Siwon Pov

“Please hold a moment, everything will be fine. Just hold a moment longer!”

“Siwonshi, it’s ok…!”

“O god you are bleeding, You bleeding O god.”

 “Isn’t this normal, if you are injured!”

“Please hold on, there will be someone soon, please hold on.”

“Don’t come here, Siwonshi, stay out. It’s dangerous!”

“Wait I will try to put you out of the Car!”

“Siwon, listen to me. It’s Ok, it’s not your Fault. I always loved you, just you; now promise me that you forget me!”

“Yah…what are you talking, you will get of this Damm Car!”

“Siwon Promise me that you will live a happy life. Forget me, just forget…..me. Live on….please and now get out of this Car!”

 “Noooooooooo!”

*breath* 

-Why I’m remembering this? - 

“Please forgive me, that I couldn’t hold my promise!”

I decided to go back, to get my mind back. It was long, since I dreamed of it again.

For a moment I sit in my Car and looked at the white building, if enter it the smell of the Patient, medicaments would welcome me. Wasn’t it funny, that time I wasn’t able to do anything but now I’m trying to do anything!

Slowly I walked into the Hospital, the nurse greets me like always and the Patient. I smiled like always and went down the floor.

“Siwon, good that you cam, after you left suddenly, your Patient collapsed!”, saw Changmin out of breath

“WHAT?”

“Yes, we brought him now out of the emergency room; we thought his heart stopped to beat. But thank god, it wasn’t that bad.  Probably it was effect; I think he started to remember.”

“Where is he?”

“In his room, wait…!”

“Tack care of the other Patients, please!”

“What, wait… Ya….

I passed him quickly and went to his room. For a moment, I thought my heart stopped to beating, for a moment I thought the time it just turned back.

When I opened the door, I saw him lying on his bed. He looked so peaceful.

“I’m relived, that you are fine!” I whispered.

“Siwonshi…?”, a voice called me when I wanted to leave the room. Quickly I turned and saw that he was wake up.

“I’m sorry, if I wake you up!”

“Its ok, I’m just happy to see you.”

“I’m sorry about yesterday, I shouldn’t let you alone!”

“No, it isn’t your fault,  it was my …..”

-The same words-

“What are you talking? I’m you doctor, If I am able not to handle my feeling’s then I think I should better quit.”, I shouted.

When I looked at hi face I saw that he was scared.

“I’m sorry…!”

“I remembered something….!”, he started

“When we loose our memories, it’s like you lost one part of your life. A person who loses their mind is different. Some of them are able to remember those things quickly; the other’s loses their memories forever.  In you case, you mind want protect not to get hurt, that why you can still remember but at the same time you forget it. For a while don’t remember!”

“Siwonshii, was your memory of that Person so painful, that you couldn’t bear to see me?”

“Anni ( No), It was just, I wanted to forget me, like you asked me?”

“? I asked?”

“Long time ago, I wanted to lose my memories to forget everything. So I did lot of things. Also a car accident, but I didn’t lose my memories. The Person who was with me, lost his memory. That time I was so angry that started to beat him up. When I saw you, not that you just look like him, no also lose you memories. I didn’t know what I should do, happy, sad, angry? Deep inside I wanted to say, that I couldn’t forget you, so that you should it. But…

“Then you shouldn’t forget him. Wherever he is I still think that he also remembering that he can’t forget you!”

I heard his voice behind me and felt his arms around my hips. His head on my back, let me want stay longer like this.

Heechul Pov

“What are you doing, stop the Car…What are you doing!”

“Can’t you just shut up, do you want that we get caught….”

 …………………………

“I don’t Love you anymore, I hate you!”

“Did you stay with him again?”

“Then why can’t you understand me!”

*slap*

“If you dare to do it again I will kill you….”

*cry*

……………………………………………….

*breath*

“Now I know….now I know why I wanted to forget everything….”

When I opened my eyes I saw Siwon. -Siwon, he is there-my mind told me. Just to see him made my pain less.

“Siwonshi!”

“I’m sorry, if I wake you up!”

“Its ok, I’m just happy to see you.”

“I’m sorry about yesterday, I shouldn’t let you alone!”

“No, it isn’t your fault,  it was my …..”

 “What are you talking? I’m you doctor, If I am able not to handle my feeling’s then I think I should better quit.”, he shouted suddenly .

“I’m sorry…!”

-Is it hard?-

“I remembered something….!”,I started

“When we loose our memories, it’s like you lost one part of your life. A person who loses their mind is different. Some of them are able to remember those things quickly; the other’s loses their memories forever.  In you case, you mind want protect not to get hurt, that why you can still remember but at the same time you forget it. For a while don’t remember!” , suddenly he said. Like he want let me begin a new life.

“Siwonshii, was your memory of that Person so painful, that you couldn’t bear to see me?”

“Anni ( No), It was just, I wanted to forget me, like you asked me?”

“? I asked?”

“Long time ago, I wanted to lose my memories to forget everything. So I did lot of things. Also a car accident, but I didn’t lose my memories. The Person who was with me, lost his memory. That time I was so angry that started to beat him up. When I saw you, not that you just look like him, no also lose you memories. I didn’t know what I should do, happy, sad, angry? Deep inside I wanted to say, that I couldn’t forget you, so that you should it. But…

Although, I couldn’t see his face, I could fee his pain, I get up from my bed and walked slowly towards him. I lend my Head against his back and my arms around his hips.

“Then you shouldn’t forget him. Wherever he is I still think that he also remembering that he can’t forget you!”

ATTENTION:

SORRY FOR LATE UPDATES; I WAS ILL AND BEFORE I WAS AT MY FRIENDS HOUSE. STARTING NEXT WEEK I HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL; SINCE NOW ARE MY IMPORTEND EXAMS; IT WILL TAKE LONGER TO UPDATE; BUT THANKS FOR READING; I'M REALLY REALLY HAPPY; I HOPE YOU WILL CONTENUIE READING

AND ALSO SORRY FOR ALL THOSE GRAMMER AND WORDS MISTAKE

LG

SHANI