know I’m scared? The street lights which was lightning the place up suddenly stop functioning. Oh great! That’s just great! Awesome! Now I’m alone at a very dark place. To make it worst, I’m SCARED of the darkness. Isn’t life’s good?!

“Miss….” A hand reached out for me which cause me to scare on top of my lungs.
“AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!” Yunho…. Save me.
“Please. Please don’t hurt me. Please!” I could imagine me as a dead corpse!
“Hey! Hey! Don’t worry. I won’t hurt you”, that person assured me. Slowly I looked up at him to see a guy wearing this cute smiley cap with a white red jacket, white shirt and blue jeans. I couldn’t see his face clearly since it’s dark.
“Sorry I freak out”, I’m just too scared.
“It’s ok”, he smiled and sat down next to me. I just smiled back and hugged myself to get warm.
“Here”, the guy suddenly pulled out his jacket and putted it on me.
“Aniya! It’s ok”, I tried to said no but he keep on insists. I just let it be in the end.

We kept quiet for a while. I looked around to see if Yunho finally come but sadly, no cars or anything catches my eyes. As I was bored and freeze to death, I heard a little hum from that guy. It was Justin Bieber, One Less Lonely Girl. I bet Sunny would love to hear it. Even I love to hear it at this moment. Its sounds like a song from heaven.

“You love Justin Bieber?” I never thought he would be the topic of my day.
“Not really but I love his songs. What about you?”
“Same here.”
“So what are you doing here?”
“I was out eating with my friends. One of them was supposed to send me back home but he had some emergency stuff to handle. So I let him go first and pick me up afterwards”, do I have to explained it THAT long? I could just say ‘Waiting for my friend’.
“Oh.”
“You?”
“Me? I’m waiting for my bike to be fix at the workshop”, oh.

Another quiet moment comes to us. It really is hard to keep on talking to a stranger. Every word that comes out of your mouth seems awkward. No wonder people don’t like to meet new people. It’s just hard. But the silence really is bothering me.

“How long have you been waiting for your friend?” I guess he feels the same way.
“I don’t know. Too long already!” I can’t even remember how long has it’s been.
“THAT long huh? Shouldn’t you give up already on waiting for that someone?”
“No! He promised me! He will come!”
“How do you know?”
“I just know ok!” Who are you to judge Yunho.
“You love him don’t you?” I stopped what I was doing and look at him. How in the world did he know THAT?!
”How-“
“Because only with love someone would ever get to built up trust in other people. And if you don’t love him, there’s no way you’re waiting for him patiently like this”, true.
“You seems like you know a lot about love”, love guru maybe? Hahaha! He just laughed.
“I don’t know much actually. I’m just speaking from experience.”
“Experience?” I’m starting to get busy body and all.
“I was like you. In love with my girlfriend. Trust her with all my life. Even when she late for a date like two hours late, I still waited for her patiently. One day, I caught her cheating on me with her ex-boyfriend. Since than, never date, never trust anyone”, oh! That’s a harsh experience.
“Well, you’re not like me.”
“Huh?” Question look appeared on his face.
“He’s not my boyfriend. He had NO IDEA what so ever about my feelings to him”, in a word, it’s a one-sided love.
“Want an advice?”
“Yeah!” Because if I ask from someone else, they would just gave me a headache!
“Go for it!”
“For what?!”
“Tell him you love him. If not, you’ll lose him”, that is not a useful advice. I know that LONG time ago.
“If I ‘go for it’, I’m afraid that our friendship will ruin”, and I don’t want that.
“If you just let it be, you’ll lose your heart”, I hate it when I know what he said is right.
“Aish!” I sighed deeply. I really don’t know what I should do.
“Do what you think is right. It will all turn out alright”, he smiled and stand up.
“It’s been nice talking to you. I should probably go now.”
“Your jacket!” I tried to give it back but he just putted it back on me.
“Keep it. Think of it as a sign of good luck”, he smiled one last time at me. I could see his face clearly now. He is so handsome I tell you!
“Bye!” And he lost in the rain.

Again, I’m alone. Thanks to that guy though, I’m not cold anymore. His jacket is so warm and cozy. Where did he buy this? I should find one of this too. Wait! I forgot to ask for his name! Why are you so stupid ~~~~~~~? Even a simple thing like that, you can’t do. Aish!

“If you let it be, you’ll lose your heart….”

His words suddenly popped inside my heart. He’s right. If I don’t do anything about this feeling, I’m going to lose my heart once again. I can’t let that happen. Its better fail while trying than not trying at all right. I’m going too confesses to him. Right! I’m going to do that. Tonight! When he picked me up, I’ll tell him everything. I can’t endure this love anymore. Do you know how it feels too keep your feeling deep inside your heart? Everyday, it feels like bursting out but was pulled back. No more that anymore. I’ll tell him everything.

With a lot of confident building up with my courage, I waited for Yunho. I know he’ll come for me. He will! I believe in him. Yunho isn’t the same as all the other people I’ve meet. Yunho is special. He will never let me down. Never. If he didn’t come today, I don’t know when I will ever get the courage like this again. So please God. Please let him come to me today. Please.

I closed my eyes while wishing “Yunho oppa. please come….”

A light suddenly shines. I quickly opened my eyes. A car stopped in front of me. A person comes out from the car. Even though my view isn’t clear because of the darkness, I knew who it was. Thank you God!

“~~~~~~~~!!!!” He quickly hugged me as he was near me.
“Oppa! Yunho oppa!” You don’t know how happy I was to see him here.
“Gwenchana ~~~~~~~-ah?”
“Ye oppa. Gwenchanayo.”
“Oh ~~~~~~~-ah. Mianhae! Oppa mianhae! I should ask you to wait here for me.”
“It’s ok oppa”, I know you didn’t do it on purpose.
“Aniya! It’s not ok! What if something happen to you? I would never be able to forgive myself if anything happens to you”, he pulled me tighter into his embrace. Wow! He is worried about me huh.
“Don’t worry oppa. Nothing happen to me. I’m a big girl. I can take care of myself”, not really. If that guy didn’t show up, I might freeze to death.
“~~~~~~~~-ah, you don’t know how happy I was to see you!” Same goes here.
“Let’s get you home. It’s freezing here!” I nodded. Yunho just took my stuff and put it inside the car. I tried to walk but suddenly I felt ditzy. If Yunho wasn’t fast enough, I would stumble down the floor by now.
“Wow! Gwenchana?”
“I’m a bit ditzy”, as I said, I’m not good with cold and watery weather.
“I’ll help you walk”, Yunho strongly support every move I make until I safely arrived in the car. Yunho ran to the driver’s sit and get in. quickly he drove away from there.

My view gets blurry as we’re in the car. I just stared at Yunho. I have to say it now! I have too! “…….” I tried to speak but nothing came out of my mouth. Speak! Speak! I can’t bare keeping the feelings inside of me anymore! I can’t! I’ll die if I had to! This love, it’s killing me. It really does.

“Oppa…..” that was the last thing I could say before I passed out.

“~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”