A Mess

Pretending Not To Love
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No One’s POV:

 

As they all stood in front of the military training camp, Joo Eun was struggling to hold back her emotions but she did her best until the very last moment Sooyoon walked into the gate.

 

She bid farewell to Sooyoon’s family before rushing off towards the parking lot, not minding if James and Moon were following behind or not, while hot tears streamed down her cheeks.

 

Meanwhile, James and Moon quickly excused themselves and followed her closely behind. James unlocked the car before Joo Eun reached the car. They saw her climb into the back door before breaking down, sobbing like a child.

 

Feeling concerned, Moon tried to get to her, however, James stopped him, “Let her be. This is hard for her than we could imagine. Letting out her emotions might actually help me. You won’t mind waiting here for some time now, will you?” he shook his head and so, they both waited outside the car for a few more minutes until she calmed down a little.

 

They saw her wipe away her tears with some tissues and wasn’t crying anymore. So they both got into the car a little later and they acted like they weren’t aware of her break down just a moment ago. They both carried on some work related conversations as James drove them.

 

James dropped Moon in front of his house before he drove to his home. The siblings rode up the elevator silently and once they got into their home, Joo Eun simply marched into her room and locked herself in.

 

Initially, James decided to let her be. But she kept herself locked in even after hours later. He tried getting her out of her room when it was time to eat but she stayed stubborn as hell.

 

When it was almost close to midnight, James knocked on her door, “Joo Eun-ah, I understand you’re in pain. But you should eat too.” But there was no response. He sighed, “I’m leaving something out in front of your door. At least eat a little.”

 

He left a plate of food in front of her door, before going to sleep in his room. But when he came out the next morning, the plate was left untouched. “Joo, are you awake?” he gently knocked on her door but there was still no response.

 

He looked at the clock and noticed that he didn’t have much time left to get to work. He sighed and left a new plate with breakfast and a note at her doorstep, before leaving to work.

 

But when she didn’t answer any of his calls until afternoon, he started to get worried. But he had a ton load of work to be completed by the end of the day, that he couldn’t take an off and rush home.

 

He even thought of relieving Mijin from her work and send her to his home but even that seemed to be difficult. So having left with no choice, he dialed Jiwoong’s number and requested him to check on Joo Eun.

 

Jiwoong rushed over to Joo Eun’s place as soon as he could and rang the bell. However, no one answered. He alternated with calling her, leaving a voice message and ringing the bell again for a few more hours.

 

Even though he saw that she has read all his messages, she still didn’t respond to any of his methods. Finally giving up, he called James and informed him about his failure, “I’m sorry I tried everything James, but she still isn’t responding.” He sighed.

 

Since she was reading all her friend’s messages, James thought he’d let her be for the day, “It’s okay. Thanks for trying, Jiwoong. You can leave now. I’ll be home in a few hours.”

 

When he returned home later that evening, he noticed that she had eaten something during the day, even though it was more like a mouse’s ration. But yet, he still decided to take it as an improvement and let be. And this went on for a few more days.

 

One day, when James came home during the office hours to take the files that he had forgotten to bring along in the morning, he found her unconscious on the living room floor. He immediately rushed her to the nearby hospital and got her admitted.

 

The doctor who examined her, informed him that she was anemic and dehydrated, so the body ended up shutting down as it couldn’t take any more of the stress. He has put her on IV and prescribed some medicine and advised him to keep her in the hospital until they run a few more tests.

 

The next few days, Joo Eun spent in the hospital with Jiwoong taking care of her in the daytime while James took care of her the rest of the day. The day she got discharged, although she has lost a few pounds, she still looked a lot better than she did a few days ago.

 

Her attitude took a sudden change too and she started hanging out more with Jiwoong and Mijin, and this change in her in turn made James’ worries lessen. But little did he know that she turned as if she had multiple personality.

 

She either partied like crazy or sat down and wrote bunch of letters addressed to Sooyoon’s training unit. Even though she started showing up home pretty drunk, James still tried tolerating it. He tried to change her ways with options like doing things she really wanted or even go abroad and stay with their parents for a change.

 

He searched high and low and brought her brochures and booklets of courses she might possibly be interested in, so she could utilize her time waiting for Sooyoon more productively but she remained unshakeable.

 

One such drunk day after partying so much, Jiwoong and Mijin dropped her in front of her apartment building. “Are you sure you can manage to get your apartment?” Jiw

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Guys, it's been nearly a month since my last note and I still haven't made an update. I'm really sorry about that. I had my surgery just last week and in recovery now. So I couldn't really sit and work on the next chapter yet. Hope you all can understand. I'm extremely sorry about the delay.

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fayrenz #1
Chapter 47: i teared up at the end ♡ i liked how this chapter had such positive progress, and there was no unnecessary drama from Sooyoon's parents, I always love to see such supportive family members, it really warms my heart ;;; and how Sooyoon proposed was really ♡ and Mijin being pregnant & Jiwoong haha, they really are so cute together! There's so much else, all the big and lil things, that I can't properly or possibly mention but have to say that this chapter was fulfilling to say the least! Although, I really hoped to see a bit more on James, like if not a full-fledged part about him but a little tidbit about how he'd going on about his life from here onwards... even Moon! I know that it could be kinda obvious and I also agree it is good enough to be left to the reader's imagination but what to do they are my faves here :P This is certainly not a complaint but just me pining about those two cuties lol



Anyways... moving on to our star couple... they really are precious! What really got me was the change in Joo Eun's nature/behavior... like a couple of chapters (?) back, she was really emotional and her thoughts and worries were so self-restrained, I really liked how the enlistment and the overall progression of their relationship from that previous point to here have brought her out of her self-restrained behavior, as in, although she was angry when Sooyoon was hugged by Hye Jin, but she didn't linger on it by thinking of Sooyoon's situation, part and fault in it. It was so subtly implied, I really liked how you just left that change flow into the plot itself instead of explaining it :3 Also, though all those parts about Sooyoon wanting to "escape" after the proposal, so funny xD But even in the jokes it's so apparent how much he loves Joo Eun, and how patient and understanding he is (actually both are of each other's competencies & flaws). They certainly match together so well, and what's the best part about it is that it wasn't this perfect when their relationship started out. You've shown them grow, commit mistakes and then learn from them and then become stronger, better for each other ♡



This really was such an amazing story! I understand how hard it is to be so invested in a story and the amount of effort that goes into making every chapter happen! I am really grateful that you put in such efforts and didn't give up on it despite of everything! I thoroughly enjoyed it-- each and every word ♡ Tysm for this beautiful story!!!!! and I look forward to the new stories you might have in your mind for us ♡♡♡
fayrenz #2
Chapter 46: Aw I am happy to see that they aren't apart for the entire of Sooyoon's time in the army. These meet ups are really important for their relationship and for themselves individually, I could feel how both of them were so anxious of being apart and meeting even for a bit reassured them so much. This chapter was really precious, from Joo Eun's friends and James coming over, Mijin and Jiwoong dating(how cutee) Joo learning how to cook thinking about Sooyoon and finally when they briefly met... It was lovely ❤️
fayrenz #3
Chapter 45: Yay! I am happy that Joo Eun got better. The whole part with Moon and James was so precious. I totally agree with James, no one is worth ruining your own life like this hehe. And the end in which both Joo Eun and Sooyoon are doing their best in their own ways while they wait for each other... awww ♡ Even though you say it was a filler, it was such an important chapter portraying how Joo Eun overcame the absence of Sooyoon and then deciding to proceed and do best with her life too. I enjoyed reading it! Tysm for the update ♡♡♡
fayrenz #4
Chapter 44: Joo Eun acted a bit selfish here, imo. But she's in pain and Moon and James will hopefully guide her and comfort her until Sooyoon is back. It was a nice chapter, cannot wait for more! ❤️❤️❤️
4dcutie20
#5
Chapter 43: TT TT TT TT thyre so cutee.....aww my hrtttt.... thy gotta wait fr 2 yrs..sigh... well its all for good i guess.... thank u for the update unnie ya!!!!!
fayrenz #6
Chapter 43: the bag of presents and the way Sooyoon professed his love ;;; ahh it was so sweet and precious ♡ it was so sad they had to part but I am also so glad that it wasn't on bad terms and they sorted everything out before his enlistment and are going to stay together. They seriously are so cute and even James ♡♡ I am excited for what happens next ^^ ♡
4dcutie20
#7
Chapter 42: kyaaaaaaaaaaa affter a longg timeeee....it feels so guud...awwww thyre united im so happy..grinning ear to ear.....good job unnie...cant wait for part 2!!!!!!
fayrenz #8
Chapter 42: Aww they are finally together! They are really so cute and James being a protective yet supportive brother ❤️ oooh cant wait for the trip ❤️❤️ tysm for the chapter ❤️❤️❤️
fayrenz #9
Chapter 41: oh dear, i really wonder what Sooyoon's reasons are! I hope it's just the enlisting and they get to talk over it and get together! i really crave them to be together and James is so cute he was barely able to hide it from Joo Eun all she needed was to read his voice when she asked him hahaha xx thank you for the update!! looking (patiently) forward to more :3
4dcutie20
#10
Chapter 41: awww did sooyoon rejected her coz he is enlisting???? ahhhh ...im emo...go grl run to meet him nd smack him fr being a stupid and say u willl wait him....sobs*
and........thaankkkks fr the update unnie ya~