away for a while...

Lost Soul, Found Heart

"You don't need to stop yourself if you wish to hold me. I'm just here...Im not going anywhere."

Hearing these words from his most beloved person made Kyuhyun smiled and feel better. He locked Sungmin again in his
arms tightly and never wished to be apart... as he whispers...

"You said that... then I wont be polite anymore." he said and made his tight hug even tighter which made his hyung
smiled with much delight.

The next morning, Kyuhyun finds himself not on his bed but on Sungmin's. The latter guy is sleeping deeply holding
his hand, head on his chest. The magnae looked at his hyung and smiled...

'it's not a dream... Sungmin...he's really here.' He knows that nothing happened last night, they just hugged tightly
as they sleep side by side but he felt more than that. No body heat can replace his happiness being with Sungmin, owning his hyung heart is much more that owning his physical body.

Sungmin opened his eyes and saw Kyuhyun staring at him. He looked down instantly as he knew he is blushing.

"Yah...stop looking at me." Sungmin said holding Kyuhyun's face and trying to push it away...but this evil magnae
smiled and refused to look away.

"Yah Lee Sungmin..." he said. "how could you be this pretty even when you are sleeping?"

Sungmin knows he's blushing so he covered his face with his hand while his other hand is pushing Kyuhyun's face.
"Yah... Im blushing...stop looking at me."

"How could you be so pretty yet snoring quite badly?" the evil magnae said which made him looked up.

"Yah... Im not snoring!" he said as he looked up only to catch Kyuhyun's eyes staring at him intently. He looked down
stupidly as he say in an almost whispering voice...

"I told you not to look at me..." he said pouting, but Kyuhyun wrapped his arms around him as he say...

"What can I do? I cannot stop looking at you... Yah, Lee Sungmin, you have to take responsibility!"

Again the older guy blushed... "Always putting the blame on me..."

"But then... my Sungminnie...how old are you?" he asked.

"26"

"26? how did you manage to grow old with that overly poor kissing skills?"

Sungmin, being embarassed hit him lightly on the chest. Suddenly, Kyuhyun hold his hand and kiss it.
"Never mind..."

"I can always teach you." he said whispering to Sungmin's ears which sends tickles to the older guy.

Kyuhyun closed his eyes as he kiss Sungmin's forehead, wanting to sleep again when his hyung gasped and speaks...

"but then... what makes you think Im leaving? I left a note on the fridge saying I'll be back in 3 days."

Kyuhyun opened his eyes and asked... "then...have you been calling Donghae hyung?"

Sungmin thought for a while shook his head... "I never call anyone."

Kyuhyun chuckled and closed his eyes again... "I think I already know. I must thank them in a while."

Sungmin left confused just closed his eyes again and sleep.

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The next days have been better and brighter for them. Kyuhyun, who was finally able to face himself and his hidden
feelings felt a lot better after confessing. He's been more open to the fact that he is deeply in love with this hyung of his. During band performance, he will look at his pretty hyung intently which will make Sungmin blush on stage. At times he will just steal a kiss whenever his hyung is busy playing his keyboard. And most of the time he will hold his lover's hands, fingers interlaced and will be resting his head on his hyung's shoulder.

Then again, he can still see how mature and how perfect Sungmin is and so he made a decision...

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One morning, Sungmin woke up without Kyuhyun by his side. They already keep the magnae's bed as they started sleeping
side by side.

"Kyuhyun-ah..." he said as he walked around. He went to the toilet and knocked... "Kyuhyun-ah..." he called again,
but the guy is not there.

While walking around the room, he spotted a piece of paper under his mp4 player and read... it was Kyuhyun's handwriting
and it says...

*To my dearest Sungmin,
Im not going to use any honorifics since you're already mine. I've made a mark inside your heart... you cannot look at
anybody else aside from me...*

Reading this makes Sungmin smile and blushed as he continue reading.

*I love you... I love every single thing about you. I cannot last a day without thinking about you. I've seen your
strong and weak sides and I fall in love deeper as I witness both. But then... I have to go away for a while. Seeing
how perfect and mature you are, I want to stand beside you with my head held up high. I want to be as perfect, as
mature as you.

*Sungmin-ah... Im going to stand beside you and be with you for the rest of my life...you
have to wait for me. You told me youre not going anywhere... I trust you. I know you'll stay and wait. I love you.*

*P.S: since you're already mine, don't give your heart to anyone else, Im a dangerous person... you know what im
capable of...^^
P.S.2: I revise some words in this song, always listen to this whenever you're outside... you have the tendency to
ignore other people when your earphones are on... I like that.

Your favourite and most beloved magnae,
Cho Kyuhyun*

Sungmin smiled at reading the letter. Knowing that Kyuhyun would want to change himself for the better is something he
wouldnt be mad about... and reading those words, he smiled...

"When you come back... I want to hear those words from your lips." He said as he put down the letter and listen to the
song that Kyuhyun recorded for him.

*nuhl wuhnhaneun mankeum soomkyuhon (The side of me that I kept hidden)
nae jinshim majuhdo (the one that wants you, my sincerity)
geu hanbuhndo nuhege (not even once was I able)
boyuhjoon juhk uhbsuhsseunigga (to show it to you so)
jogeumman (a little bit...)
duhguhruhga (walk a little further)
naega guhgi suh isseul teni (and then I'll be there)
ajik giuhkhaneunji (Do you still remember?)
nuhmani juhnbooin nal midneunji (do you believe that it's only you for me?)
uhnjekkaji ne gyuhte nal dool soo inneun guhnji (Do you know how long you can keep me by your side?)
nulbeun sesange dan han saram (In this large world, there's only one person)
ojik nainde (It's only me)

Sungmin smiled as he listened to the song... 'so even before confessing, you...already want to own me?' he chuckled
as he looked up... 'Kyuhyun-ah... Im already starting to miss you.'

 *Author's note: Song is from Miinah album called Your Eyes, credits to the translator in youtube :)*

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CHULelang
#1
Start reading: January 19, 2019
kyuichi91 #2
Chapter 33: You must be liking Sj's songs that much, i love the way you explain it through the story.. Kyumin truly are made for each other kkkk

For your first time writing a fanfic, this is more than good.
Keep writing^^
babyELF17
#3
Chapter 33: I honestly had second thoughts about reading this since I don't like seokyu that much (coming from a former seokyu shipper, straaange ^v^) but then reading it further I really liked it, the plot everything :> Author-nim jjang ^^d
DitaNiella #4
Chapter 21: Goog job author-nim ^^b
DitaNiella #5
Chapter 20: Ohh God. Kyu~~~ sweet~
KYUMIN Sweet moment
DitaNiella #6
Chapter 18: Eunhae so sweet ~(*0*)~
DitaNiella #7
Chapter 3: Seo died?!
Gwaenchana Kyu, Baby Ming here
DitaNiella #8
Chapter 2: Woww Ming is coming >.<
DitaNiella #9
Chapter 1: aish! they so sweet. -_-
MINGGGGG~ coming baby~ *3*
DitaNiella #10
good story , but i see kyu really love seo. I'll read next chap
hope kyu love min ^^