You went to the playground where Woohyun took you once. It was on top of a hill, overlooking the main city.

You sat on top of the brick wall, standing at 4 feet that protects the little ones from falling off the hilltop side.

You stared down and it was so high that it made you dizzy but you didn’t felt nervous in any way.

You then stared and appreciated the view while holding on to your stomach.

“My baby, do you know that your father’s going to marry today? No, it’s not me. He don’t love me, so probably, he doesn’t want you either. Life is really unfair, right? I don’t have the guts to tell him about you since it might just break his happiness with his woman. I don’t like to ruin their relationship all because I’m pregnant with you. If I told him all about it then it’s either he’ll break-up with the girl and force himself to be with me even though he doesn’t love me because he has a responsibility over you or he’ll just ignore us.”

 You then sniff as you felt you were about to cry but held it all in.

“I must say I’m a hindrance to all. Jisun loves Hoya but Hoya doesn’t love her back because of me. I cannot love Hoya back because your father is the one I still love. And like what I said a moment ago, if Woohyun knew I was pregnant with you, then I’ll be a hindrance to him and the woman he’s going to marry. I guess nothing goes right for me either way.”

You took a deep breath then smiled. “I’ll always be alone, forever alone.”

You cann