6. Acknowledge defeat
How to get over your crushThe rain makes everything wet
We’re ignoring everyone’s eyes
I’ll cross the line first
To the place where you are, cross that
I was in my class when I received the text. Sana, a classmate asked my what's wrong with me since I couldn't stop smiling. I waved her that it's nothing and try to keep a poker face.
From Chanyeol:
I read last night a bit Apollo. You were right, it's interesting.
To Chanyeol:
That's great. I like his twin Artemis, she's awesome. They make an amazing pair.
From Chanyeol:
They're like us, haha.
Wait a minute, my face just dropped. Have I just been sister-zoned? I don't want to be his twin. I feel like I had a dark grey cloud over my head, it wasn't raining, but felt heavy like a rock.
To Chanyeol:
Yeah.
I couldn't say anything else. Momo, who sat on my left asked me something about the course because she couldn't keep up with the writing, but I lost track of it long ago.
"What's wrong with you", Momo whispered. "You look sick."
"You can say that", I responded. "I'm mentally sick", I said looking into her eyes with a zombie face.
She rolled her eyes laughing and returned to paying attention to the class.
From Chanyeol:
I meant you and Baekhyun.
My face brightened up and my class finished and it was better.
To Chanyeol:
Baek is more like Artemis than me, keke.
I was expecting he would say that I was right, I'm more like Apollo because I shine bright. My imagination is so vast in moments like this.
I was texting him back and walking down the corridor when I bumped into Chen.
"Hey, girl, watch your walk. How are you?"
"Hey, hmm, I'm going to the cafeteria, I think."
"Haha, you think? Let's go there, I'll buy you a coffee, maybe that'll put some sense into your head."
"Waaa, you are the best, let's go."
As we were walking there Chen talked about his day and I was glad it was crowed cause I was checking my phone every ten seconds. Didn't intend to be rude to Chen.
From Chanyeol:
Yeah, talk to you later. Bye.
I sighed heavily, it was a dead end.
To Chanyeol:
Sure. Bye. :)
We sat in the cafeteria, him drinking his americano, me with my latte machiato. I looked at Chen who was telling me about his practice for the big game and motivated he and the boys are. As he was speaking I was shamelessly checking him out. He was wearing a plain gray t-shirt and a leather jacket and he couldn't be anymore chic and y. Why couldn't I fall in love with him? Why do I need to hope for an impossible dream to happen? But wait, why do I think I have a chance even with Chen? The boys mentioned he was having some love business outside our town, maybe I should ask Hyorin if she knows something about it. I'm not cheating on my ultimate crush, I'm just checking up on my friend. He seems different lately, manlier. He is kind as always with me, but I don't want him to change for some chick.
"Do you remember when you were little and Baekhyun and I went to pick you up from school? You ran when you saw us and landed straight in your face, haha. Baekhyun and I stopped breathing, we thought you were going to die", Chen said.
"Yes, that's hilarious", I pouted, not exactly the thing I want to remember.
"Surprisingly, you ended up fine, just one knee was scratched. And you didn't even cried, we were horrified you
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