So hey people! This is my blog about my journey in AFF! Enjoy reading!!!

So I started out in AFF in 2012. I discovered AFF by becoming a SeoKyu fan. I was a really young girl back then and I was just introduced to kpop by my aunt in 2011 or 2010 - I forgot but I was pretty sure it was a long time ago - and I was a hardcore SJ fan at first. Back then I was only like, Idk ten or eleven so I know nothing of internet and you guys know that kpop lives in internet, right? At that time, I couldn't connect myself to other kpopers, the only people I could connect to were my friends who have been influenced by Girls Generation. At that time, my aunt was a big fan of SJ but she hated GG and she told me why she doesn't like them. I became influenced and I bash them in my mind.

Before the MV for Seoul Song came into my life. Seoul Song is a song that SJ and GG did and it was a really old song, filled with old SJ members and old version of GG with love stories between them. Back then I was still naive and I don't like my bias in a I-love-him kind of way, it was like in admiration kind of way. Back then, I like Kyuhyun and when I watched the mv, he was paired up with Seohyun. At first I didn't know who she was at first and I asked my friends about her. Then I got to know her and I started to like both of them. In other words, shipped them together. Hard.

Then I searched for their fanfics and I found this site. I wasn't a member back then, I was a mere visitor. One day, my curiosity got the better of me and I joined this site with my bad grammars and I made stories about SeoKyu and YoonHae with bad grammars. My first fanfic is called Loving You Again and back then, I felt so good for writing the story. I felt like the story is a really good piece of work but now I read it again, I became so embarrassed with my grammars. I didn't like it and I think I deleted it.

So then I made another story called the Haunted House Challenge which I still think of doing again but with different plots and more realistic ones XD. Just tune in to see more of my coming soon fics!

Anyways, I got more friends and I fret about this and that in here and you guys became my best friends. Soon I discovered new kpop idols and got into them as well, like B2ST, EXO, F(x), SHINee, BTOB and T-ARA. I became a kpoper, a real kpoper who likes every group and having no bias list. It's one of the times in which I don't like them as in a I-Love-My-Bias kind of way. I just admired them.

Until Infinite showed up in my life.

I fell for L hard and I started looking for fics between L and OC or L and You and I started watching more of Infinite. Then EXO debuted and they added up to my bias list and that was when I start to think of those boys as crushes, not people who I admire. I started to feel tingly when I see my biases anywhere and I spazz about kpop for too much for my family's liking lol XD

Then I discovered roleplaying. I started to make an account for rp in Roleplayrepublic.com, a sister website for AFF and I made friends there. Then I started to become into roleplays that my grades dropped and that was when I realized that I have to stop because it also affected my perspectives for idols. I know that they're not real idols but fans but still, it still affected my point of view a lot. When I got into roleplaying, I neglected AFF too and I felt bad for it considering that many people here are my friends.

Then after considering and thinking for a while, I quit roleplaying and start on AFF again, adding more friends and sharing my thoughts in this website. It's only been two years since I joined this website or community but I feel like I'm born here. I feel like I've known you guys all, I feel like I can reach you all and imagine how you guys look like and I feel like you guys are reachable even if you guys aren't. I've become less lonelier when I join AFF and I feel like I'm not an outcast anymore - which I am an outcast in my community - and I feel like you guys are my real friends, the ones who will support me no matter what. That's how close I am with you guys and AFF.

AFF brought me laughter and even if my friends in real life aren't that much, I feel like I have hundreds because of this site. This site improved me a lot. It made me changed my opinions about races, uality, appearances, outcasts, and mainly just everything. I started to be more considerate to people because of KPOP and AFF and I started to be grateful to what I have now because of this site. This site made me become more mature and who I am. I feel really good because I joined this site and I'm thankful to you guys for making me improve in my life and how I think. You guys supported me a lot and all I could say from here is thank you and I really feel like I have friends here so thanks for making me feel that way. 

Thanks AFF! Hope I can make more friends and hope I can be a good and supportive friend for all of you! Thanks for reading this! ^^

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