Oh the words I want to say to you,

You're beautiful.

Surprise update because damn! Sehun posted a fine selca of himself on Instagram.

If you look at it properly, you can clearly see that he's shirtless (Damn, I'm NOT byuntae >.<) 

"How long have you and Sehun been together now?" Kayoung asked me as we walked down the hallway.

I shrugged. "Three months," I told her. "We're going four next week."

Kayoung was giving me a weird look but I ignored her, nonetheless. Maybe something was up on her knickers, like the time of the month.

By the time we arrived in the classroom and to our seats, Kayoung was still giving me that weird look. It was getting hard to ignore now.

"What is it, Kayoung?" I turned to her. "You've been looking at me with that face since you brought up Sehun."

Kayoung smirked. "You guys have been dating for nearly four months, am I right?" I nodded.

"Which one of you said it first?" She asked me.

"Said what first?" I asked her.

Kayoung laughed as if I asked the dumbest question on earth. "Which one of you said I love you first?"

I nearly choked on my spit because of what Kayoung said. It hasn't crossed my mind yet, since Sehun and I were both awkward when it came to a more intimate side of our relationship. It was both our firsts, so we were turtles when it came to that feeling.

"I-I," I was stuttering as I looked at Kayoung. "I think it's too soon. We're still new to the relationship."

Kayoung laughed and playfully rolled her eyes. "D.O. and I said it one month after we began dating," She remarked. "Time is not valid in a relationship."

Now that Kayoung pointed it out, it made me question myself. Why did this feeling only cross my mind right now?

Do I love Sehun? Does Sehun love me?

"You know what I think, Miju," Kayoung spoke up. "I think you guys love each other, but either both of you are questioning it or you're to scared to admit it first."

I love Kayoung but, sometimes, I hate it when what she says make perfect sense. I knew my feelings for Sehun were strong, but was it something I could call love? Maybe it was, and she was right, but I was too chicken to admit it.

The teacher came in, beginning the lesson for the day, but my focus was elsewhere. My mind was bombarded with similar question with one taking it's lea.

Am I in love with Oh Sehun?