Everytime.

Every single time.

Seeing her talks to other people drives me crazy. Drives me insane.

She's mine.

Don't touch her.

Don't talk to her.

Don't go near her.

Look at me please.

Only look at me.

Please.

Tzuyu.

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What do I know about love? Nothing. Nothing at all. One thing for sure I knew was that love brought pain. Love brought suffering. One-sided love .

Her simple actions seems to play with my heart, like a tug of war. Like I was a doll, simply dancing around her hands, weak and vulnerable to each and every movement.

Everytime she talks to me, I feel myself drowning in an endless whirlpool. Just when I though she expresses interest in me, I find her doing the same thing to other people. It wasn't just me. I realised that. I felt foolish thinking I was special.

When she hangs out with her bestfriend Chaeyoung (attached to _____), she acts in a certain way which makes my heart drop. They were so close, having meals together, hanging out together, it made me super jealous. How they acted were as if like they were in a relationship. They told people they weren't together and Chaeyoung has a girlfriend. I knew that. Sometimes I doubt their words and actions, even though I knew I should trust them.

In my mind, the thought of breaking them up has appealed to me several times. I'm not gonna lie. The devil's temptation was hard to resist but I stopped myself anyways.

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I find myself staring at her all the time in classes..Sometimes our eyes meet and we stared at each other for a few seconds before one of us turned away. Something about her eyes were so deep and alluring, that it almost end up swallowing me. Most of the time it was me that turned away first because I was embarrassed that I got caught staring at her. We acted like nothing ever happened and none of us saying anything. 

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She's on my mind 24/7, day and night. I can't stop thinking about her. Every night, the image of her was stuck in my mind. The more I tried to think of something else, she always comes back to haunt me (in a good way.). Sometimes, she would appear in my dreams. I wondered what would happened if we were to get together. I imagined ourselves as a lovely and cute couple and what were the things we would do. Ahhh...I realised it was only my imagination and I stood no chance. Oh well, but the thought