"He's considering not going back anymore. But he said we can continue living here so we can look after the house as
well. Kyuhyun-ah...seriously, do you have any idea why hyung is acting like that?" Donghae told Kyuhyun.

Since the day Sungmin left, it has been quite a torture for the magnae. He feels really upset knowing that his hyung
is really heart broken.

He stayed in his room and recall the days after Sungmin confessed to him for the first time. How extra sweet his
hyung smile at him and pretended like nothing happened, how caring he is to cook and give in to his childish tantrums,
how warm he is to continue patting him cheeks to sleep, how hard it is to even share a room with someone who indirectly
rejected him...twice for the record.

'I've been very selfish' he said in his mind...provoking his sweet, gentle hyung to the point of running away.
'I should have let him ignore me.' he said but thinking that this is what Sungmin is doing now... it agonizes him.

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Donghae and Eunhyuk talked softly inside their room. "Eunhyuk-ah... don't you think we've gone too far?" Donghae said.

"Let him suffer a bit more, then he has no escape when Sungmin hyung comes back." Eunhyuk said in a serious voice.

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Kyuhyun was on his bed that night. He dreamed again...of Sungmin. He wondered why he can see his hyung but he cannot
touch him. As his hyung started running away, his breathing becomes faster and faster until...

A smooth, warm palm touched his cheek. Kyuhyun immediately held the hand and looked at the side. Seeing Sungmin looking
down from his own bed made him thought he is still dreaming.

"Sungmin-ah..." Kyuhyun said as he sat up still thinking it is a dream.

Sungmin sat up as well and with a deep concern voice he said... "You seem to be having a bad dream...so I thought of
patting you."

Kyuhyun held his hyung's face and looked deep in Sungmin's eyes which confused the latter instantly. The younger one
suddenly remembered all his thoughts while his hyung is gone and it made him furious as hell that he pushed the short
guy to the bed.

Kyuhyun stood up and walked near the door trying to calm himself. Sungmin found himself standing up and is keeping
distance to the magnae, disbelief and rather surprised on why this magnae is treating him like that.

"Kyuhyun-ah... what is wrong with you?" he asked in a very concerned and worried voice.

"are you hurting that much?!" Kyuhyun asked. "Are you hurting that much that you have to leave me?!" he said raising his
voice much to Sungmin's surprise.

"What are you saying?" Sungmin asked in confusion.

"Yah..." Kyuhyun with a very furious dark eyes looked at his hyung with much hatred.
"I am hating you more everyday."

Hearing this made Sungmin's heart to ache but when he hear the next words of this magnae... his heart starts beating faster.

"Why do you have to be so good in everything? Why do you have to say that you love me and suddenly leave? Why do you
have to treat me this way? Why do you have to let me question my own sanity?!" he said catching his breath after saying his
line.

Sungmin was with authority as he said. "Yah Cho Kyuhyun... Did you ever bother thinking... why I did not force
myself to you? Why did I let you forget all the things I said? Do you think its that easy?! I've manage to control
myself but here you are throwing that crappy tantrums in front of me."

He looked at the magnae straight into the eyes and with a calm voice he said...
"I did not ask you to change your preferences... I only want you to follow your heart."

The distance between them is more or less 8 steps but hearing what his hyung said... Kyuhyun walked furiously, he made it 3
steps to be next to Sungmin.

He walked big steps to get near his hyung, grab the older guy's arm, pull towards him and owned his hyung's lips. Every
second, his kiss becomes deeper and deeper and then he pushed Sungmin away having the same distance as before.

The poor short guy was too startled that he could only stand on the place where his magnae pushed him and look at
the tall guy.

"You asked me to follow my heart..." Kyuhyun chuckled bitterly. "I've been dying to stop myself from doing that."

Sungmin's mouth was left opened after hearing this...

"K-Kyuhyun-ah..." its the only thing he can do... call on to the magnae's name.

"you see... its not about preference, Lee Sungmin. It's about having a dead heart and suddenly waking up realising
I've forgotten to remember the person who made my heart died."

Sungmin can only listen to 2 things... Kyuhyun's voice and his own heartbeat. He didnt expect to come back home and
hear all this from his most beloved magnae. He must be hurting indeed, but never did he thought that Kyuhyun's longing
for him brought them into this situation.

The older guy made one step towards Kyuhyun... "Kyuhyun-ah..." he said, wanting to reach out to the guy.

"Don't come near me!"
Kyuhyun shouted with broken voice...obviously starting to cry... "My heart trembles..." he said as he hold his chest.

"...my heart trembles with the fact that I love you more than I could love anyone."

Hearing this, Sungmin freed a sigh that sounded like a soft, happy sound. He looked at the magnae with his gentle eyes
as he walked another step towards Kyuhyun.

"Don't come near me!" Kyuhyun shouted again.
"I hate you..." he said sniffing and freeing loads of tears from his eyes, his closed fist on his nose trying to stop
the sound of his sniffing. "I hate that you could always pull out everything that I try to hide."

"Kyuhyun-ah..." Sungmin said making another steps and extending his arms to reach the magnae.

When his index finger finally was able to touch Kyuhyun's clothes, the magnae pull him and wrappedh im around his long arms tightly.

"You stubborn you..." Kyuhyun complained. "Now I cannot stop myself from letting you go."

If Sungmin's bones are not strong enough, Kyuhyun could have break him into pieces as he hug his hyung tightly. Both
Sungmin's arms in between their chests as Kyuhyun buries his head in the crook of his hyung's neck.

Then again, hearing this magnae's confession made Sungmin rest his head on Kyuhyun's chest...
"Kyuhyun-ah..." he started.

"Your heart that is trembling... I will calm it down."

And hearing those words, magically made Kyuhyun calm down and loosen his arms for Sungmin to move. But this hyung
only moved his arms just to wrap it around the magnae's waist.

"You don't need to stop yourself if you wish to hold me."

With a smile and a bit teary eyes, Sungmin, hold onto Kyuhyun's back and whispered...

"Im just here... Im not going anywhere."