Vivian's POV

Here I am, at home..

In my room..

Beside Kai who is rubbing my back..

I was coughing

because I was laughing.

"What the heck is that guy doing?" Kai asked and I removed his hands from my back. I was watching some videos from Pewdiepie to remove my sadness. Very deep words I got there. The video we were watching was "The Perfect Boyfriend." And just landed to;

Dis.. Here's a link.

credits to the owner :D

"You don't need to know, just look how normal he is," I said, still laughing. His shirt seemed so tight, I bet it's Marzia's. Then my laptop got shut down, "What-- Kai?!"

"Tell me. What happened backstage and you cried?" Kai looked at me seriously. "Nothing," I smiled at him. He raised a brow, "Nothing? You cried for nothing? You need a psychiatrist. Really, what is it?"

I sighed, you asked for it. "Luhan sunbae's getting married."

"And?"

"And? What do you mean?"

"And wh-- Oh, right. You don't know that."

My eyes widened, "You knew?!" He raised his arms up, like he gives up, "He didn't want to let you know.. Did he told you, or..?"

"His fiance came and put up a smug smile on her face once she saw me. She might be happy seeing me cry," I said and opened my laptop, again, "Why didn't you tell me?" He closed the laptop, again, "Hyung told me he'll be the one who'll say it." I nodded and opened the laptop.

"He could've told it to me before, then I would end the stupid operation and never done it."

Kai closed the laptop, again and took it away from me, "What the hell, Vivian? You'll just give up, that's it?"

I reached up to my laptop, "What's it for me to do? Their already engaged." He stood up and held my hand away, "No, you're not stopping this. Yes, their engaged not married, you still have the chance." I pouted at him and slumped down my shoulders. "Now stop watching videos and start writing letters for him! Mission 4 should be completed!"

I sighed. I hate it when Kai becomes a teacher.

It was already Wednesday, and I was still working on the letters. It's not like I didn't want to put effort to it but I am putting effort in it.. Do you guys even understand? xD

"How're the letters?"

Startled, I turned my head behind me and saw Kai, "You scared me." He went beside me, "That didn't answer my question."

I pouted and pulled some envelopes from my bag, I was in our classroom right now, "There." He grabbed one and opened it, his face became sour. "What?" I laughed. "It smells so sweet."

"How could you make such a sour face and say that it smells sweet?"

He shrugged and read the letter. Oh, no..

""Dear sunbae, Hello~ How's it going?" you sound like a hipster here, "Why didn't you tell me you were already engaged with someone.. You make me feel sad." sad face, "I'm sorry about that issue you and I are in, it was a misunderstanding. Was that the reason why you met someone new? Alright, I--" No. Don't give him this." 

I looked at Kai frowning. "What are you a coward? Saying the reason through a letter.. say it to him in person." I replaced the smile with a frown, "That I can't do!" He looked at me. "Do you think I can stop a engaged couple?"

"Luhan hyung doesn't even love her."

"Of course, he-- He doesn't?"

"Vivian, how stupid can you be? The one he likes is you, don't you see that? All this time I thought, you knew." I gulped. "Last year, on our graduation; hyung came, right? But he didn't talk to you, he left early for an exam for up coming seniors, but he told me something you shouldn't know.. Hyung wanted me to end up with you."

What-- what, what the hell?

"He told you to not like him and like someone as old as you, right?" I nodded. "He was actually reffering to me because I liked you back then. Good thing, I moved on," he gave me a bitter smile, "Your liking for hyung was unremovable. No matter what sweet things I do for you, you'll still think of him. Thinking; I hope sunbae would do this to me, too."

I bit my lip, stopping myself to laugh. His impersonation of me was oddly funny. That would be mean. Plus, the atmosphere was so serious now. Everyone in the classroom was looking at me and Kai.

"He also told me that he didn't want to look like a e, liking someone younger than him. As for you, he didn't want you to look bad infront of people, making them think that you decieved a person older than you to like him. That's how Luhan hyung liked you, Vivian. That much! Now," he held both of my shoulders, "Don't be stupid and give up. Don't make me have another chance for you! Alright?"

He was panting but I didn't speak. I was frozen, I feel so clueless for everything at the moment.

"Please, speak. I don't want to get a cold should from you," he was pleading.. Kai was pleading. God, what have you done to him?! Kidding. Good thing; I didn't stutter, I said, "I'm not as think as confused I am!" But unfortunately, my words are jumbled.

He laughed and ruffled my hair, "That's my girl." Wait, what? I looked up at him and gave him a blank look, "Your girl?" He shrugged, "Just take it, that would be enough for me."

Well, alright.

I stood up, getting ready to leave, Kai said, "Where are you going?" I grabbed a pen and paper, "Out of my mind, be back in back an hour."

I left the classroom.

I ended up in the rooftop, I was alone. Checked up the whole floor and there was no one except for me. I sighed in relief and sat on somewhere on the floor.

Now, what should I write..?

This was the last letter that I'm writing. According to Kai, I should make 10 letters to Luhan sunbae. Then, when these are all finished, I'll give it all to him at dismissal. I hope he reads all of it.. I hope that stupid biach Saeri would not distract him from reading. I sighed, why did she even have to exist between sunbae and me?

"This is so complicated!"

I shouted myself and was startled when I heard some footsteps behind me. I turned around and saw, "Saeri sunbaenim," I bowed to her. Oh, c'mon. She's a senior.

"Let's have a talk, shall we?"

Okay?