Eunji’s Point of View

I wait Seung Hyun Oppa to pick me up near my apartment building. I sat quietly at the park near my apartment. It is already 11 pm, I can see not many people wandering around the street. I can see few people drink in front of the convenience store and laughing loudly, I wonder what they laughing about. I bet they have a good day today.

I live in this area for almost 5 years but this is the first time I do feel live here. I never wandering alone in the neighborhood. Whenever I finished my schedule, I straightly come home without giving much attention to the environment. Maybe I am the only one who feel this kind of feeling, because I always been busy like a crazy. Working and dating at the same time ate up my energy. It sure tiring life, a celebrity life.

I check my phone again, making sure someone text or call me without my knowledge. GD Oppa still ignore my text, CEO Choi asked me to rest and ignore all the thing which related to Baekhyun, Baekhyun Oppa text me regarding the scandal. He asked my help. How can I help him when I don’t know what I need to help? I don’t know he still save our picture, no I still cannot believe it. He is the one who asked for break up because he don’t have any feeling to me anymore. He is the one who didn’t admit our relationship. He is the one who made this ruckus. But, why he shamelessly asked for help? Am I his servant? What a bad man. I am kindly grateful I broke up with him. How if I ended with him? I will be in painful relationship. At least Ji Yong Oppa work really hard to stay besides me although we both are busy. Kwon Ji Yong, the most scandalous idol in entire Korea peninsula, at least never treat me poorly. He tried to adapt with my everyday life, as well as me. I respected his decision to live such a free life. I allow him to spend his youthful night at the club. I am kindly proud that he decreased the amount to go to the club and stay with me instead. We usually spent our precious time at his apartment, talked about my drama filming or his song composing. I remember it so well, that time is one of the happiest moment of my life. Dating Kwon Ji Yong is one of the best decision I make.

A red expensive looking car come closer and stop in front of me. I can tell the driver is. Seung Hyun Oppa open the window to make me sure it’s him. I enter the car and sit quietly at the front, beside him.

“Eunji-ya. Thank you for helping us,” Seung Hyun try to open a conversation. He peek to the girl next to him who look skinnier that he remember.

“It’s okay. Is Ji Yong Oppa okay?” I can hold myself to ask. I worry he will hurt himself. Anyone can hurt their body if they are desperate. The one who stay beside them is the most important person to help them.

“No, he’s hella crazy right now. He threaten us with the beer bottle. We are so worried he hurt his self,” I don’t know if Sung Hyun Oppa told me the truth or not. He is so stiff and I couldn’t see his facial expression. I saw the scenery outside the car. Seoul sure so pretty at night. The beautiful lamp dazzling around the city, tried to stay awake in this cold weather. I am so glad I can witnesses this beautiful scenery. Ah, maybe I am too busy to sleep whenever I get on the car so I don’t know Seoul is this amazing.

Wait, I find this route. It isn’t Gangnam district area. I am sure Seung Hyun Oppa told me that Ji Yong Oppa is in the Gangnam. Why the car heading to another area. Ah, are we heading to Ji Yong Oppa’s apartment?

“Oppa, where we are heading to? It is already outside Gangnam District area,” I know the answer but I just want to make sure. Seung Hyun Oppa smiling at me. I can tell he have something he don’t want me to know. Are Bigbang member plot this together? What the h*ck. I am deceived by them.

Seung Hyun park his car on the ‘S’ Building. Its Ji Yong lux apartment take place. He asked me to come out while I act angry.

“I am sorry to lie. But he is in despair right now. He wasn’t in the club but in his own apartment. Another Bigbang member there, desperate to calm him down. Let’s go upstairs,” he hold my hand and we go up together in silent. He input the password and let me to come in first.

I saw Seungri, Daesung, and Taeyang sit peacefully in the sofa, drinking their-I don’t know how many time-beer. I am deceived again by them. Heck. I am such a clumsy girl. I look angry to Seung Hyun Oppa who stand beside me.

“What?” he pretend he don’t know. I just want to hit him. I am in the middle of recovering with Apink member before he asked a help from me. He sure jerk.

“Eunji-ya, long time no see,” Daesung Oppa smile widely like there nothing wrong with their act.

“Ah, I can get it now. I am totally understand. You guys real something. How can you deceived me in this time? It almost 12 for a God’s sake,” I can hold my anger any longer. Maybe I am not eat my precious chicken, but I do still have an energy to angry, especially to the bunch bastard in front of me right now.

Someone come out from the bathroom. I look him intense. He is okay. He isn’t drunk. He perfectly fine. He is the crazy guy who hold beer bottle because he broke up with his girlfriend. Am I the one who in despair then?

“Let’s come back home guys,” Young Bae stand up and push Daesung and Seung Ri to follow him. Now there just Ji Yong Oppa and I froze in the moment. I am so embarrassed. I don’t want to beg for come back to him by t