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Sora's POV

Sora can’t wait to meet Kris-appa! Uncle Sehun is so so so cool but I still want to meet appa! I can’t wait for mommy to open the door for me. When the door opened, I immediately run inside to meet appa because I miss him sooo much!

“Oh? Am I dreaming? Am I seeing a princess? Excuse me but which fairytale did you come from?” that’s what appa said to me when he saw me running from the foyer. I love it when he treats me like a princess. I hug him and let him carry me up to swing me around.

“Is my baby having a great day? Uncle Sehun is the best, right?” he said to me while pecking my cheeks.

"He's funny and I like him but I like you way better!" 

Sometimes I wonder how could I speak on my mind. Where do these voices come from? I don’t even speak but there are voices inside my head! Wow! It’s magic, isn’t it?! Friends, where does this sound on my head come from? Can you tell me how could I hear my own voice inside my head???

Rather than talking inside my head to my self, let me tell you about my thoughts. Is that okay? Anyway, you’re here to hear my story, right???

I like uncle Sehun. I like him sooo much! I don’t hate him. He looks like a little prince on the book that mommy often reads for me. What is it called? The Little Prince? Yes! It’s The Little Prince! He’s also a super good person! He bought me ice cream, food, and Barbie’s pink car that’s sooo cute! He gave me a piggyback ride and he’s also funny!

But…

Kris-appa is also handsome and kind. Kris-appa also buys me ice cream, chocolate, toys, clothes, and brings me to movies. Kris-appa also gives me piggyback ride. The thing is, Kris-appa is always here for me. Not that uncle. He just showed up this morning.

I once asked my friend about how a father supposed to look like and where could I buy it. They laughed at me when I told them I don’t have one. I thought father is something you can buy in toys store, but when I asked my teacher, she said it’s not a toy. Father is just like me–a living human.

I want to ask mommy where can I meet my father but she always looks like she’s going to cry whenever I ask about it. I don’t want to make mommy sad. Mommy loves me so much. I can’t make her cry! That’s why I always kiss her in the morning, afternoon, and night. Mommy said my kiss is the best kiss in the world! Of course! Chu chu chu!

So I asked Kris-appa everything I want to know about that something called ‘father’. Is that a name or is it actually a thing? Why don’t I have one? I called Kris-appa  ‘appa’ because I want to have one and Kris-appa is the closest man that I have aside of Grandpa. I love Kris-appa so much as much as I love my mom. Well, I love mommy more but I also love Kris-appa thiiis much! *I’m now circling my arms in the air guys but you can’t see it, right? It’s a huge circle because I love Kris-appa so so so much!*

Kris-appa told me that my father is somewhere here in Seoul. He always told me that my father is really kind, sincere, funny and silly. He always shows me a face he called ‘derp face’ and told me my father often makes that kind of expression and that’s so funny! He told me that my father loves bubble tea so much and chocolate bubble tea is his favorite. Hey, it’s my favorite too! Well, I think I know why do I like chocolate so muc